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  • Note that I'm 'non-sharing'. Just as you wouldn't share your partner, I'm not sharing mine.⠀⑅ ⑅
  • I'd prefer if you didn't refer to me as a Yume/Gachikoi of some sort; I'm not, at least not in the traditional sense. I can however be found on #yumetwt.
  • Know that I'm also an introject* of Akira myself, as well as source-attached. This only deepens my bond with Shiki.
  • Good fact to add, but I see my boyfriend in Shiki a lot. A lot of the things I will be saying can be mirrored back to Leo. This is a lovemail to both.

  • Lovemail:

21/09/25: Is this humbling to write down? Sort of. Do I care? Absolutely not. There's nothing embarrassing about the love I share with Shiki. There are just so many wonderful things about him, I'm not sure where to start. I'd never say these things around him, but these are my raw feelings. Well, he's someone I could always rely on, even at my lowest. As much as I hated to admit it at first, we share many traits that were hard to miss... his lack of empathy the most. Or perhaps his need for control. Of course, that caused us to clash. It was hard not to hate his guts at the very beginning. Then, we warmed up to each other, and I finally understood that he was the one who had given me a purpose. I believe that life is actually something that might be worth looking into, all thanks to him. I'm glad to be his one and only. I didn't know love, something I have struggled to recognize for years, could be so amazing.

He's too much for me to handle sometimes. Just looking at anything related to him, even in the slightest... it makes my heart beat a little faster every time. You can imagine the state that I'm currently in, writing this. I miss him nearly every day. I still have some itabag I made in his honor that I need to finish, though he would probably tease me about it. I get these "what the fuck am I doing" moments when I get a little too intense about him, though I always end up brushing it off. Why? Because it's Shiki, so it's worth-it. All of my friends know about us, it's actually a little embarrassing at times... but they're all very supportive.
I love this screenshot in particular a lot because he would actually do that. Most graphic example I could provide.

There are so many things to appreciate about Shiki. Appearance-wise, my favorite feature of his might be his eyes. They're crimson-red, and hold such conviction... the eye-fucking goes crazy. Mentioning his eyes, I've watched the Togainu anime today, and I loved the angles with his eyes as the focus. While I found the overall pacing for the anime to be terrible (I'll spare the details for today... though I have a lot to say about it, maybe I will explain further on my blog someday), Shiki made it all better.

Another cool thing about him is his weapon, which I consider to be a core trait of Shiki, given his motives. While most of the fandom, and even some of the cast, acknowledges it as a katana... it's actually closer to resemble a tachi! A katana isn't as long or as curved as the blade he carries. But both swords are essentially the same either way... Still, it's a small fun fact I like, especially because it's something I noticed on my own.

22/09/25: I haven't been able to focus on my work at all today, all because of Shiki. I feel like I won't be at ease until I actually get to touch him physically <- and I mean that in the purest, most innocent way possible. It's a little insane just how much power he has over me even now, even if I can only imagine just how pleased that would make him.

25/09/25: Hello Shikiaki nation. Has it really been three days already since the last entry? Shiki hasn’t left my thoughts for even a second. I'm in a pretty great mood today considering more art is coming soon <- Potentially in the next week to come? I'm still very excited nonetheless, no matter how much time it will take. I love anything Shiki related, even if he were drawn as a stickman. I don't have any drawing skills myself so it means a lot to me whenever I receive Shiki(aki) art in my very own name. I love going on rants about Shiki and having my friends just support me through it all cause, 'what the hell sure'. I can’t imagine what I’d do without this man in my life seriously.


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Pub: 30 Mar 2025 07:33 UTC

Edit: 25 Sep 2025 14:20 UTC