Hii, i'm 15yo and my names Ren but you can also call me by my other names listed here.
I have autism, dyslexia and probably BPD (however I'm not diagnosed with BPD yet just high suspect). I have pretty frequent depressive episodes where I just don't do anything for days so if I randomly stop messaging for a bit just know I'm NOT ignoring you personally I probably just don't have the energy to respond. Sometimes I still go online when I'm in a depressive episode and thats mainly cuz I'll only respond to my FP / certain ppl. Feel free to spam / @ me as many times as you want when I'm not responding I love opening discord to find a buunnchh of notifs waiting for me!<3
I do kin some people and am VERY connected to my kins, I do want to clarify I am in no way a sys but I do consider my kins apart of me. I am okay with doubles of most my kins however please do NOT interact with me if you heavily kin Maeno Aki!! He is me and I do not appreciate doubles (people that relate to him is fiine tho). I also HIGHLY kin ame chan, 'hikaru' and cirrus. I'm fine with doubles of them and any of my other kins tho! :D
I do get slightly gatekeepy with my intrests however I'm usually fine as long as your not trying to prove you like them MORE than me.
My memory is also extermly bad, I can forget almost anything. I rarely remember what I've done during a day and often loose track of conversations and completly forget what i'm doing so if i forget something about you or forget what we're talking about please try not to get too mad at me.</3
I am also EXTREMLY socailly withdrawn. I have no irl friends and pretty much only communicate with people online. I rarley leave my home unless for medial appointments and do online school. I've been struggling with this pretty much since covid. I am working on improving and sometimes I do but sometimes I get worse also so just interact with care/caution yk
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