† . (´◞ ✚𓏼 )། Serving nonbinary tea

Haiiii! I'm Aleksandr but I prefer just Sasha, I also use all of these names. I'm an 18 year old C-DID system with diagnosed BPD and autism. I'm also diagnosed with a visual impairment that affects me daily, and I'm hard of hearing. Some other shit that plagues me is NPD, ADHD and a schizospec disorder lol. All of this stuff affects me pretty much day-to-day, somedays I am better whilst others I'm not....
Our pronouns and identities almost always depend on the part in main front, but we do have a few collective labels which we feel can and does describe us well. We are transfemmasc as we are intersex and feel both transmasculine and feminine, nebularomantic & nebulasexual, although we tend to lean towards asexual labels. We're just generally queer and do not feel a need to label the type of person we're attracted to, it's a whole variety! We're a yumeshipper, here, not much to say about that, we don't really care about shares.
We have a whole regime of interests, I'm currently mostly into the British streaming community, and YouTubers aligned. AverageHarry, Jack Manifold, Tubbo, BadLinu, Billzo, Jonnaay, Memeulous, James Marriott, WillNE, Cam Kirkham, Italian Bach, George Clarkey, ArthurTV. Other Youtubers/Streamers not from the UK include Slimecicle, Ted Nivison, Allie Tricaso, GoodGuyFitz, SwaggerSouls, Zuckles, JSchlatt and a few others. We like other medias too, those include Bungou Stray Dogs, Black Butler, SK8, Hellaverse, Indie Animations (Monkey Wrench, TADC, Catching Up, MurderDrones), House MD, Law and Order SVU, Class of 09, Danganronpa and media affiliated. Holy shit, there's a lot more but I tend to rewatch the same few shows.
A little before you interact with me, I tend to misunderstand social cues, tones and jokes, I will genuinely block you if you use tonetags on me I actually hate that. I fluxuate with empathy, depending on who is in front - do not vent to my low empathy / sympathy parts in hope for an empathetic response because you just won't get one. I'm very competitive when it comes to my interests, and I block people when they show more of an interest than me in my hyperfixation medias, which is currently British Streamers. I stuggle to text first, and reply to people if we're not close. I'm not purposely ignoring you, I tend to isolate or just fucking don't know how to speak to you Ok.
Last for last, do not flirt with me, I'm a taken man and I will kill myself. Don't use tonetags, call me randomly or just generally be strange. If I don't like you, I will just block you. I block completely freely and if you're mad boo hoo, Get a job Alright?