hi, i'm div.
i also go by a variety of other names that change pretty often so feel free to use names i used (when you knew me though. if you call me something like leo or eden or whatever when i didn't originally use it during the period of time we knew each other i won't answer to that) to refer to me. other more current names i go by are micro, two, lune, rei or lulu. i have a pronouns page but it's not frequently updated so just stick to what i put here. i update my rentry very often, feel free to count on this one for updates!
i only use ix/ixs and he/him pronouns. my neos change often too but the most consistent ones are muse/muses and envy/envys. i am not a man. do not refer to me as a man. i don't even like men. i am a lesbian. please stop calling me a man. dni radqueers and rad-inclus individuals and pro-radqueers. genuinely my only hard dni at this rate.
here are my boundaries: 1. DO NOT USE THEY/THEM ON ME!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOT A THEY OR A THEM!!!!!!! PLURALITY BE DAMNED!!!!!!!!!! joke haha. but seriously don't use they/them on me. i'll excuse she/her a few times if i have to. this is also a really stupid boundary but if you go by the name theria don't. interact with me. we have identity issues but especially her (alter with that name). if you share a name with any of us it's ok just not this one. thanks. more super important information you have to keep in mind yes you have to. i am diagnosed with avpd and npd meaning i am extremely avoidant. got it? ok? ok. this means i will ghost you or ignore you for weeks or months on end if i so feel like it. if this bothers you just don't talk to me bro genuinely. i also have (self diagnosed) hpd and its kind of life ruining but i have it under control 80% of the time. sorry im really high maintenance.
additionally i'm a system. i won't get into the specifics of this but just know i have memory problems and if i act differently you are not imagining things that is another me. that one mutual that's multiple mutuals. not that open about fronter lineup unless i deem you worthy. ALSO I AM TRAUMAGENIC BTW!!! umm. more information that i need to put here. i'm aplaroacespec and use the term "friend" very loosely unless asked my actual definition of it sorry. i don't feel platonic affection unless in specific case scenarios (kind of #itscomplicated) okay. i am super very mentally ill and an asshole (VERY selective empathy, no sympathy, generally apathetic). i say things just to say things tbh. never take anything i say to heart unless i specify i mean it properly.
i am literally (fullfix of) saps saparata slash kururugi suzaku slash div_y. if you double as them in the sense that you id as them dont tell me this shit ok thanks. i dont appreciate it my bad. if youre a introject or fictkin its ok it'd be stupid of me to get heated over it tbh. i also id as microghost but idgaf if youre him too. more like "oh no im micro" becomes "oh no we're micro". i genuinely could not give less of a fuck about half the shit you tell me about if you are not someone i really like talking to OR it doesn't involve me OR it's something i have no interest in personally. i will lie and tell you i care about it (again. people i like are exceptions to this. okay? and also oc stuff please tell me about oc stuff i really like oc stuff please please please. please.) but i really really don't. take a hint
shout out to my mutuals @ ame vash cres sami aria mitya evan indigo alfie mae starfall kaz fishie cards. underlined names are linked to a shared rentry ive made w them, feel free to check them out though theyre not fully updated. and also the plorders gc hi all of you @plorders hi can you hear me am i muted. hi. hi. this does not mean i am any less apathetic to the people listed here unless explicitly specified to them.
art creds @eggchandotcom and @44ai_i on twt