back also messages and design wip only the first 3 lists and ppl i miss get messages

specialest person in the world

• wisha / chzel ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️MY MOST AMAZING WIFEEEE YAYYYY!!!
  hi doll ^^ the wright to my edgeworth! the maya to my franziska! the tisha to my glisten!! youre one of the only people that keeps me from hating Everyone and everything irl. i really appreciate you a LOT and i hope things never change between us. take care of yourself, okay? and my brother LOL, you know him. i love yoouuu sooooooo muuuchhhh (dont take this as lovebombing plsi dont mean to) if it wasnt for you, maybe i wouldve still be suffering the way i did back in early 2025, youve been a very important person in my life and im VERY glad my brother introduced you to me. youre GODSENT girl like omg. i care about you the same way you care about me. you gave me so much, even though it may not seem like it. i dont want things to end up like my previous friendships with other people. i dont want to see you get hurt. i will ALWAYS accept who you are, okay? though it depends if its problematic LMAO again i love youSO much youre my favourite person ever irl and im glad you match my energy and still keep up with me despite being a shitty person most of the time. youre a sweetheart, remember that <3
  also adding onto this message i am SO SORRY if ive ever made you uncomfortable, sad, upset , or likee if ive ever caused trouble for you. i do not want to hurt you at all , ok? PLEASE tell me if im doing something wrong or if ive ever crossed a line , ok? ok . mwah !

my only biological family 🥺🥺🥺

• tad <- MY REALLL TWIN
  THE GOTEN TO MY GOHAN!!! youre an asshole mostly but hey atleast its just me and not anyone else. makes me feel special you know? youre like, somebody i can always rely on despite being stupid. you say dumb stuff but at least youre genuine, even if you cant display it. id hate to lose you because youre my other half—get it? because we're siblingsOk Ill Shut Up. we've been through so much together and despite our daily arguments you still chose to be by my side. im sorry for being a terrible brother/sister (i genuinely dont care with what you refer to me since youre the only person that knows everything about me).
  also thank you for what you said:) about the wholeee helping me transition with my gender whsn you get money. im glad i helped you changed your ways from being a smelly ig boy and you being a supporter. please never change your familial love towards me^^
• lily
  you cant read bro im not making you a letter bum
• andy

SUPER AWESOME BEST FRIENDS :D

• farina :D
  thank you sooooo much for checking up on me even though i dont really talk that much. youre a veryyyy nice person to be with and i like interacting with you, even if i dont seem like it. i like reading your yaps or likeee ,, seeing your drawings i think theyre eye candy @v@ other than that please take care of yourself twin ,, heh ,, blleehh
• kath !
• kelsey, riyo, nere, zee, peppino, gooby ^>^ [TREESARRIERS/TREESMP]
  literally my best friends since 2022/2023im SO GLAD you guys are still together despite like SOOOOMANY DRAMA. i dont deserve yall omg
  even though im very bad at friendgroups you guys still took me in . you guys are so goated and i love yall so much WHY DO YOU GUYS DO THIS TO ME😭😭😭😭😭 pleaseplease tell me if im ever draining or smth lalalala... adding onto this we've all been through so much together and im glad that we're still holding on up until this point. even though i can feel us slowly drifting away, you guys have been very dear to me and i deeply value our friendship. :-)
  to kelsey, your arts have always been a HUGE inspiration for me. youve shown me what it meant to draw. if it werent for you i wouldve NEVER improved and i thank you for being yourself. i hope you continue to grow not just as an artist but also a person. youve come so far. and please dont ever stop yapping about your interests or the shit that happens in your life. i swear to you, your yapping sessions are very interesting. 🥹 and um. thank you for... yea! you still stayed and i appreciate you for it. thank you kelsey.
  sup riyo ! you've taught me a valuable lesson back in may. ive been improving with the wholeeee yknow, stuff. and despite what ive dragged you into, you still see me as a friend. thank you riyo for making me realize the error of my ways, and for being one of the reasons why i want to improve myself. youre a fun person to be around with and i apologize for not showing any appreciation for it. i love your humour too, youve influenced me a Lot. you deserve so much more. griefer, harlequin, and scout loves you! 🩷
  henlo nere!! you were always so nonchalant and friendly at the same time. i really love how calming your presence can be, and how your oc building can get very interesting. youre a nice person to be friends with, and i like how despite the stuff youre going through, youre still strong. ^<^
  hiii gooby!! its been a while, and we've sorta drifted apart (reasonably). i still see you as a friend despite talking less, and you know.. i really, really do hope things got better since the last time we've truly interacted. youre young, enjoy your time while you can. and please, PLEASE never stop drawing i saw a lot of improvement and im proud of you for it.
  yoww peppino :P hows life? fair? youve been inactive lately, ive noticed. i just cant approach you. you dont need to hide it, okay? i really miss seeing your art around here, it was cartoonish and calming. i lovvveeeee playing with you too, youre a funny person! do not be afraid to tell us if youre going through things, we'll give you what you need. whether it is space or company. :]
  annddd hii zee!! i havent talked to you in such a long time... or was it long?? either way, hey! i hope youre doing okay! ive been seeing your artworks lately, i love how your anatomy has improved:-) and i do hope that stuff back there has been going better. youre a cool girl in my eyes, please dont explode or something haha.. blleeh>_<
• mayo, fufu, isaiah, samielle, annie ♡♡ 6ums
• hyunnie, carl, heather, paul, thea :3c
  it wasnt your fault, or anyones. 03/20/26 🕊

you guys are like the only few people thaT are tolerable irl (counting zel) ❤️‍🩹 kudos to you !

• miguel <- literally my best friend for 9+ years or smth Hi Miguel
• pio

FRIENDSIES

• wither
• angie, hotaru, fremi, cherri [PIKLU]
• atlas, rwotten [TEAM PETALS]
• syouta, charlie [EYE OF LOO]
• script, toby [TREE]
• shiori [SHIYUU]

NOT SUPER CLOSE!!! BUT I LIKE YOU GUYS!! BMFFF ❤️

• UNMENTIONED members of piklu, shiyuu, circ /eye of loo, team petals

acquainted

• vioxities
• unknown
• rhea
• ashley
• minnie
• dakota

i miss interacting with them💔 hi guys if you see this ily

• poptart / esurient / psychadelie
  • HI OOMF THANK YOU FOR THE NJCE MESSAGE AND MENTIONING ME IN YOUR CARRD I LOVE YOU!!/P
• Josh
  • I MISS YOU TWINK PLSSS CKMEBACK😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔STARTS CRYING
• Nics

unlisted means idont. give a crap about you or i genuinely forgot you exist or ummm im starting to drift away from you and i lowkirkuinely dont wanna be associated w you anymore☝️

DO NOT INTERACT.

• Kate / Kae / Kei - I hate people like you.
• Rex / Reaper / Kevin - Complicated reasons. Also because I've felt invalidated throughout our entire friendship.
• Francis / Aqua - A huge liar. An indecent guy who's made inapproriate jokes towards me! Holding blackmail material of me. Other events I do NOT wish to disclose. Rudely, do not talk to me ever again.
• Viserra / Lee / Jae - Venting without permission, an overall attention seeker, psychological liar, insensitive, backhanded comments about my identity. "its time for you to be a woman" please shut the fuck up
• Loserthing - I do not wish to be associated with it as my and my friends are already tired with the entire charade between it and our community/friendgroup. Respectfully do not interact with any of us.
• Mae - Associated with a dead ex-friend who was very problematic. DELIBERATELY leading someone on to hurt their feelings in the end. Being outright toxic towards my friends. HUGE BACKSTABBER.
• Unlisted classmates. Whether we've known each other since kinder or up until this point. Do not ever attempt to "catch up" with me unless you are listed as an acquaintance. I'd rather not talk to any of you all.

  To all unlisted ONLINE ex-friends, it's either I forgot about your existence or I don't care about reaching out??