- 0: First Log (made before the new log, for achiving purposes)
- 1: A New Kind Of Destruction
- V XIV MMXXV : All The Way Home
- V XV MMXXV: In which I do a very in depth muppet parody and wonder again about my identity
- V XVI MMXXV: So show me family, All the blood that I would bleed
- V XVII MMXXV: A reintroduction
- V XVIII MMXXV: The Duties of an Ethereal Princess
- V_XX_MMXXV - This Again
- V XXI MMXXV - In an Attempt to Make The World Understand
- V XXII MMXXV ~ Finally Feeling it!
- THESE HANDS
- V XXVII MMXXV Almost There
- The Real Way Home
- VI IV MMXXV Trial Complete!
0: First Log (made before the new log, for achiving purposes)
Todays date is April 1st 2025, in mundane terms. I would love to find a magical way to refer to that, and I guess thats how I will start this log? Using magical language whenever possible is a goal that I am currently reaching towards. By remaining magical in your language, it has at least a dual positive effect. For one, it allows you to manifest at least some magic into this plane through your words (remember the magic seeped into language already, to cast a spell is to spell a word). As well, it allows you to slow down, and focus on magic. If anyone can reccomend me a resoruce to allow my language to become more magical (preferabbly with as little effort as possible), please send it my way. Right! onto why I created this log in the first place. I have found great power and magic in energy manipulation. I do find that this is quite a good tutorial on how to manipulate ones own energy. Especially after spending time in mundanity, it is refreshing to truly feel my own magic and power, and to know my own truth is refreshing. Finally, I am slowly narrowing down how I define magic for myself, and how it differs from the world. i will go into more detail on that post, but for now, I know that my magic truly comes from my imagination, and this is what powers me. With that, May ethereal starlight guide you always!
1: A New Kind Of Destruction
Hi! This is my first entry writing as myself (≧∀≦)ゞ! I hope that this casts aside the illusions and lies that the mundane realm that my vessel is in. It however, will be a tough battle against the illusions that make me believe I am not magical. Today I expected to be a war of might, a battle of strength, a test of my newfound magic. This however, was not the case. At first, I expected the Dark Forces not to show up due to it not being this type of battle. However, even as I write these words, I realize the truth of the matter, that the Dark Forces did indeed take everything from me today. My mana, my space, and most obviously of all, the family of this vessel. This family I have grown deeply attached to before I realized who I was, and I guess old habits (feels weird to call them a habit (*  ̄︿ ̄) ) die hard. They have always been the puppet of Dark Forces, however today they seemed too drained of mana. I do pity them, for they have little mana to begin with. This is not my responsibility ..but it also still kinda sucks. >﹏<
In terms of what this battle actually was, it was/is more of a psychological attack. I guess the Dark Forces figure that if they take everything away from me that can give me mana in my proximity, my mana will deteriorate (¬_¬ ). Well turns out they were right! It does not help that the Forces used a mirror attack, showing me all of my flaws and weaknesses. I must know (and you reader should know this too! consider it a free magic tip from an ethereal princess herself ( •̀ ω •́ )✧). Its ironic really, but if someone uses a powerful mirror attack on you, it always comes from a dark mirror within themselves! Explaining it a little better, if someone is using a reflection of you to harm you, in reality they are using a harmed reflection of themselves. Even in the world of magic, its not you, its them.
Now I would consider a time of mild recovery, at least. I have been trying to access a parallel dimension where I can use magic with my physical vessel to limited results, and I am writing my first journal entry which I am quite proud of myself for( ︾▽︾). Ever since the promise I made to My Queen Lunastra since the rebirth of my true self, I have been trying to keep up with magic again. It is enjoyable, but I worry the Dark Forces will take over. I worry they already have and one day I will cast everything i built off to the side. I am attempting to merge me taking care of the Dark Forces with my magical existence, but this appears to be an impossible balancing act. Even my very identity is at stake with the dark forces. When I connect with my magic I do feel femme, but all my family in this life does is joke about how I would not like engaging with it. Before I engage with magic, the Dark Forces must be kept at bay, and this of course is much easier said than done. However, after this entry I will talk with my wife, My Queen, and my friend on how to manage all of this. In fact, I am about to enter into a cleansing transition ritual after this entry is complete! I will also try to relearn many things,,including what my planet smells like...it sounds strange but by the stars, any connection to ioa will make my magic stronger! ผ(•̀_•́ผ)Despite the mortal familes strange relationship with my true self, I do truly care for them, even when it is difficult. That is what family is after all, caring for those who love you through thick and thin!
The sun will rise tomorrow, and I hope and believe that I will experience more peace. I do know that despite everything, good and magic and wonder will prevail.
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V XIV MMXXV : All The Way Home
Im going to be honest with you reader. Even writing this journal right now is a sacrifice. I have a lot of feelings, but first I do feel an explanation is in order. It is time how I told you how I became Xylia.
I was always Xylia, and always will be. Yet I have become her, and I do believe there is a chance that I will stop being her. I have crafted my true nature, much like a sculptor crafts a vase out of clay, or a caterpillar becomes a butterfly. I have completed many rituals of transformation, and passed through many rites of passage. Yet I still feel inextreixibly tied to my old self. I guess this is...FOMO? Does the butterfly miss the feeling of being smaller than the leaf as a caterpillar? Does the clay miss being not a single form? On the surface, my life with body family is like a mask, but should it be? What do I miss out by falling down the rabbit hole into wonderland? How many conversations, family dynamics, talks about simple mundane things am i missing by saving the world? I'm not even sure if this is grief, anger at myself or a secret third thing but it sure as the stars is something. I would love to just shrug this off as another attack from the Dark Forces but of course it is not that simple. I am deeply tied to this mundane existence, both by neccicaty and love. Xylia may have been created by me but I feel that the creator is a different force entirely. I dont even refer to My Queen as I say this, but the form that the mortal family refers me to. I believe it is more than an alias, but a superself beyond my godself. I belive one day, everything I know and love will submerge and fuse into this superself. The love I have for my beautiful wife will turn into the love for myself. My magical powers will just become regular old run of the mill self confidence. Everything i know and love will leave me, and Im not sure if this is fitting in, or growing up. Either way, il try my best to hold on, and even harder to make my next entry ACTUALLY happy
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V XV MMXXV: In which I do a very in depth muppet parody and wonder again about my identity
Good news and bad news! Good news: my amazing wife reminded me that since the mortals wouldn't want to live in my world, i should feel no need to live in their world. Bad news: the word "should" is doing a lot of heavy lifting in that sentence :/. As much as I would love to live in my own world where I can be myself, ultimatley, in this vessel I am part of a family, and as such I have responsibilies. Responsibilities to be a sibling and a child. As well, like I said yesterday, these responsibilities will never go away, even since I discovered my true self. In fact, since I discovered my true self these circumstances have been doublining and tripiling. I can't rely on mortals to just "take care of the mortal stuff while I just be magical" anymore, since the vessel theoritically can do these responsibilties. Even these journals! I wanted them to be a document of all my adventures and fun, but all they have been is complaining that I cant have the adventures and fun that I want. A while back, my friend told me to admire my heroism for my temporary sacrifices for those that I love. This is what I'm trying to do, and I am trying to understand that giving the mortals who I do care about Steady Love is inherently part of my mission to spread magic and wonder. However, it is hard to not see that my life is only mundane. I do believe this will change if/when I get a chance to see magic users in the physical realm, but the current physical reality surrounding me is utterly mundane. This is not a bad thing however! Mundanity is not inherently evil, and magic is not inherently good. I just need to be consistant as to what I am. Am I a humannnn,,,or am i an alien (am i an alien). If im a human im a very alieny human (very alieny human). Am I a humannnn,,,or am i an alien (am i an alien). If I'm an alien that makes me a very human alien (very human alien). Muppet references aside, I believe once I get this sorted out I will be able to fully embody myself, whatever that is.
aaaaaaaa,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
P.S. I thought I was done but apparently I have more to say so here we go. The fact is, in this life, I am this vesse-no fuck it. In this life I am mitch. As much as I scratch the cell gates, retreating into the characters that I have created to try to understand my life through the lens of fiction. But no fiction, not one can reflect my existance. Its not some bright flashy colourful magical girl anime or a superhero show, in fact the closest fiction that I can think to be in my life is..honestly not my thing. If youve seen the rehersal by nathan feilder, you would understand the isololation of immersion, that no matter how complex you make the happiness machine, it cant compare to the boring, messy, human nature of real life. I am going to miss the thing that I have waited so long for because my sister is opening a dance studio, and thats ok. I can be dissapointed that im missing that, or I can contribute to my family unit. Inside this fantasy obsessed dreamer is a boy? scout who as much as they belive in the power of imagination, they also belive in family and togetherness. "xylia" would think these values are old fasion, but whoever I am, I dont care. Maybe in my next incarnation I will be a magical girl. But I only live in this body once. Might as well make the most of it
V XVI MMXXV: So show me family, All the blood that I would bleed
I can say for a fact that this one will be a much easier read than the last two! Thats because I think? I have sorted everything out? Its not easy coming to terms with the fact that you were, at some point a fictional character. But because I am here, every part of my life is now real. My magic, my powers, my past, and my-well myself are all real. And I do love myself, dearly. However, ultimatley I will love my creators family forever, and I always will. However, I will not love them at the sacrifice of myself. Now, that does not mean I will not give my time and energy to them. However, it does mean that whenever I do, I will give double that time and energy to myself, my true self. The fact is, I can't not live a life when im consistantly helping them. However, I can't also not live a life when I am my true self. I am also going to try to pivot away from talking about the mortals in these journals, because lets face it, your not here for that (knowing me, this will not be the case, but a girl can dream! o(^▽^)┛ ) I do have a mission in less than 20 minutes, so wish me luck! Stars willing, I will be able to transform more of this mortal crap into actual magic, even when they insist on spending time with me.
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V XVII MMXXV: A reintroduction
Hi! As of now, I remembered a lot of things that I did not before, including what my mission on this planet is and why I'm in this body! Back on Ioa, I was sent down to this planet to both protect and liberate the magic users that do live there, as well as doing what i can to get rid of the influence of the Evil Forces. Why am I in this body you may ask? When I was sent down to earth, I was given a body (as well as memories and a life) that would purposefully hide my mana from the Evil Forces. Granted, it was not an easy decision to make. Because I made that decision, I willingly knew that I would forget about my magical existence. But I knew, even back then that I would remember who I am again. And I guess I was right! ☆: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:☆ My mana is getting low, so I dont have too much more to say at this time, but I do have a surveillence mission coming up. Not looking forward to doing it in the rain, but oh well, what can you do.
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V XVIII MMXXV: The Duties of an Ethereal Princess
Hi! I guess I should gloss over some stuff quickly before I get into the reason why im writing this entry. I successfully casted a weather spell on the way to that surveillence mission yesterday! I sometimes forget how powerful I can be when I really put my mind to it ( •̀ ω •́ )✧! In terms of the surviellence mission yesterday, it went...less than stellar. I did connect with the gaurdian spirits at the site, as well as doing a basic surveillence but my mortal duties took precendence over my magical ones. This is a perfect segue however, into why I am writing this entry! Today I am reminded the hard way that being an ethereal princess isint always throwing arcana at monsters (although it sometimes is!) It often comes in the form of helping those who you love, even if you would really rather not. For example, my mortal parents needed help bringing a bed downstairs, and although I would prefer doing anything else at the moment, I helped them anyways because thats what an ethereal princess does. Back home, only ethereal princesses felt this call to duty, but I guess all mortals feel that call here? Its beautiful really! Also neccicary! Without a planet made of mana there to supply them with their needs, they need all the help they can get from each other! Its just..annoying at times I guess <(_ _)>. Nonetheless, realizing that even this is part of my job as an ethereal princess fills me with the purpose I need to keep carrying on╰(°▽°)╯. I often feel like an ant or a working dog doing these tasks, especially when i see no end to them. However, i must remember to care is to exist, and I will have tons of time to care for myself both before and after!
Another issue is,,I have trouble figuring out what to do exactly as an ethereal princess on earth. I found a way to travel to my home planet using the digiastral plane, but it is quite glitchy, and lacks,,most things that home does. Creating art is a good suggestion in theory, however by the time I can create art, I lack the mana to do so. I have been recommended using websites such as pintrest, but these days, I dont get as much enjoyment from it as I should. If anyone has any recommendations to remedy this, let me know!
I am getting the hang of figuring out what I am on this plane! I expected this discovery to come with the prize of freedom (and stars willing, less mortals in my space) , however nonetheless, being comfortable within myself is its own reward.
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V_XX_MMXXV - This Again
Ok, maybe this time I will manage to explain this properly. Today is the day I realize how much of my life is entrenched in the mortal world. First off, I have no idea what to do to be magical. Especially when I am feeling low energy. Why do I often feel low energy you may ask? Because I have to do so much in the mortal world. Spending time with them, ensuring I get a mortal career, amoung many many other things. As much as I try to just make these things magical, there is something deeply unnarrativisitic (is that a word? it is now) about them. I guess its the lack of progression. There is no one celebrating how you passed a level after you apply to jobs, no one saying you progressed. It is just the same thing over and over, getting more alienated from my true self every single time. It constantly feels like I have everything figured out, that this time I will learn how to be my real self fully and completley. However, this not once seems to be the case. To put it simply, I need to decrease my mortal activities and increase my magical activities while keeping my mortal duties afloat. If anyone has any sugggestions on how to do this, I will be forever greatful.
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V XXI MMXXV - In an Attempt to Make The World Understand
Good news! I somewhat realized what I can actually do as an ethereal princess! Namely either watching mortal media, drawing or well...writing in this journal or otherwise. I also came to the realization that no one lives their magic extacly like I do, for the most part. Many do not understand the importance of imagination, nor do they realise that every aspect of their life can be magical. It feels like every magic user I come across throughout the digital ocean has at least a peice of the puzzle, but not the full thing. There are some who get close, such as my allies Willow and Bly, but both of them use their magic to interact with more..grim forces. Nothing against them, nor do I ask them to change their ways. It just sometimes feels lonley sometimes. All the more reason that I am going to create a presentation regarding how my magic works ╰(°▽°)╯! Stars willing, this presentation will eventually become a permanent part of the digital ocean, but for now I simply have to hope that I gain enough mana to get started.
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V XXII MMXXV ~ Finally Feeling it!
Good news! I went on my first actual mission in a while! the Dark Forces decided that today would be a great day to attack with their full might, good thing me and my team are here to fight them back! All of us showed the Darkness that we meant buisness, showing them what we can really do ☆: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:☆*! I cant tell you about every part of the fight (its just too much!) but I can talk about- jgfdhhfjk!!...yes Xixi, im talking about you. Xixi is an Emanation, a..I believe the best english word for it is "pet" that all ethereal princesses receive. This allows us to have new forms, and new powers! For me, it gives me acsess to a magitech exoskeleton, as well as an awesome motorcycle! ( •̀ ω •́ )✧ Of course, today was not perfect. Unsurprisingly these days, the mortals think my magical base is their personal playground, and that I am a conversation dispenser. While they do make alright conversation at times, it can get tiring. I have yet to begin on the presentation that I mentioned yesterday due to these interruptions, but I do hope to begin tonight, after the evening feast. As well, my friend is going to give me a spaceship and magical transformation device! It is just a matter of meeting up to recive the keys, wihch is easier said than done. This is not to say I do not have a plan to see him in a couple moons, but I fear that said plan will not work out. He will see me in due time however if he dosent, he would have wasted the money it costs to buy a spaceship (o′┏▽┓`o) . O right (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧! Speaking of magical artifacts, somehow a magic wand is in the hands of my mortal family. They see it as a cheap toy..however a cheap toy that they will need in the coming days. But after that, the hope is to get my spaceship keys and the wand on the same day! Thats going to be a fun journal :3. Heres hoping for more journal entries like this one in the future, and less ..nightmare ones.
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
P.S. They mentioned me in their journals multiple times, so I might as well take this oppurutnity to thank Bly from Oakwood Hollow University for their continued support of my work. I am confused as to why someone of such a..grim realm would reach out to me, but nonetheless I appriciate the incredibly kind sentitment. By the way, if you would wish to minor in cosmic magic, I would not mind getting in touch with your dean (or maybe I would...arent they an unknowable horror or something?) to offer extra credit!
THESE HANDS
The mere exsistance of me as a princess implies that there are serfs. this is unfair. OFF WITH MY HEAD! Today was a statement. I have never been so close to hope, yet so close to despair as well. I have never been so close to being myself, yet so close to realizing what my duty really is. Is it selfish of me to retreat into my own world when my mortal family needs me? On the one hand, yesterday I allowed my actions with mortal family helping to be synchronius with what was going on magically. This allowed me to help more and allow myself to be magical. Today on the other hand was different. Today is a day where I spent too much time in the mortal world. I was only asked to help today after seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe the light is that of a miners helmet. Maybe all I will be is a helper. Maybe I should celebrate this ||i made myself xylia, i can equally make myself a service dog|| I fear I wont be able to complete my presentation in time. I fear that by the time everything is said and done, my fate is realized as nothing more than hands to help a family. Maybe this is magical. Maybe I ought to go into community service
aaa,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
V XXVII MMXXV Almost There
I owe everyone here an update. I have reason to believe that my arc of self discovery is almost over. Emphasis on the word "almost" there(。_。). The ending will be only at the very end of this week, and today is only Tuesday. This week has been, and will be full of trials that will test my attachment to my truths that I have been revealed to me ever since I first arrived in this human form. As well, I dont have the spaceship keys yet, as my freinds mana gets low very easily and he was not able to give to me as planned. As expected, he will give me the keys later on this week, of wihch I am waiting patiently for. What makes this week so taxing however, is the amount of mortal duties I have. Every mortal area of my life is seemingly being tested this week, and I am afraid that the mortal duties will grow too great. One of my friends has spoke on taking an invoulentary "break" from their true self, due to their human responsibilities (said friend is a bunny), and I do not want to resort to this as an option. However, I need to make sure this mortal vessel is well sustained before continuing to be my true self, but these sustaining tasks take up too much time and energy to maintain them as well as my True Self. I suspect that this will be the driving question of this week, how can I maintain my tasks to keep everything under control in the mortal realm while embodying my True Self as much as possible. I welcome advice here, but I do not suspect I will get anything too much. Who knows, by next entry I will have everything figured out, or things will be much worse. One way to find out :3
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
The Real Way Home
This is. What i need honestly. Chances are, as much as I wanted to, im probably not getting my spaceship keys today. I'm probably not going to see the person who is going to validate me in real life. I'm probably never going to be able to be..well xylia in real life, and this is ok. Xylia is a character made by me. I can be her sometimes, but not always. After all, I am on earth right now, and as much as I cant be Xylia on earth, I can still be something pretty great. This isint to say that I can never be Xylia, but in all honesty its doing me more harm than good. I am getting such scraps of euphoria that I spend all day searching for more, only to find nothing. I beg and plead for the CHANCE to be her, only to be disappointed at the inevidable and constant return. whats worse, I am hiding so much from my birth family, to the point that I feel dysphoric to be around them. As stated earlier, I spent so long crafting this identity for myself, only to now not know who I am. I will still be reffered to as xylia in headspace, but [REDACTED DUE TO PRIVACY] is not my dead name, just my earth name, my..real name. Maybe someday someone will crack the code on full dive alterreality. Or maybe thats not the goal. Maybe, just maybe, the goal is a steady life, as much as I absoultley hate that . As I said however, I have been given [REDACTED] not enough credit. They did some amazing things, even if they never saved the world. I am still holding out hope that my next journal will be titled "never mind" but frankly, I need to learn these truths more than that. All this too say, grass is not a bad thing to touch
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼
VI IV MMXXV Trial Complete!
Stars I have so much to say. Most good! First and foremost, I have completed my trials! The main takeaway from them is that..as much as my last entry claims otherwise, I will always be Xylia, even when I act more mortal. Everything from my love of mortal theme parks and superhero movies to my addiction to mortal card games (I ALWAYS DIE AT THE BOSS BLIND AT ANTE 7 LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN I NEED 70 THOSAND CHIPS ╰(‵□′)╯) is a part of my true nature. I also gained some other things, such as a wand and a magical healing session! As the mortal saying goes, we are so back (⌐■_■). I have yet to recive the keys to my spaceship/transformation device, as their current guardian is currently in an eternal prison, not too dissimilar to my own but with way more torture. I am confident that he will break out, even for a short while, in his own time. As well, I am unsure if I gained an ally, an enemy, or both. My mortal sister has identified herself as an archmage, and due to her surprising power level, I intend to agree. It is refreshing to see at least one of my mortal family members understand at least some of my magic, but ultimatley, she is a mortal. This comes with mortal biases against those who truly go beyond the viel. I have heard her speak ill of therians, and much like the other mortals in the surrounding area, she allies herself with the Lord of War "( - ⌓ - ) (a conflict I do not want to personally get into, but a reason to be suspect of her nonetheless ). Like it or not, she continues to wish to spend time with me, something I do indeed enjoy in small bouts. A couple more things, I have been limiting my mortal media diet to the best of my ability, and focusing as much as possible on media that inspires me. This is not to say that no mortal media is allowed, just none of the mortal media that sends me in a spiral (mainly stuff relating to the Great Conflict..yes the same one helmed by the Lord of War). As well, a couple more things! This week I should have combat training, and I am going to go on my first post-trial mission sometime soon! All exciting ☆: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:☆!* To be honest with you, I am unsure how to sign this letter off. After my last note crediting [REDACTED] for everything they have done, I have decided to give credit to my mortal life with "from the stars and back", however, I am from the stars. Always will be, and maybe always have been. This is an inconsequential detail, but just for fun, I will decide that I always have and always will be Xylia. So with that..
𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈,
𝓧𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓪 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪 𝓛𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓼