THIS IS MY VENT STUFF SOME THINGS MAY BE TRIGGERING!

5.5.23
im kinda havingn sensory overload my sweaters realy uncomfy
n i keep stimming there s also loud sounds here so its not .. safespace
for me i miss my bed.. -🌠/⭐
also im likr kinshifted rn n i keep zoning out 2 think abt space..
kinda concerned cuz its been many many hours (I shifted yesterdy night)
n im still not.. back.. idk if it makes sense if uknow, uknow.. -🌠/⭐
im svared n overhwlemrd i hear yelling its bad
yelling iz sumthing thqt triggers my anxety ... -🌠/⭐️

5.6.23
im javing some internal conflict cuz im kinsidering komaeda but also feel like im shifting rn !?!? to one of my irls..? probably kokichi..

5.7.23
I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT!!! -🎲
man.. i just showered and i feel so.. ashamed.. like i want to change everything i want to look different this isnt my body it isnt my body it'll never be my body.. this is sickening. so sickening. i want to throw up, this is suffocating.. my anxiety is like high rn i need to like stim or something to cope its not working why am i feeling this way!? -🎲

5.9.23
this is really all my fault. today was and is horrible. i couldnt keep my anxiety in check i couldnt answer the phone i couldnt be home alone.. i should've just went to school even if i was drained.

5.24.23
i thimk im shiftimgg its t he middle ofnthe night im so sleepy.y. i fgueed out im basil fictionkjn yay inguess

5.30.23
u guys are absolutely viile ok pls if ur an nsfw blog/have an inappropriate name dni. seriously i will block u.

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Pub: 05 May 2023 16:20 UTC
Edit: 30 May 2023 09:10 UTC
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