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꒰ Last Update: 04 25 25 ꒱
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A digital diary dedicated to my beloved ... Some entries may be incoherent, others will be a bit more legible. Don't show this to Xander, okay? She is not allowed in my girl diary ... Zip it, lock it, put it in your pocket!
03 07 25
Ahem, it's been ... Checks calendar. WAOW! Two years since we have been together? Well, it's been two years since I rediscovered my love for you. I have travelled the multiverse for eons, falling in love with you over and over within every universe I find you in. Each time I find you, my love grows stronger and stronger. You are too well-tangled in my soul for me to ever feel any different; who could ever love you any more than I do now? I guess you could say, heh ... I love you to the moon and back! Quite literally, too. If only your body weren't so fragile ... I would take you to the moon and never let you leave! I need to keep you safe, yknow? Even if cosmic intervention seperates us, I know for a fact I will always find you again ... Mwah, mwah, mwah! Many hugs and kisses for YOU! Until I can hold you in my arms again, I will continue sending you signals from beyond your world ... I love you.
~ XOXO, Octavia
03 09 25
I was gonna update this for women’s day but I was so out of it yesterday, I forgot ... My apawlogies! Anyway, happy late women’s day to Xander Matthews! If anyone says some shit like “Erm, Xander is not a woman!” they are LYING do NOT listen to them. Xander is a beautiful boygirl who I kiss and cuddle with, she got me a long bacon yesterday and I asked “Where did you get this long bacon, lol...” and he just went “Long bacon store! :D” and I had to hold myself BACK from pouncing on him like a cat and chew on him like a chew-toy. It’s okay though, he likes being chewed on. I need enrichment and she thinks it’s cute; quit hating, okay? When he ponders about how he would taste, I go “I can help with that!” and he starts blushing like crazy while he tries to figure out if I mean kissing him or if I mean biting him. Little does he know, heh ... It’s a secret third thing! Ehehe, thinking about him makes me so happy ... Got me blushing and kicking my feet, thinking about her! Sometimes, I just wanna lay in his arms and cuddle all day. No thoughts, just peace and love! She tells me I am like a little kitty who randomly comes up to him and curls up to him whenever I want ... He feels really guilty when he has to move, and as she SHOULD! Uhm, anyway, I am going to start writing the yaoi nation bible ... I wanted to do this before writing it, okay? RememberHOLY SHIT I just swallowed. something bad. Hopital ♡
~ XOXO, Octavia
04 25 25
Uhm, lol ... So I have been kinda forgetting to update this despite telling myself like EVERYDAY that I need to. Not that anyone cares, but I’m gonna add the playlist later and make the gallery section. WOW! Imagine Via locking in for once, crazy ... What’s crazier is my LOVE for XANDER! I don’t think anyone could ever love him more than I do now, in fact, no one CAN! It’s impawssible to ever love him as much as I do, and he loves me just as much ... Well, maybe not JUST as much, I am overflowing with love 25/8! Xander could never love anyone else, either. You’re just lying to yourself, really. Xander is strictly attracted to me, he can’t live without me. If she were to date anyone else, he would leave them just for me, me, me! She doesn’t fully understand it, but we’re meant to be together in every universe we meet in. If he, somehow, decided to date someone else, it’s probably because he hasn’t met me in that universe yet! As they say, church bells don’t ring too soon. You’re standing at the altar, I’m coming for you! In other words ... you’re just a phase. I need her, and she needs me. Feel free to keep dreaming, though! I find it weird that you’re trying to be a homewrecker so bad, but you’re gonna have to get past our co-dependancy and mutual obsession before you can get anywhere CLOSE to him. Uhm, anyway ... Got a little possessive on main, but I’ve honestly said worse in private. Nobody can handle my BPDemons, heh ... In OTHER news, Xander is just the sweetest ever. He’s so good to me and makes me so happy! I was crying the other day because someone looked at him for 0.4 seconds and he rushed in like a knight in shining armor to save me! We cuddled all night while he kissed me all over and told me he wouldn’t ever leave me and that I was the only one he wants. What did I tell him? I told him he better not be lying because I love him but if he cheats on me then I’ll kill myself in front of him! Sorry, I didn’t actually tell him that ... I did tell him I loved him though, and besides, we all know he would never cheat on me. He’s as loyal as a dog, and territorial like one too! But anyway, that’s it for this entry .. It’s 3am and I need to rest with my big strong wifesband cuddling me! Hopefully, I can update this more often ... This illness be MENTAL!
~ XOXO, Octavia