mfs be talking about zinc the element no im talking about my fav cc zoink "zinc" gd awww zoinky my skrunkli scrimbo !!!


kat ou bea he she idgaf agender transmasc bi aroace pwbpd + more weird girl i also have dysthymia & audhd

wait actually im bored rn so let me tell u how gd has been laying dormant in my system since like. idk forever. er i played gd from like the ages of 4/5 to 12 then i quit bc school got in the way. i still play ocasionally but it's never left my brain basically.

so one of my most used chosen names/nicknames and one of my oc's names is Triaxis who was my fav gd creator from like 2017 ish era, shes mtf and i love her so much but she got bullied out of the fandom :C i still miss her to this day but i rlly liked her name (triaxis) (and shye) so i use it sometimes to refer to myself and my oc so theres where triaxis' name comes from shrugs. thats just like the beginning i fear.

and then ok it was on and off for like, 3 years maybe and then well about three weeks ago i hit the yaoi jackpot with zoink and zoggie and uh well lets just say that hyperfixation spiralled out of control and now 1. i renamed my dpriv after forever and 2. its full blown hyperfixation, i know this bc i started collecting urls on rentry and sp and every url pastebin site ever I can't be normal about anything ever for real . Uh. idk how long this will last . I've written like ...... 33.6k of gd content on ao3 in 3 weeks btw, which is insane. i dont think my f1 hyperfix was this bad. er. also drawn fanart of zoink already. and i plan to do more of that once exams end and i get a new ipad also i have a 16k gd fic/wip sitting in ellipsus rn im actually sobbing so hard its actually taken over me

audhd is a freaking curse but its also a blessing for real. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Its so bad guys can someone save me from the trenches pls?