ㅤI KNOW THIS LYT IS BALLS AND TRASH OKAY

sh-ed ana mia diary :3

‧₊˚ ⋅intro 𓂃˖ ࣪⊹
❥ 17 yrsㅤt-mascㅤhe/himㅤaegoro-confused+ace
ㅤjp/cn/en | what if i learnt russian... | i make music :>
ㅤㅤ\\TWs: eating disorders self-harm and stuff
ㅤ+ height: 175 cm
ㅤ+ goal: 55 kg "u lost sm weight im worried about u.."
ㅤ+ sh: cut more on both arms and my thighs, hit beans properly
ㅤㅤㅤi also need better blades . i want ppl to see me and be scared and put off by my scars
tumblr : deuxvisagesx
current: mary kate challenge
> points key


you dont need to know me. i am no one. if u think u know me dni. +lyt coming later ,i might make a tumblr tbh


day 2

byeee i forgot about this

i ate like nothing yesterday except like a steamed bun which was like 200 kcal bcs i told my parents i felt sick :P

okay so yesterdays score
10 for cals, 2 for exercise, 8 for water, 10 for sleep, 5 for studied
i changed the scale a little
i didnt have a goal but thats 35 HEL okay!!

i might try for like 40 today.. or something

ㅤ>i know it's like. bad to project ur ed onto idols and stuff but every time i see videos of chaewon from tripleS recently i just keep thinking about ㅤㅤhow nice it must be. i wish i cld be like that...

ㅤlike i hope she gets better and stuff ofc.. but not me !! :P

day 1
kind of a baby tbh im using fading obsession for everything
ㅤ> gonna try mary kate challenge
ㅤ> 25 pt goal td !

just got my wisdom teeth taken out so i can barely do anything rn ahhh. at least i get to have a real reason to eat less!! but my parents are always tryna make me eat all the time so it might not work out as well.
ㅤit's the holidays right now but i always do better during the ㅤㅤschool term bcs i can skip breakfast and lunch without them ㅤㅤknowing hehe

im gonna go shopping today and try to buy some razors and stuff

  • razors
  • notebooks for next term
  • merch if i can afford it !!

#haul . got a bunch of Stuff
daiso razors r so cutesy

score: 29/25

food (670 kcal): 1 pt
ㅤ> woke up late & got to skip breakfast ^^
ㅤ> lunch was this instant porridge thing bcs i cant eat solid food rn. 170 kcal
ㅤ> ugh my dad bought me that fat pot of kfc mashed potatoes which is 450g so i'll put ~500 kcal

exercise: 0pts on break td bcs of surgery unforch

water intake (5 glasses): 6 pts

sleep (like 13 hrs): 10 pts

bonus:
ㅤ> studied extra: 5 pts
ㅤ> updated site: 3 pts
ㅤ> no binging(cld hardly even eat td): 2 pts
ㅤ> recorded cals: 2pts

not bad... might have to increase my score goal icll...

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Pub: 03 Dec 2023 00:58 UTC

Edit: 16 Apr 2026 07:07 UTC

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