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dni & byf

byf
i’m very clingy
i get quite defensive pretty easily
i struggle with empathy, i might act indifferent when you talk to me even if we’re close
umm i have autism and that affects how i act blablabla... i have other prognoses (namely pmdd, panic disorder, udd, anorexia + symptoms of b/npd) and i suffer from psychosis
i can’t really accept the fact that i make mistakes, so if i’m defensive over something i ‘did wrong’, suck it up idrc it’s not that deep
i’m very paranoid and i need constant reassurance that you don’t hate me
other than that, i will accept literally whatever you say. talk shit, tell me you lied to someone, you hate someone, whatever. unless you’re being mean to me, i genuinely just don’t care

i have a brother and he’s super duper cool i love him. you miiight know him... His name is dazai osamu. Yeah that idiot is my brother. i’m his biggest fan and he’s my biggest fan ^^ go die if you think otherwise
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND CHUUYA!! i love him more than any of you could i love him more than anything in the world.. If you think you like him more than i do go slit You’re doing the world a favor
i love favoomf umiri <3 she’s been my bestest friend ever since we were little and she always makes me soso happy!! hii umiii i love you

  • ok update. hi. this is about all three of the above.. yeesss okayyy they’re not reaalll whateverrr... okay but seriously i do acknowledge that they’re fictional, but i often; especially in psychotic episodes; find comfort in pretending that they’re real — or sometimes i forget that they’re not or i even genuinely believe that they are. if you reality check me you’re a piece of shit #btw. just saying

dni
i don’t really have a dni idc who you are. i’ll just make fun of and/or block whoever i don’t like

if you’re here because you’re blocked, here are some probable reasons for that:
— you have anything osamu, chuuya or hisumi related on your profile
— you have anything ave mujica related on your profile (only sometimes)
— you ship soukoku and/or edluca
— you scare me Sorryyy i’m a pussy
— you’re friends/mutuals with someone i don’t like
— you’re the someone i don’t like
— you’re an osamu, chuuya, haruka, shiho, umiri, or shuichi yume/riako/whatever I DONT CARE they dont love you they never will
↑ reminder that being blocked is not the end of the world! if you feel upset over a 14 year old you don’t know on the internet blocking you then you might as well just hang yourself

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Pub: 13 Jan 2025 05:06 UTC

Edit: 16 Jun 2025 02:59 UTC

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