neurodivergent, unfortunately ment ill unstable and disabled, sh addict ( do not stare, ask about my scars, it makes me anxious and uncomfy ) and I have an ed ( ana ), ask for disorders, I use slurs I can reclaim ( f slur, t slur, I believe I can reclaim the r slur ) I have an extreme fear of abandonment, I'm very paranoid & overthink, and I get attached easily If we talk a lot. If you ignore me or the tone is different ill assume that u hate me, also, please don't ignore/ghost me, If I did something wrong, did something unaware that hurt you, please just talk to me about it and lets talk it through! I have rapid mood swings, suicidal thoughts, distorted self image, feeling of emptiness, severe dissociation, I also lash out easily - I'm trying to work on it. I have difficulty calming down after/during a meltdown - breakdown, I'm avoidant during one + during an episode, may go inactive for X days because of my mental state, may be dry when not feeling well, I'm sorry. I have trauma, been mentally abused by my ex bestfriend - which, left me with a lot, a lot of trauma, It had an obvious impact on me and my behavior. I'm hypersexual due to sa trauma, I do not like talking about my problems, Its really stressful for me and I forget most of things, but, its not like I can't do it, It may be difficult for me to comfort - find the right words, but please do not fear to vent to me, especially if youre a close friend, I will always listen and help you! Pretty please use tonetags, I do not get social clues, things need to be explained to me if theres a need to, slowly, I take time to process

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