hello you may have noticed the "possible bpd and autism" thingy in my rentry and i'm happy you clicked it and well some may wonder why i am not diagnosed its all due to personal reasons and it will affect my irl experiences a lot which may lead to heavy bullying from my peers. Plus my mother is the type of woman to say that I do not need to be diagnosed (both my parents have refused several times before) and if i get diagnosed i'll be put on meds which I will forget about a lot (or most of the time due to my horrible memory) And where I live when diagnosed with any mental illness you will be labled "special" which is something negative in the eyes of many but my peers generally. I do hope that soon enough (or when I am old enough to move out) I can get diagnosed. I am in no ways diagnosing myself but I put it there because I have done heavy research (which partially led to this suspicion), many have commented on my behaviour being "weird" and many have told me extremely negative thing that can be worse than that and these all are concerning my mental health. I have pleaded with my parents for me to seek help but they refuse every time so I have given up on trying with them. Thank you for reading and if you think anything here is stupid or unreasonable please contact me on discord at thereforetobe , I am more than happy to hear your opinion on this even if it may be full blown disagreement.

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Pub: 15 Jul 2024 21:02 UTC
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