ExtendedBack? ˚˖ ꒰ঌ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱ ࣪⊹ . ݁ I answer to Lucian & Zero; Ivan is spoken only in closeness. I'm 17 and respond to he/him pronouns; use masculine terms for me only. ENG/FR — trying and learning JP, CN, RU right now OK. My main interests gravitate toward 大穢, Slow Damage, TNC, and the entirety of Nitro+Chiral’s works—I also hold a deep fondness for JP and KR yaoi.

My favorite BLs, held close...
— Reverse Thinking, 666Dopes, KASURICH, Pink Heart Jam; the entirety of Harada’s work—especially Colors Recipe, My Noons and Midnights Are for You, 16647, Koisuru Psycho no Shirayuki-kun, and many more. I’m, admittedly, a devoted nerd when it comes to BLs, I fear.

I’m a non-sharing yumeshipper, a rotten boy—fudanshi at heart. I carry many f/os and self-inserts, each one held with care and sincerity. My beloveds: 新橋, Towa (SD), Mikado (かすりっひ), Till ALNST, and others who quietly matter.

I find pieces of myself woven into... Ivan ALNST, Kaworu Nagisa, Rihito Nakahara, Shirayuki Himetaka & 大崎.

. ˖⠀ ⠀⠀ ࿔ ࣪ 𓏲 ࣪˚⠀ ⠀⠀ ࣪ ˖

I have a strong interest in.. Visual Kei, with a particular focus on Eroguro aesthetics, alongside J-pop, K-pop, pop, hyperpop, and scene & emo music.

Other curiosities that inhabit my mind: Taxidermy, Yuri (GLs), Clinical Psychology, Medicore, Tim Burton + Alice in Wonderland, J-fashion (Jirai Subcul & Guro Lolita, Menhera-kei.) Chinese drama BLs as Revenged Love & more.

INTP 4w5 sx/sp 458 WolfBoy. Very mentally unstable — living with manic depression, BPD, and the quiet persistence of OCD/PTSD. I may become avoidant when I feel nervous or stressed. My sincere apologies.

Taken & cherished by my beloved and dearest husband. Dévotion presque maladive—he’s my everything. Loran & Luci — 26.07.2025. A date written gently into forever.

BYF: A sadomasochistic spirit, drawn to the fragile poetry of wounds. I move through shifting moods, and at times they surface without warning. I speak openly of self-harm and other sensitive weights— if my words ever unsettle you, please tell me at any moment. I don’t really keep an extensive DNI—just the basics. I do, however, block freely when boundaries are crossed. DO NOT INTERACT with me if you’re self-diagnosing NPD, BPD, or any personality disorder at 13–14 and using it as a personality or excuse to be toxic and weird. I understand that some people genuinely struggle, but you don’t have the right to portray people who actually have diagnosed BPD or NPD as weirdos. These are real, serious conditions, not labels to play with or perform for attention. Thank you̩͙

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Pub: 06 Jan 2026 13:46 UTC

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