Blocklist / Dnilist

this is a list that will have people I don't want to interact with anymore. Regardless if they're better.

I would also like to note that this is my side of explaing, this doesn't give you permission to attack them so, please don't attack them. Thanks.


Capri/Link/Mahii And her kid; Mac/John
Look, i know i hurt you both and what I did was shitty but that doesn't excuse the fact that u both did the same to me. But the difference between us three is, I had said sorry. Sometimes I can still see you both and your friends STILL talking about me on pt (yes i know, i shouldve blocked u both but, im not gonna hold a grudge forever dude). But man, I had thought we were over this?? Bc honestly I am, AND I still wish u both the best so, pls just drop it and move on 😞💔. I don't see you guys anymore and I'm glad, I hope you guys quit talking shit about me, I have a feeling you still do.


Noah/Noir
You were a funny and great friend but, sometimes you need to understand not to be so pushy and obsessed. That day we had fought, I didn't like how pushy you were to me and it made it seemed like you were obsessed, like you didn't want me to leave you AT ALL. You were obessed with me, you made comments about my body sometimes even though, NOT ONCE, had I ever, EVER showed you a picture of how i look. Other than the picture I took of my small plushie which had my leg in the picture and you commented it on it. Sometimes you would make me uncomfortable, especially that time when you wanted for me and you to tell our darkest secrets. The second secret you had told me had made me so uneasy, I wouldn't say it then because I rather respect both our privacies but, it needs to be said. You told me you liked me when I was 12? 13? You were 17? 18?. You were heavily obsessed with me, it made it seem weird because you were way older than I was at the time. I shouldn't forgive you but, half of me does and I wish you nothing but the best throughout your whole life!! And I hope you get better.


Juli/Sans
Juli...I have nothing good to say about you, you manipulated me, gaslighted me, etc etc. I tried my best to help you even when I was trying to help myself. You made me cry, gaslighted me into feeling bad for you. You cried because I was uncomfortable and pissed because of how quickly you moved on from your first ex? Stupid of me, yes, but that was something I didn't expect from you. You had made every situation about you no matter what. From saying how such a shitty life you had to telling me that you wanted to kill yourself and made me comfort you. You made it seem like me having such shitty memory was such a bad thing all because I forgot about you. You got mad and upset with me all because I became friends with [REDACTED]? You tried to control who I should be friends with and who I shouldnt be friends with. That showed how toxic you were to me. We had a fight, we argued and throughout that argument, I wasn't willing to cut our friendship over something stupid, rather, over someone. I gave you the option to give me space and wait for me but, you didn't want that. I don't blame you but, over something so stupid? That's ridiculous. But, I wish nothing but the best and hopefully you become better and I hope your living situation is better now.


Sarv and Hobo
You both are fucking ridiculous. Absolutely fucking ridiculous, lets start off about how when we had became friends again, you both made it seemed like you were annoyed at me. Never even responded to my texts in the gc but, you both responded to each other. Sarv, you were a full on bitch. I get me and you would call each other monkies and shit but, when I wanted you to stop, you didn't. Especially when you went ahead and called me a beaner knowing it was a slur for mexicans. You even had made Hobo, who was a 30 yr old, white man, say that. You knew he couldn't reclaim it but, it's ok, huh? It was funny, right? Letting a 30 yr old white man call me a slur? That's fucking ridiculous. And Hobo, you were just straight up weird. I don't even know what to say about you, I don't know why I had let myself become friends with you, especially since you were as old as my parents. And let's not forget the fact you gave my phone number to one of your friends (my fault for agreeing.) because you said "they can help", if you didn't want to help me you could've said so. It was uncomfortable how your friend had wanted to try and get me to call with them almost everyday.


Eliza? (unsure what she goes by now)
This isn't exactly a call out for her, she was kind and nice but, there was some things she did that did make me a bit uneasy. I'm not sure if you're doing anything better but, I hope you know that after putting me between ur last relationship bc u didn't know how to handle it wasn't ok, especially for that fact it was because of ur "gf" who came out as trans. It wasn't ok, it made me stress out because I didnt know how to handle it. But, let's go into the past and how you NOTICEABLY AND MADE IT OBVIOUS that you liked me. I never said much because, i saw it platonic. it wasn't until we got closer that I caught feelings and then I confessed, said yes and then only to cut it off a day later? You didn't give me a chance. You are muslim but, why did you even say yes? and honestly I was in the wrong for even confessing. We stayed friends but, there would be times I wanted a bit of space from you because I was still recovering from the fact I wasn't given a chance until you met someone else. And that brings us to the shitty situation you put me through, I was basically a messenger for you both. I've been through situations like this before and I TOLD YOU. Yet, you still put me through it, made me HELP you through your relationship when you could have done so yourself.
(This part isn't for you if you had went through this or feel uncomfortable with such topic but, it needs to be said.)
I, never ever, wanted to talk about this since it still made me uneasy but, lets talk about the fact that YOU let someone in your server who BASICALLY HARASSED ME in dms. It felt like you didn't believe me when I told you, saying "oh yeah, he did that to me too" he sent you a dick pic too in your dms? he tried to make you send a nude picture of yourself to him too? he told you to touch yourself too? AND YOU STILL LET HIM IN YOUR SERVER? That is what shocked me honestly. it wasn't until I showed you proof that, you FINALLY took initiative and banned him from the server. If he was doing that to us both, why would you think it was a joke? I was uncomfortable, I was scared to block him because he was in the server, I didn't even feel safe because he basically harassed me? groomed me? I can't even pinpoint what it would even be because I still feel uncomfortable about it.
I really do hope you're doing better now, we lost contact now and I think it was for the best since we rarely talk to eachother but, I really don't want to be in contact with you anymore. I wish you the best still. ^_^


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