INTJ SX6 IEI RLUEI FVLE Choleric-Melancholic in(f) Chaotic Good I don’t really like to initiate conversations or finish them, I am actually pretty bad at conversations, so I prefer to keep it this way. I very easily forget to respond but I am basically online 24⁄7 because I don’t have a life, so the chances are that I will get back to you aren't zero. I tend to ghost people if I don't want to talk, so if that happens, please take the hint. I am very bad at confrontation. Im in that teenage phase where I ignore almost everyone and I'm becoming an asshole. My apolocheese. my identity is here (names, pronouns, sexuality etc.)
I don’t really like to get close with people online at all, so please do not expect me to be all buddy-buddy with you straight off of the bat. I can be type pretty dry and act stoically, I have black and white thinking and I have 0 tolerance for ignorance. I'm not very openly emotional, I am extremely bad at comforting people, I really don't have any patience and I am pretty blunt. I tend to give unfiltered responses, and I have problems identifying what I say or do is wrong. I struggle with morality due to nihilism and or derealization/depersonalization.
I am disordered and unmedicated and I don't have any plans to be. Even though I am extremely covert, that does not mean I should be treated as if I don't have disorders. I am a rather anxious person, I am very easily agitated and I can slip into episodes pretty easily and isolate myself. I am a very heavy masker, thus leads to quick social burnout. I will not state what I have unless we are close. Just know I am autistic and that may also affect how I talk to others.
Funfact!!! I have dark brown almost black hair and red streaks, my favorite color is red despite most of my rentries being pink and cutesie.. i love pink and red very dearly i like to feel girly even if it doesn't fit my appearance nor personality. My favorite films are The Black Phone 1&2 as well as The Goldfinch. and IT (2017&2019). My favorite shows are Stranger Things and only Stranger Things.. I admit that I rarely watch shows, Stranger Things was one I actually finished in my lifetime.