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hiello world. Here she comes. Worlds worst (best) Byler enthusiast on Rentry. Here i am documenting my life and such, so please be kind while viewing. I am a fragile girl
tread lightly!! any advances to be friends would be nice. Coolest rat on the block with a big bag of cheetos and the used on her boombox. Does this make sense? not rlly. #Lydia → links & soc atabook extended interests calpurnias on disc. + Unlist, ask! ♡

December 3rd, 2025
first entryyyy say hello.. lordie this is fun i always have loved journaling. well, im starting this off with a rant about one of my favorite shows (literally the 1/2 shows ive ever finished and in fact i finished and was fixated on ST first) stranger things ranting
im really happy because of s5 vol.1 release and i truly do think that byler will be endgame at the end of the year. my fascination with this show has been deep within for awhile.. and its clear if you have seen my socials (for cf) then u know of it, have seen my ups and downs, my theories and other things i am very intertwined with it like. AHHH i srsly think this fixation will be the death of me as i have already spent $400 almost $500 usd on st merch and have rewatched the show more times than i can count. im planning to rewatch the first vol of st5 again. sorry for only ranting about my autism recently im sad to admit that my life has been really boring, super uneventful besides my interests. sooo its really all i can talk about at the moment.. good news is that i think ill be going to san antonio or maybe even austin on christmas break so im super excited for that. my papa said he might take us to this place where it has christmas lights on the riverwalk in san antonio and get food from a sorta high end restaurant cause his friend works there. Wtf. i cant believe its almost the end of the year and then ill be the big FIFTEEN YEARS OLD on march. im super super excited and i hope me and my gf can celebrate together 
December 5th, 2025
I LOVE MY WIFE!!! today is a day me and them call "Xurimi Friday"(s) it lowk doesnt have a meaning in particular besides the factor that we got together on a friday on 10/10/25 which i think is very lucky and cute. I looked up our angel numbers and mimi is 666 while im 888 and i think its so so cute. i looked at star signs too idgaf if they arent compatible cause i think this is duuuumb. "Aries and Capricorn are determined to reach their destinations but they disagree on the pace." this just isnt true. BRO JUST TYPING SHIT. me and my wife are reallllyyyy cute. its gotten really cold in texas... i have mixed feelings for one it feels nice but for two i can barely sleep because i shiver and have discomfort. besides that i dont rlly mind i dont think its all that bad. and and my mom changed her mind i think we are going this weekend. im kinda scared but idk why!!! the city is nice but i feel like everytime i go i get super sad when i leave because my small town just doesnt cut it like the city does ive always been for the city. i miss living in one when i was little like a loooot. im really excited for christmas but not in the way where its for the holiday moreso because gf birthday and st5... like AHHHH i cannot wait to see byler and talk to my wife and be happy and cute with them. i really like my bf everybody jusy throw tomatoes at me. What the fuck ever. I think this url is really cute, yes? /variant owned by futch girl i thiiiink i might add more decor to this. what do my fans think
(u all say yes ok?) OK I DID IT. I hope my gf sees because im so proud of it oi thjink they will think its cuteeee. And me coded
December 6th, 2025
im super happy my parents are putting up the christmas tree and i just cant wait for the holiday in general whilst knowing im gonna be super super busy.. too many things at once eek. (st5 vol 2, the holiday itself and gfie bday) but its okay! i can keep track if i have my straws all together.. i think the straw method summed up into my brain has helped me and has made life 10x easier for me since its always been hard to keep my life on the right path but now im more stable and suuuuper happy. im seeing the lights today and im excited! i hope theyre as pretty as i imagined. i think what my bf said earlier tewday was really cute and sweet.. they compared us to a tortiseshell cat and a ginger cat. in their eyes im the tortiseshelled one and AHHHH i think theyre the sweetest ever i love my butch everybody