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APRIL 1ST


12:10AM
hello friends of me.. i am jst putting this here.. yk so i can make the new layout shit

i am grateful for myself and my vape and my pets and jwn and my pack of new port 100s and my grandma and my other friends and some ofmy irls and some of my ex friends and mmm and music and dunkin donuts and not being fat and midpoint and uhmm my figures and editing and uhmmmm


7:27PM
hi i ammm bored...


8:44PM
i have tiktok albums 4 VERY certain people, mostly people i dont talk 2.. its like uhm.. tiktoks that i would send them, or that remind me of them,,, or stuff they like... its subjective(as drew wld say..) kek


APRIL 2ND


2:02AM
what can i even say? haha! what would YOU like 2 hear? ive become rather.. cynical, as of recent. as my goodpal drew said,, once again.. everything is subjective.. which makes morality.. you gussed it! subjective! my morality does not line up with yours, i would find it almost impossible. theres only person who i(thought) had the most similar morality2 me, and he did. things change, though.. dont they? just like your morality.


6:31PM
my bad... u guys.. im hungovr for those wondering aha.. liam is a VERY VERY good friend dude.. lord he saved my ass so hard. this is why i dont drink... haha.. sorryyy.. i had fun before igot sick tho, amy said i was supa happy2 see her in call and thats rlly sweet lol hi amy.


APRIL 3RD


2:53AM
my head is killing me, this is killing me. i am a prime example of up and down. you are going to kill me. can you not?


APRIL 4TH


4:57AM
hii im uhmm at a cabin.. $98:3 lakehouse idfk! im wit my friend.. she knows i have a shit sleep.. patterns.. SO.. its fine that im awake ahaahaha.. there isnt much2 do anyway.. its been raining and yeah idk. the car rides like two hours and thn when i came here i passed out ahah.. mmm i think later we r going2 aaaaa thrift store kek.. i am excited, i always find rlly good stuff there... >>


APRIL 5TH


3:47AM
i am tired, i mean i am tired mentally.. ( and genteraly i am so tired rn dude) i miss  and that makes life harder. i dont evn have2 say who because everyone knows. how embarassing for me. i hate speaking about my feelings, so embarassing.


4:31AM
i miss sundots.. i dont know what you people want fromme half the time. everything i do is wrong, its like i am whats wrong. me.. like me as a whole.. fuck.


APRIL 6TH


4:15AM
i feel like ive set myself up.
where my b girls @ im runa see sum ass im tryna auck that pussdayyyyyyyyyyyy
i cant stand majority of you people, i spit on ur graves. i hope the world ends in 19 days.
hi
i need a fucking haircut. i wanna take a long fucking tube and shove it WAYYYYYYYYYYYY down someones throat and thn pour my own vomit down it.

blessup nigga


5:45PM
marty put me on this VERY niche.. artist(?) (ruined women) we r both rlly peeved cuz we cant find jack shit about any of the albums.. or the artist.. its like sound,,, eerie, but sound.. if anyone finds anything hit me up..


10:52PM
i got woken up from a dream(yes i was asleep early) and ive never been more distraught.. i like broke down and started sobbing. it was a good dream, i was happy in it and i was friends with and we and thee the the and yeah fuck that.

i am sad but i am happy. some days are good, some days are bad. im not anything, im just alive. thats okay.


APRIL 7TH


7:05PM
why do i get so sad, shits so weak and gay. i wish people would stop having children (esp the jews.) stop! we r all gonna burn2 the ground one day!! might as well try2 prevent it..


1:47AM
my favorite thing 2 do is be online.. i heart the internet!! its quite a rabbithole... ill tell ya that.i LOVE IT!!!!!1!11!1! i am expanding my vocab... by the WAY. so.. be ready and elated (see what i did there.. new word)

i think about ##### a lot. my favorite type is when its one solid color and.. fluid. no chunks. mmmmmm m mmmmmm... i would like 2 stop biting my nails, that be sick...


2:39AM
i have been researching syringes.. i tried2 talk2 katzen about it(i do not think he cared) so i will talk about them here ok? syringes r supa old.. like.. hella hella old.. the first REAL syringe (or prototype kek) was madeee.. in the 17th century(wow)
fun fact.. they didnt start sterilizing needles up until the 19th century (YIKES!!!)
for those of you who don't know what sterilizing is,, its when they like disinfect and clean,, so like killing off bacteria and what have you.
innnn 1896 this sick german lad made glass syringes.. mmmmm.. i like those more, they have a cooler design. now syringes r made with bio degradeable plastics, which is... ok... they changed it from glass 2 plastic because its easier2 dispose and clean. PLUS its jst time consuming2 use glass. though.. again.. the glass syringes solo modern day ones.
tbf they still DO make glass syringes. glass syringes in the modern day are used more for labs thn medical usage...


4:09AM
if u r gonna stalk me.. likeee.. be sly about it at least.. or dont throw a fit everytime u find something you dont like. LMFAOOOO


APRIL 9TH


3:47AM
i like sleeping very, very, very,,, much. i also like staying up.. very, very.. very much. i want a syringe collection, i think that be pretty sick. older syringes of course.. again.. i find mondern day ones boring so.


11:34PM
some of you see me as a perv, and some of you love me, and some of you hate me,, and some of you think im a retard. the idea alone thrills me.. i want everyone 2 have their very own thoughts about me,,, i want2 be loved and hated.. i want2 be nothing.

plz i love my friends.. rep JWN


APRIL 10TH


3:08PM
last night i calleddd.. amy,nav, andd ethan nd amys weird friend joseph.. mean little shit.. it was fun! nav if you see this, i wanna put my fingrs in ur little non american boymouth. ANYWAYS! i am supa bored bored rn.. perhaps ill call them again later today,,,


APRIL 12TH


2:03AM
i wasnt put here2 entertain you guys! though i dont mind if i do amuse any of you.. i really only write here when i wanna rant about something, talk about something i like, or just schizopost.. OH and august my goat reads all my diary entries, so i write for that reason aswell lulz.. (hi august)


4:17AM
why do people look up2 me? or well no,, i dont think anyone looks up2 me,, but whats the deal with u people asking for my advice!? i have ZERO problem shoving my biased answers down ur throats, but i am curious..
ANYWAYS! come 2 kenny 4 all advice and concerns, i am ur lad..
also thanku marty4 drawing my ocs i am rolling around and foaming at the mouth like a rabid fucking duck
(i know birds cant get rabies ((funfact)) but you get the idea lad)


9:15PM
me, tee, and greg r playing zoo tycoon.. its very informative(its not) i have a comm 2 work on afterwards;; YAY GETTING MY MONEY UP!


APRIL 13TH


1:49AM
karrisa u r mi hero... sugoiiii~!!!!!


2:01PM
disgusting little swine. i hope ur daddy beats u some more yikes.. cant even have friends above the age of 15 can youuu..??? is anyone 16+ 2 old..¿


APRIL 14TH


7:59PM
weve had alot of tornado warnings.. i had2 go into my fcking basment at 2AM last night (tsk) it got super green(the sky) but now its darkkk.. so im sure its fine. ohh my power went off and on aswell, so everything reset(which is a hassle..)


APRIL 15TH


10:26AM
goodmorning.. half my doc is under water, i have a river in my backyard.. yikes!!!!. last night me and amy called and played.. or no, we attempted2 play the sims.. we got distracted alot so it.. did not happen innit.. we will do that TODAY!
i also have a haircut, i need2 do laundry.. school.. mmmmmwhatttt elseee..


8:28PM
THIS RAIN IS KILLING ME. my basements gonna floodmybasementsgonnaflood dudeee icanttt. drews my top dog, amys my top irish slag, dannys my favorite.. uhm.. sexyboy. FUCK MY BASEMENT IS SO DOOMED I HATE THIS


11:07PM
if you can.. move on from someone.. like very fast, i dont believe you liked them very much2 begin with. this goes for friendships, romantic relationships,, etc.. i mourn people who do not think twice about me. years wasted kek


APRIL 17TH


6:32AM
tomogachi life is soo funn.. i made many friends on it.. and characters i like.. i can make 70 miis.. thats alot if you ask me! (dm me and ill make u..if i havent already..)


3:29PM
ive said this before.. but id like2 be able2 kill myself in front of someone and respawn.. that be SO SICK! aha id make so many people upset dudeeee.. ugh. id mega troll people.. sigh if only


10:29PM
i have deep and pure hatred for you and only you! do you feel important and special? u r special needs.. thats for sure..

on another note,,,, i HATEEE sluts. dont ever EVERRRRRRR!!!! start something with me if you have a roster, i will not waste my time. it will also not end2 well for either of us..


APRIL 18TH


5:09PM
i dont understand why people think ill bend backwards for them if theyve fucked me over. you have 2 be a REALLL retard.


APRIL 19TH


3:48PM
it feels later thn it rlly is, drinking always leaves me discombobulated.. i do not drink often. i went2 this small get together.. after my friends prom ended. (i didnt go2 the prom yuck!) it was fun! kinda..,, my friend pissed/vomitted on himself tho, hes ok.. now.. tho.. i threw up in the kitchen sink if im not mistaken.. i dont drink often.
also these two girls i didnt know came, i was not a fan of either.. which put things off 2 me. they didnt really talk2 me, im a fairly quiet person though.. probably my fault, although one of the girls was overall just annoying2 me.
i think i begged kaitlyn 2 pick me up lol.
LILY AND JULIA WERE CHILL AS HECK THO! much love 2 them, of course!!


APRIL 20TH


10:30PM
i need2 draw more, and write here more.. people like when i do that, idk what2 talk about.. me and jane r gonna learn a language tg! hopefully that works out


APRIL 21ST


3:55PM
we are all doomed


APRIL 23RD


3:56AM
i havent had anyting2 write about.. my head hurts really bad rn. ive been hella stressed recently,,, i wanna redo my rentry again, perhaps ill do that tmr.. perhaps i should write here more often idk


9:06PM
i wanna be a gecko. so i can lick my eyeball.. that be so sick.. i told kat about that, he said it was "cute" no its COOL. SUPER COOL. ID BESO FCKING COOL IF I COULD LICK MY OWN EYEBALLS.


APRIL 25TH


1:26PM
was gonna redo my rentry layout again, got mad and now im2 lazy.. i dont have any ideas either. sooooo..


3:50PM
as you can SEE, i have redone my main rentry page.. after complaining about how annoying it was LMFAOOO.. i think it looks kuteee nowww.. amy says she likes it! mommy kaitlyn is driving.. we went2 the craft store and i itched not2 shove everything into my fcking pockets. eeek! i got a aaa candle for my grandma though!! i hope she likes it!!


APRIL 26TH


10:08PM
ive been drawing more, thats nice.. im tired, i have2 wake up early anyways.. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhb whatever. #cut4sematary~ I REDID MY RENTRY. #THE ENTIREE THING! but its not done yet, so dont look around.. ok?


APRIL 27TH


7:26PM
todays been good! yay!! i am so happy with my life lulllll!!! i love my friends.. i love jwn.. i love katzen.. i love cal.. i love liam.. i love amy.. mybestest friends of all time.. julia gave me free coffee from dunkin shes my goat i miss her!!!!!


APRIL 28TH


4:00PM
hi guys, (why do i always say hi guys?) i love diet coke and diet dr pepper, i hve2 go2 the doctors tmr (yikes!!!) lol.. thats fun..


6:31PM
mommy kaitlyn is coming over, her and her BOYFRIEND brokeup, (about time) she does NOT care (otherwise i wouldnt have put this here lulllll) my head hurts augh..
i thinking abt amy and jwn rn.. i miss amy waa little amy!!!!!! hiii amy


APRIL 29TH


6:03PM
I went2 the doctors.. i have2 aughhh AHHHHHH AHHHHHIMGONNA SCREAM IWANNA SCREAM. whateva whateva whateva whateva


APRIL 30TH


6:01PM
why do i keep writing at 6pm..? whateva.. how odd.. my head really hurts, i throwup alot its like my trademark kek.. nothing2 report or write about, im hungova(as per usual) and im not doing much.. im bored..
i miss writing here though, so.. im just gonna talk about stuff i like i think.. every few hours or so ahah, i used2 SPAM on this shit LOL

i like when people put anime figures in odd places,, let me put examples for u guys okv
example one
hey i have this figure haha
example rwo
cute right?
example3

new month here lullllll

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Pub: 01 Apr 2026 05:11 UTC

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