Hello everyone,
I wish I didn't have to make this post but it's best for everyone to know the full story. As you may have heard, there's been an account named @MLEMHAREISAPEDO spreading a document that was made on me in 2022, when I turned 19.
So much so as they've voluntarily gone to a good chunk of my followers and posted it under their shouts. Who is this person? I don't know, but if it is who I think it is. I don't think they have any right to be calling me these things. Though that's not the point; I'm writing this to explain the full story and go over the vagueness of this exposé.

Around this time I had been in a group chat with friends of mine at the time, one of them including the alleged "victim." In which I'd like to specify did NOT just turn 16, as they were turning 17 that year. As you already know, things lead one way or another and I ended up making a big mistake.

I am by no means a pedophile, a groomer nor do I seek out kids for my own benefit. My actions were irresponsible without a shadow of a doubt, but by no means were they in the intent of being predatory. Even in the screenshots presented in that document, you can see that I was usually prompted with sexual stuff, not vice versa; yet I was foolish enough to partake in it. I should've had a better understanding of the roles being put in place at that time, I should not have let someone that's still growing up persuade me that easily. I only hadn't at the time cause I thought our age gap wouldn't be that big of an issue; nor did they communicate that it was either.

It genuinely makes me uncomfortable seeing this being brought up so often, I made this post so people could understand the situation fully rather than take the vague document at face value. Not to mention, a lot of the screenshots provided were out of context; as to what I meant by the fact that the screenshots were manipulated in order to put a worse image on me. I know there are people out there that still see me in a negative light, whether it'd be Radiance, a portion of the FNaTI community, fans of ONWAB (if they still even exist), etc. But there's also been a decent amount of memorable people in the community that acknowledged how ridiculous all of this is once I provided proper context, something that the doc HEAVILY lacks.

I've learnt from this a long time ago, it's why I initially left GameJolt and nearly the internet as a whole. I needed to be better and away from social media. I graduated, got a job, stuck around with those who believed in me, but most importantly I learnt to be careful around those still growing up.
Frankly I don't really talk to a lot of people that are <18 anymore, a lot of my friends are adults. The few that are <18, I make sure to be as cautious as possible as to not weird them out or anything along those lines. Just act like a normal person around them in general.

I'd like to request you to report the account mentioned at the beginning, as it was clearly made with malicious intent of spreading misinformation. I find it strange that some random account would dig through a web archive and repost this a few days after the game's release, especially since it's their only activity on the profile.
Lastly, I'd also like the request that you stop going after and attacking my mutuals and people who simply follow this profile, they did nothing wrong and this doesn't feel right.

It's your decision whether or not to forgive me, but please look at it from my perspective. I've changed a lot, and it hurts me to see that people like to think otherwise because of a vague and dated 3-year-old document of me when I had barely stepped foot into adulthood and was admittedly really irresponsible.

That is all, peace.

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Pub: 17 Aug 2025 13:46 UTC

Edit: 29 Jan 2026 19:46 UTC

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