MARCH 11TH

12:49am
i sounded like a retard bruv. anyways..

uhm yeah i dont know, i was getting a huge grossed out feeling.

2:09pm
its snowing & my socks are wet, i am peeved about this.. im in the car.. /// so i cant change.. them.. ehhhhhhh

hi JWN gc mention <<<<

4:03pm
i love junko mizuno... such a wonderful artist, trvly,,, i want the nurse figures soooo bad..

MARCH 12TH

1:47pm
i had a dream my old friends were trying2 experiment on me.. which makes sense because.. uhmmm.. #### liked talking abt weird experiments done on people, not sure why this was a dream i had though..? please dont experiment on me bigpimp. thankz..

And Honestly? thats just great!

8:04pm
i miss you. i wish i could say more, but theres nothing else2 say. i dont really think much anymore, my mind is very empty aha.. i hope you are okay.. i still care much for you.. i hate writing these stupid notes but it helps me feel okay. you can talk2 me ya know.. about anything,, ya know..

also YOU. YOUUU.. STOP ADDING ME. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!1!1!11!!!! WHY??! GO BACK2 UR BOYFRIEND UR CHEATING ON!!1!1!1 plz.. i am not fond of you.. ur own fault really.. kek.

9:56pm

im so excited 4 next quarter.. which is ALSO my last but i have a medical terminology class.. AND a photography class.. YAY!! im so thrilled!!!! I WANT IT NOWWW

MARCH 13TH

4:45pm
ive been busy today sorry.. kek.. hi guys, i started playing this game again.. its like this 3D room thingy- idk its cool, my room b4 i updated it made me jump.. im keeping some of it 4 fun tho ahah

MARCH 14TH

9:16am
i am sleepy.. and aughhhhhhhhhhh.!!!!! i have shit 2-do 2day, uhmmmm yeah ok

8:00pm
hello guys! i ammmm waiting rn.. my friends want2 hangout.. so i said ok.. so i am waiting, ofc.. my stomach hurts a tad tho..
well i wait, let me discuss my new interests as of recently,,,
ranfren.. mainly cuz i was curious abt it. and it grew on me,, so theres that.. saihate station is kinda new?! e&a want me2 read elitingville club. perhaps i will..ANYWAYS YEAH

MARCH 15TH

11:23am
hiii my grandma is throwup sick, so i am taking care of her.. its also raining and i think its supposed2 snow??? kek.. my house is cold..

9:29pm
idk what2 say here anymore.. hmm.. i havent rlly been talking2 people, i mean here and there i will but, idk im jst drained? or maybe im jst being weird..? idk.. sorry

MARCH 16TH

5:04pm
i redid all my rentries.. cuz i was bored of the other theme, i think it looks legit tho.. kek.. im so cold rn and my head hurts.. and kaitlyn wants a sleepover.. perhaps ill say yes idk

8:30pm
hii im doing math rn, later im gonna uhmmmm write little love mails4 people.. cuz i added the section kek.. i see it on sooo many rentries dude i had2 do it..

MARCH 17TH

4:09pm
i woke up attt likerr 2pm kek.. im so colldd.. i blame angie, she keeps telling me shes cold. idk what2 do rn, i played adopt me with mr danny for a bit, but now idk!!!! ahhhhh maybe i shld work on those love mails..

4:51pm
i dont have much2 say these days, feels like there isnt much going on,, i stick 2 myself mostly. i dont really feel anything and i dont care for anything. most people are deceptive and id rather not deal with that,,, again.. i love the 3 people i talk2 every few hours, but yeahhh idk.

MARCH 18TH

1:21am
i

5:10am
there is no "correct way" to process death. i am not sure what to do though or what to say. idk idk idk idkthis sucks. kek...ugh. i told my mother, i told alot of people. i was in shock, or maybe i still am? death cannot be processed one way. i like2 think maybe, he is where he wanted 2 be.. wherever that is.. im not gonna talk about this again, publically anyway.. this was just a very late night cope,, i hate being personal on here, but at the same time idk. life is weird and short and i dont know. i donttt knowww. i dont know. i dont know and ive never known. i miss you and i hope you are at peace.

5:43am
i iii dont im gonan talk about my OC now ok. it will make me. her name is penelope. she is uhmm blonde and she is like a deer even thougj i really fucking hate deer. she sucks and i hate her.
retardpenpelop
i hatee her. she is stupid. stupid penelope. hello penelope. she will die a tragic death. by my hands.i
i am going2 bed now.. my head hurts and i have2 take a test innnn... 3 hours. nicee.....

MARCH 19TH

1:37am
i am thinking about penelope.. do u think she would like butterscotch.. do you think shes evil.. idk guys..

1:41pm
i uhmmmmm iiiiiiiiiiiuuuuiiii uhhhhh idk. im tired, i wanna nap but i will NOT! my grandma is sick: ggggggg poor gma,, i got her medicine from walgreens a few days ago but she said her head hurts nd shit.. not good

MARCH 20TH

1:13am
hello.. all of you.. why does my atabook say [censored] sometimes.. ru people writing out [censored] or is it like.. censoring stuff.. either way its fkcing gay and stupid..
hello anyway my name is kenny kek..

3:05am
lovemail.. people have been checking that.. ive been nervous2 write stuff,, idk why. it jst makes me sad2 think about. i have a old one i did and looking at it makes me kinda.. yeah here wait
old uhm.. lovemail thingy
hmm hmm ok. yeah anyways, ill write some stuff in a bit,, it will be good ok? start jumping in joy if theres a spot for u..

MARCH 21ST

2:39pm
im kinda.. not talking2 anyone if u guys havent noticed, i tal2 ani haha.. im so tired all the time and i get nervous and its jst a chore atm.. ill be back soon but see it as me taking a short break, i miss u guys all tho.. kek.. sorry

MARCH 22nd

6:24pm
hmmmmmm
mmmmmmm

MARCH 23RD

7:03am
i havent slept kek.. i have a fucked up sleeping schedule. im gonna start using my diary moree.. i keep saying that but i mean it! i normally just sleep or play games.. or school, all 3 are pretty chill.. sometimes i call ๏˜ฎ but thats SOMETIMES!<
i like editing, i need2 edit more kekkkk... i say kek a lotttt... lulz... sorryyyy.. people point it out but ive had2 explain what it means like 7 times, i thought this was wide information but i guess not..

something ive noticed that OTHER people have also pointed out is, i will reuse a word or phrase or emoji constantly for like a week plus sum.. and thn itll switch2 something else, people got maddddd when i used the eye emoji alot๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€

5:35pm
hi i justwoke up kek.. i had a odd dream, i dont even know dude.. i dont aKNpw

MARCH 24TH

1:36AM
it feels more like 5pm thn 1am, fuck that dude. im becoming a fucking loser,, i mmmm scroll through forums,sleep,, thats about it really.. do it for the lulz they say..

5:21pm
it seems2 me i sleep at 10am and wakeup at 5pm,, roughly.. fuckkkk dude ok. whatever

MARCH 25TH

1:18AM
do you poons slit your wrists for fun or for attention? personally, i do it for the love of the game. now frankly, theres quite a stigma around such a thing... im joking.. of course. kek.

4:20AM
i feel lost, im not like.. depressed. im just lost. as stated many times, i sleep and scroll on my phone,,, i do not talk2 anyone, i dont see the point in talking2 people anyways. im not scared2 get close 2 anyone, i just think dont think i even want2.. or can. feels like a waste of both our times. id rather not face disappointment, im sure you guys feel the same way no?
there is two paths layed out in front of me, one is turning and devoting my time into researching useless fucking shit and the other is killing myself. kek.
joking.. of course,, but,, trvly, i dont see a point in being alive anymore lulz. not that id kill myself, suicide is a lowtier form of selfpity.

9:46am
uhmm.. my discord acc got banned (dont ask) uhmm so.. if u need2 add me, my user is now uhmmm deathtotal kek.

MARCH 26TH

6:50pm
ugh yo idk dude.. all this shit is gay. i dont know why i sleep so much, im so tired.. no matter how long i sleep for. i have NOTHING else2 do though, works out i guess.. idk what day it is anymore, time just passes by me, who really cares though lel

10:42pm
its sad u cant pick up on anything, i could ALMOST. pity you, ALMOST.. oh well!! such a shame it is

MARCH 27TH

10:37AM
i like editing, id like2 do it daily but i get lazy kek.. perhaps ill edit now, i miss dullrifle.. RIP DULLRIFLE 2024-2026

7:58PM
ive been awake forr.. ROUGHLY. 27 hours now, straight.. why? idk dude.. dont ask me! yo i ran into soo many old friends.. lots of rekindling went down last night, hiii if any of u see this!!! haha..! oh fck yes dude

MARCH 28TH

12:32AM
i am going2 sleep now i think.. im not really tired but like.. i dont wanna push myself.. idk.. im gonna set a alarm for like 10:30am so i dont sleep all day, lets jst hope i wakeup

5:26PM
hello mc bushpig is fire.. nothing else2 say kek

MARCH 29TH

5:48AM
its been a year? since wow.. wow? holy shit ok. lol. ive been thinking alot, about myself, and others, and how people are.. and how i am and how i act.. its quite the subject matter, over time ive grown a strong hatred towards people, my ego is a bit high but ive also grown a hatred for myself aswell. im shoving all these things into my head and down my throat2 cope, with.. many many things.
idk whats gonna happen in the future, idk where im gonna be or what im gonna do, i dont know if ill ever speak2 the people i once deeply cared for(and still do) idk why i care so deeply sometimes.. and sometimes i dont.
im sure my emotions all tie into my stupid disorder, but i dont even fully believe i have any disorders.
i think im just.... i think all my actions between 2022-2025 were stupid, i regret most of it trvly. i wouldnt undo any of it though, made me become less.. i only wish i could go back and listen2 the people i cared about, or at least warn myself LMFAO.

anyways, my name is kenny and my discord is @deathtotal nd u shld all add me ;

8:33AM
hi august.. if u read this far

10:06AM
i read through all my rentries.. like from 2024-2026. i got so sick dude kek. my pal august(hi august) is reading them all2.. they said i write nice..!? nobody has ever asked2 go through all my rentry diaries b4 i was a bit surprised! reading back on stuff man.. like WOW. WOWW. wow. oh man i mourn.. ohhhhhh ok dude like owucchh...


9:21PM
shld i bring back the gaps.. betwen my entries.. idk if any1 rmbrs lmk kek.. mmm i slept till 6pm, which is normal4 me but my grandma is awfully worried so now i feel bad, i told her its ok though.. but she wants people2 check on me well shes gone, i told her that its quite alright.. i AM 18 after all!

on other news ive been rekindling wit old friends or meeting new people.. thats prtty chill lulz.. hii.. if any of u see this..?



...??????? lull...?

lord have mercy on us all.


MARCH 30TH


12:55AM
i feel like im mourning all over again, like i went back and time and everything just happened. that sucks.


2:36AM
me and amy r laughing ovr old screenshots, LMFAOOOOO # got made at me for my reposts.. big yikes buddy ol pal,, "how dare u repost that! what if my precious little childbride sees it!" aw man what if.. never letting u live that down kek

dont piss ur pants ok? ur names blocked

WHY DO YOU GUYS ALL THINK IM BLONDE. MY HAIR IS BROWN OK? ok.. 4 future refrence its brown u guys..


11:22AM
amy cameo..


7:52PM
hi amy, hi guys i wokeup frim a nap.. nap nap nap.. i did some school, i am ahead of my work so i dont feel as guilty about my shit sleep schedule..
amy told me2 talk about JWN.. what is JWN you ask? its a rip off of JSN.. but JWN is not like.. evil com, its like.. all of me and amys friends in a groupchat KEK.. JWN stands for.. just wank (gamer word) and JSN stands for just smile (gamer word) anyways JSN is like this dead group.. tbf idk that much lore, i jst know my pal xens bf ran it.. nd it was evil.. and topher (inserting topher gif down below)

topher was like Thy JSN lolcow.. the feds r not a fan of him.


10:43PM
i cant talk or think abt certain.. people... or i get really sad.. like i cant even look at old screenshots without frowning. suppose thats jst how i am, its kinda rough. sometimes i start crying LMAO..


MARCH 31ST


3:10AM
august.. august bought me my dreamnpet on adopt me i was so shocked .. it is a weevil! which is a bug,, (for those losers who arent in the know) I AM STILL SHOCKED SLTHANKU AUGUST


6:48PM
its so funny how many of my friends HATE you. like even my irls r like.. very much NOT fans AT ALL. ehehehe that sucks i guess lulz.. glad im not you,
on other news, i am trying2 fixnmy sleeping patterns.. i wonder why im so tired, i think its cuz i havent been eating much but eh


9:59PM
if the incels cant get females, why dont they just become gay wit eachother? if they cant get laid by a foid... why dont they get their dick sucked by a moid??? i dont understand..

new month

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