I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know.
I'm Macabre, AKA Viktor. I use xe void gore pronouns, as well as masc terms. I'm a 15 year old teen who likes to play roblox and draw. People usually associate me with Roblox Myths russian blues the soviet union the cream color history & black cats. ♡ I'm taken by my beloved husband since 16.10.23, and my amazing qpp since 05.01.25, i'm not interested in being with anyone else; refrain from flirting with me. (i.e: asking for marriage, romantic 'ily's, etc)
Not really open to making friends, I'm really forgetful, closed off and very introverted. I like to draw and play with my friends a lot !!! I'm on meds for anxiety so in the morning you most likely will hear me complain that they taste like shit cuz they rlly do. I don't dm first, don't pressure me to. I often don't understand if what I did was wrong or not, even if its repeated over and over - it never fully clicks in my head. I have a short term memory, don't ask me to remember things, cuz i won't. i get extremely defensive over my friends, which leads me to do certain things to harm ppl who hurt them.
I often am unable to formulate sentences how i intend them to come out, if i said something wrong then please correct me. I don't like being ordered around, so i'll prob just straight up ignore you unless you're a close friend of mine or someone irl. I really like history, specifically the american/french/russian revolution, the ussr, napoleonic wars and ww2. I can be extremely impatient at times. I often have episodes where i insult people or harm myself, i don't think clearly during those episodes. If you bring up certain things from 2023, you'll most likely get blocked. Same goes if you mock me about said things.
I often don't wish to get back in contact with people, unless I give subtle signs (i.e: send you something, view your profile in a place you can see, yada yada). My grammar is shitty most of the time. I usually speak French when I'm stressed, yes i will type how i usually do with my family. I'm extremely open about my mental problems, my s/h, and so on. if you are ever uncomfy with those topics, please tell me so we can change the subjects. I sexualize myself and my body a lot, again if you're uncomfy, please tell me.