I DONT LIKE CITRUS NOT REALLT I JUST LIKE THIS GIRL I LIKE YUZU. her design is so cute its what i want as a kogal gyaru too.. Bro i didnt even actually finish citrus the manga OR the anime Please spare me

hello world... my name is aya and i am going to be using this rentry as a diary or a blog of sorts. just so that i can keep track of everything happening in my life and my progress ૮₍ > ᴥ < ₎ა

you're welcome to read along and follow my journey but please tread lightly as there's more than a few issues up in my noggin. and i probably won't censor much. oh well... let's get to know each other, okay? have fun reading!


11/19/25
i've finally settled on a layout i don't COMPLETELY hate. the old theme was actually really cute to me, but it broke too much on mobile... #Rip. yowamushi montblanc reloaded 😢😢... it will be missed dearly. it's 9:32pm on a school night and to be honest, nothing of real importance happened today. well, i guess one thing did, but it was quickly resolved and it's not exactly public business HELPPP

so much has happened in general over these past few months, though. where do i even start! most of it has been positive...ish? i wouldn't say these last few months have been the best months of my life or anything But they have been rather eye-opening for me. especially the last 2 weeks or so. i've finally decided to start being honest to myself, and others. i've spent a good part of my life running away from lots of things. namely, responsibility. and taking accountability. and while i can't undo my past, i can determine my future. i've admitted to all of my mistakes and wrongdoings and from now on i'm not going to run away anymore. for the last 2-3 years of my life i was so miserable and depressed and honestly? 70% of it was influenced by my behaviors and actions. i'm not going to go TOO into detail because it's all resolved now but it doesn't hurt to mention it. i'm certainly not perfect but i feel like lately i've been on track to becoming better, even if only a little bit. and i've found life is so much more beautiful when you aren't constantly feeling paranoid and trying to cover up your tracks! i feel like a great weight has been lifted off my chest and a burden off my shoulders. i've always talked about wanting to be a good person and these days i finally feel like i can look in the mirror and say that for the most part, i am. And that makes me oh so very happy 😊😊.

i am not sure what else to say. i have lots homework to do and not nearly enough time soo i think i will call it a night and end this entry here. goodbye 🐾

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