I am a girl who's very passionate about her interests, I take them very very seriously!
SoulsBorne Franchise
I have absolutely adored the SoulsBorne franchise ever since I could remember! The complexity, the lore, the characters... It is seriously the perfect game franchise. Bloodborne is my favourite game from the franchise by far! But, it is really hard to rank all of them since they're all unique in their own ways. I can't name a bad game from it!
I love your cruddy / KitaKawa
My favourite Yuri, oh I could seriously go on and on. It is one of the best yuris i have ever read. It's codependency is spot on, it's disgusting and toxic, it has cute girls, and it's seriously depressing. I love both Airi and Hina so so so much and they mean a lot to me, I see myself in Airi so so much and she is one of my favourite characters ever. To her character design to her personality, she is such a well written character. But overall, this yuri is genuinely one of the best pieces of psychological horror fiction I have ever read. Airi is a good girl who is basically the "perfect example" of a teenage girl. But in private, she is the freakiest most kinkiest girl ever oh my god broShes not really into actual sex, but instead she gets pleasure from Hina being in displeasure. They get threats that their secret is going to be exposed, which makes Airi and Hina grow rather distant.....When their actions are eventually exposed to the entire school, Airi stop going to school and isolates herself completely out of fear. She isolates herself from everyone she knows and stays confined in her room and only dlowly talks to Hina. Dlowly, Airi becomes reliant and dependant on Hina because of her poor mental state and Hina takes advantage of this and does sexual acts on her, which she doesn't like. With a bit of manipulating she eventually agrees with it.... Ichika, her old friend, tries to get in contact with her because of some weird main character shit i dont know she didnt want to be a side character and befriends her and even gets her to go outside at one point, but she loses her patience with Airi and tries to do what Hina does to her. Airi doesn't like this at all and she runs off and gets Hinako to run away together to get awah from everything. I love the betrayal in this because it just took forever to gain her trust and she just wanted to have her friends and this happens Lol I love when shes miserable. They just wanted to be with eachother and love eachother and be codependant queens by themselves. They go inside of this hotel room and Hina tries to get. Ajob to make some money so they can afford things. Airi does not like this. She wants Hina to stay with her and she tries to attempt suicide by hypothermia, but backs out and gets scared to die ontop being scared to get caught by the police and go back to their old lives, and mostly Airi spirals further and asks Hina to kill her and she does. When she dies Hina changes her clithes and carries her out into the snow, eventually falling over and staying there, and Hina dies of hypothermia. The death is absolutely beautiful and they both were able to excape from their lives and die a romantic death. They wanted to be together and they always will be. I love Airi.
Destroy It All And Love Me In Hell / Zenkowa
Another one of my favourite yuris! If you see a pattern, I definitely do love toxic yuri. I absolutely love Kurumi and Naoi's relationship and I love the blackmailing aspect of the entire thing. I love the manipulation and I love how its unforgivingly unhealthy. I love how Kurumi just lets Naoi step all over her and slowly get attached to her. It is a fantastic take on blackmailing and mental health and how it can affect relationships. In a way, Kurumi is sort of like Airi in terms of trying so hard to keep her image and continue being an overachiever and gets crushed when Naoi stumbles in her life and ruins it. Despite everything Naoi does 100% care about Kurumi, what gets her is definitely her whole facade. But Kokoro on the other hand is all for this facade she has. Kokoro has an attachment to Kurumi, but Kurumi has an attachment to Naoi. Unlike Kitakawa, it is not really "disgusting" in terms of like. Actually gross. Some of the girl's actions do make you really think twice though as consent gets questionable...
J-Fashion Substyle(s)
I love Jirai Kei and I wear it myself! It fits me really well and I am not scared to wear it anywhere. I feel very confident in it and I feel very very cute wearing it! It is the first J-fashion substyle I have ever worn casually. Other than Jirai Kei, I love Yami Kawaii and it's cute pastel colours as well as it's dark, horror-like motifs and colours mixed with adorable pastels! If I could wear it, I definitely would! It is absolutely adorable!!!! I also really adore Lolita fashion, Bittersweet and Gothic/Kuro Lolita, to be exact! I already kind of wear Gothic Lolita, but I would love to own some Bittersweet and Kuro pieces♡
History
Bandori
Fear and Hunger
Oshikatsu
Soulsborne (all), Yuri, Milgram, Darkest Dungeon, Resident Evil, Cry of Fear, RPGmaker games, Knights, World History (WW1-2, Cold War), Military, YTTD, Pokemon, Psychological Horror, Funger, Pokemon, Bandori, ULTRAKILL, PJSK, Guns, Internet Anomalies, Iceberg Charts, Metal/Jpop, Technology, TOR, Deepwoken, Guts and Blackpowder, Dogs/Shiba Inu, Seals, Fish, Red Dead Redemption, (some of) Co09, SCP Mahou Shoujo Site, Mamegoma, Plushies, Vocaloid/UTAU/CEVIO, LPS, Kamikaze girls +