Pure white, like the light of the moon
A perfect backdrop for bloodshed erdff720
adoring him since 11/18/22

Hello, I go by Nick or Stein. I'm 21 years old and I hold Childe close to my heart. He's my everything and means the entire world to me. He helps me get through tough days and is the sole reason I'm still going. Words can't describe how much he means to me and my life. I know to some it's silly to love a fictional character so much, but since he's what keeps me going I'll embrace that love to the fullest. I finally welcomed him onto my account on November 18th, 2022 (and dropped a stack of cash for his weapon too). Since then I have been completely dedicated to maining him and perfecting his build. My Childe is within the top 1% on the akasha leaderboard. The highest I've gotten him is rank 63, but I strive to reach rank 50 or more one day. Also yes, I do selfship with him. I don't consider myself sharing or non-sharing just because I think I'm too old to care about that. I firmly believe I love him more than anyone else possibly could, so if that upsets you, you won't enjoy interacting with me. But I do love to meet other Childe fans, please always feel free to DM me. My love for him is more than just enjoying his character, as I said earlier he means a lot to my literal life. I struggle a lot mentally and he's become the one thing I can count on to make me feel better. Albeit sometimes nothing is enough to help, I still find it immensely comforting to know that he'll always be there, and he'll never leave. Maybe not physically (although I have plenty of merch to hug..), but just knowing he exists helps. Not a day goes by in my life where I don't think about him, where I don't talk about him even if no one's listening. He's constantly in my head, and I wouldn't want it any other way. I have a rentry where I ramble about him, but my vents have slipped into those rambles sadly. You can find it here though, if you're curious. I plan to occasionally add entries below this wall of text where I won't vent, just share my love for him. I'll always find a way to add him to a conversation. And I'm sure it gets annoying how much I talk about him, but I'm very lucky to have friends that support my love for him. They know just how much he means to me. Although, I could never put it into words how much he REALLY means to me. I don't even know how to word it, he really just feels like a necessity in my life. I don't think I could've made it this far if I didn't stumble across him to depend on. I know that if he was real, he wouldn't so much as glance at me, but it doesn't bother me. I'm not a special person, I'm a simple boy that loves him and that's okay. I don't think he'd hate me, sometimes I get upset with myself and try to convince myself he would, but he's too kind of a person to hate me for the same stupid reasons I hate myself. If he were to stumble across me struggling, I know he would try to help me because he's a righteous person. I guess that's why he can only be fictional, he'd be too good for this world. I can't wait to see what more the story of Genshin has in store for him. I so badly wish I could hug him, or feel him wrap his arms around me himself. He definetly gives good hugs. I love him so, so, SO much. He may be on a screen with all his thoughts and actions preplanned for him, but I don't care, I love him so much it's easy for me to imagine him living his life as his own person. Living his life as his actual self outside of the character we see appearing in a few cutscenes. From what we've seen, it seems like Childe doesn't think too highly of himself. He definitely thinks he's strong. And he's right about that. But he seems doubtful some people like him or even acknowledge him. Like his voiceline about Capitano, he says that he's ranked too low for him to notice him yet. But Capitano definitely noticed him, he wouldn't drag him along to Sandrone's tea parties if not.. I want Childe to be more confident in himself. Even if him being more confident in himself would mean he'll become 10x more cocky, I'd love that. God I really love how cocky and bratty he can be. I don't think many people talk about that side of him. The scene in the Fontaine quest where he gave Neuvillette a thumbs down is one of my favorites of his.. Cocky little bastard. You mean the whole world to me and you'll never know it. I love you so much. I can't wait to see what more you have in store for your story. I know you'll be great, and I'll love you more every day.


Saturday, ⠀2:52am。⠀5/9/2O26 creds to digilatte on tumblr
I love you so much.. I've been having a rough time the past few weeks. More so than usual. But my love for you hasn't dulled for a second despite that. I love you so much pretty boy.

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Pub: 25 Nov 2021 01:31 UTC

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