to my dear girlfriend
i love you SO SO FUCKING MUCH!! you are always so sweet , kind, patient, understanding, youre always willing to listen to me yap about the most random shit ever and still pay attention !! youll listen to me scream at the top of my fucking lungs over pixels on a screen then cuddle me , or watch dancemoms with me, youre so funny and sweet, i love the way your voice sounds when you laugh because i cant help but scream every time i see you again!! you mean literally the world to me, i wouldnt trade you for anything ever and i cant belive im lucky enough to have met you AND be able to call you my girlfriend <3, the moment i saw you from the stage i knew i wanted to talk to you, butni was so nervous ahghfhfh, i used my friend talking to your dog as an excuse to talk to you, btw thank god you brough salem so i would have had a way to talk to you because i was WAYY too nervous to do that on my own xd , i just cant belive i was able to somehow be able to call you my girlfriend ,, its just still so surreal to me that it feels like weve been together forever and yet everytime i see you its like the first time again and again and ill neve rbe over seeing the way you smile and hearing you laugh every time i see you again and scream so loud the neighbors probably think im giving birth!! I just love you so much , i cant wait to grow old together and have a bunch of cats and dogs instead of kids, i just still am so grateful to have you in my life as my girlfriend, as someone that i can love and care for as my bestest favorite person ever, also sorry for being afraid of salem at first xd, i love her now though!! i love when we sit on the couch watching something and i get to lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat while we hold hands, or you lay on mine and i play with your hair while trying not tk scream the entire time, i love it everytime you text me goodmorning first or goodnight, i love every little smile and laugh and your amazing pasta cooking skills & i loved cooking hamster pasta with you so we could eat it, ps u got me into that pesto sauce and its amazing btw,, i love getting to choose comfy pants everytime i go to see you so i know i can be comfy when we cuddle n i love it when you lay on my arm with your head on my shoulder and we watch instagram reels together (wtf is ur feed btw), i love that everytime i see the moon i think of u because ur such a space nerd & i love being with someone who understand me the way you do, our entire relasionship just feels so natural & i know i can always count on you when im sad because you just make me so happyajdhfjjddjjdjs i love you so much so fucking much thats its unbeliveable, youve been so cool and great and good to me and so accepting of all of my weird quirks and habbits and silly little ideas , & that little neuvilette is NEVER leaving my side!! -signed ur favorite girlfriend (i would hope ,,,)
to my dearest cousin evereverever
girlypop holy fuck i think u genuinley saved my life (whore), youve been there through EVERYTHING ,, youre so understanding, accepting, silly, cunty, cool, swagger, depressed middle aged man with a green jacket , u literally eat up that green jacket btw,, but like youve been there through the highest and the lowest, the silliest, the weirdest, you could probably describe me PERFECTLY if i were to go missing, i fucking love going to the mall and acting schizophrenic with you, also u showed me the strawberry acai refresher w lemonade and i think j actually owe u my life for that, i love seeing u bevause then we can just verbally abuse eachother until one of us is randomly like "ykw i love you bitch" and then its like "okay whore i love you too id die for you but not first youre dying first" and then we just scream slurs at eachother, its gen so fucking funny it makes me giggle, also u gave half of charlie x vamp and thats like the best thing to ever happen in this WORLD, like gen ur so funny n cool n dare i even say radical ? you n i literally share like one braincell and im pretty sure its dying but thats okay, i loved going to ur party and tben just screaming every second we get while jumping up and down until we cant feel our legs anymore and we wanna fucking die but thats okay because we'd die togethr n thats what matters, ur grnuinley probably the only reason i am sill alive and not in heaven(we both know i woukd go to hell anyways but like ill see u there), that summer was the most fun ive had in a summer we literally synced up from being with eachother for so long its actually silly gheheheh, i hope i know i love you so fucking much bitch id literally die three times for your dumbass and do it again n again stupidddd XP -:3
to finnsley the magic schoolbus
STOP HELP I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH ?!! youre the reason im able to be who i am today and i dont think you realize how much u even mean to me !?!!????? we can literally sit there for hours talking about god knows the fuck what , matching rentrys, sharing flags, n making boards together, ur literally the biggest help through one of the most confusing times of my life and youre nothing but patient , i love it when we yap together its so silly and entertaining n i love feeding u through my microphone, i gen hope we can meet up some day that would be so fucking cool were like a car ride away it feels so close yet so far because of my parents but i hope we will see eachother one day bevause i KNOW damn well that would be so fucking fun and cool and silly, we'd talk for hours about whatever the fuck comes to mind, our thoughts and ideas and like literally anything else, like gen ur so cool n funny n sweet n silly i just love every interaction i have w u sosososososo fucking MUCH i will feed u oxyclean again , uve just been such a great and helpful and kind person to me and youve genuinley helped me so much literally just by being yourself and talking to me, i love you finnsley the magic schoolbus!!!! <3 -wite man skirm
a note for lumine and noah
HI LUMINE!! x3,, i jst wanted tk say again thank u for helping my favorite school bus , ur also super cool and i love sending u fanart n seeing u get happy over it it genuinley will make my day !! ur just super silly n sweet n im glad i know you even though we dont talk a whole bunch, u just seem super awesome and im really glad i know you <33 /p, -vesper!!!
AND NOAH!! HI!! WEVE NEVER TALKED B4 BUT IT SEEMED RIGHT TO PUT U HERE!! uh sorry for calling u pregnant but im gonna be honest it was funny as hell when i woke up the next morning ALSO THE LITTLE "pregnant according the vesper" MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD IN SCHOOL I THINK I LOOKED CRAZY xd,, also i remember being told u were laughing at me for getting ur name wrong ,, i dont blame u i think i called u likr nathaniel or some shit anyways HI UR COOL THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF FINNSLEY :3 -vesper