MAY
may 1st
my throat hurts brooo... aughh... i had a dream nikk hated me and it made me upset ok bye.
helloo kenlings.. (stole that from rory the lesbian rory) today i want a donut, just ONE donut. i wont eat anything until i get a donut.. (i have no way of getting a donut but its ok) anyway its raininf today.. so i cant do much
may 2nd
my kenlingss.. ive collected so many of u i fear.. hey guys.. heh.. anywy so like today i get haircut and i took a shower and i cleaned my house (which i need2 finish but i started like throwijg up so its postponed..) but uh.. i think my aunt is taking me2 get a suit cuz proms tmr (yuck hate prom) anyway yeah bye
hellooo kenlings(lol) i just got home.. i got haircut, my aunt helped me tone the blonde in my hair!! uh hr nd her fiance criag took me out for dinner and they helped me get a suit! (we had 2 go 2 the kids section cuz im 2.. uhm. the rest are too big.) now im super tired so i wont be up super late.. if u wanna see prom pictures lmk ill prob send them(if i like u)
may 3rd
my kenlings om so tired..prom.. is later.. but im so tired..augh
hey.. i went 2 prom for FIVE minutes and started sobbing! so now im going2 dinner wit my grandma.. ill see my friends later tho.. at least theres nice pictures of me..! maybe..
may 4th
hi guys.. i dont rlly have energy 2 be talking2 people.. i just dont feel up for it. if im not really responding 2 dms for a few days dont take it personally. im kinda out of it idk sorry
may 5th
lorddddddddd
hi.. i havent done much today. i dont feel like doing much today. i still dont wanna talk2 anyone either.. bye
may 6th
again.. most likely WONT REPLY TO UR DMS. even more so because i have like 20 now and i just dont cant be bothered. yawns
you can always write me a letter if you miss me
may 7th
hi. i have a cold. yayyy.. im still gonna see my friends cuz i have2 give one of them something but i wont stay very long. i feel this impending doom eating away at me, kinda like a rat slowly eating ur insides. i fully expect to lose all my friends because it seems like its inevitable.
i hate ALL of you!
may 8th
i went on this old minecraft server thing from a few months ago and it just made me like.. really sad. uhmm.. im surprised the house is still there but im kinda glad it is
i still bave a cold and im sad but im more like.. stable now so cool awesome idk.. i hate being sick my nose is so runny and my head hurts and my throat and i know im always sick... but its mostly jst headaches and stuff an dinfeellike shit and i want to curl up like a bug now because it sucks. i HATE RUNNH NOSES UGHH
also nikk hi im saying hi back, hi again saying hi again, also do not rob me. also yes hermit got expelled W hermit ur schoil sucked this is a win
may 9th
i have nothing2 say rn.. me and arlenes miis got married super cool.. uhm im stil kinda sick but thats abt it so far.
hi my name is kenny nd for my project im gonna kill myself on camera. hi i played mc with ferris rtoday,, she helped me build my house, me and arlenes miis got divorced very sad. i did school and i ate pizza snd now im very sad. goodbye.
im back 2 inform everyone with my private rentry that i DID update and put something in it.. yeah have fun with that.. if u dont have it and i LIKE you, dm me, i dont rlly know who does but yeah idk bye
may 10th
yeah idk lol
may 11th
hi will write later
hi will write now. the bells ringing! i was confused v says!! i was confused when i lead on a 13 yr old!! the bells nigga. i have been playing mc revently and i have diet coke and i have andrew 2.0 ling trig and i got nothing else.
i have nothing 2 doccument, im still sick, thats it..
may 12th
know its for the bettetrrr
i look like uhm not goid rn.. lilkey i am so self consucious recently yikes
may 13th
i sitll dont have much2 say.. i suppose its only 12 but my weeks go slower when nobody is home. im tired
my head hurts. it hurts it hurts imgonnadie. IMGONNADIE. i want a mansion for my baby mamaaaaaa
may 14th
i have2 go 2 the antique store today cuz i told someone id look for something.. so doing that.. i think callums coming with hopefully.. my head hurts but like idk its def my fault because i lack a appetite so i cant eat anything. i have2 do school.. and uhm.. idk.. last night i wokeup and i started cryinf and it was a huge mess and i was so scared and idk what rlly happened but it messed up my sleep so.
may 15th
ah..hah..
i slept like shit, i look like shit, and i feel like shit.. im going through my ENTIRE icloud. its such a hassle but it needs2 get done.
may 16th
i hate icloud.
I GOT THE STUPID EVERSKIES SET IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR!! im si happy abt this. ive been so sad and out of it recently, like very out of it. i dont know why and i cant pinpoint the real problem. im happy about this though and thatll make me not sad for alittle. so thats good.. i think.. right?
going through my icloud (yeah still am) is so .. sad? every friendship ive had, every relationship, every fight or meaningful conversatiton is there. i had to go through the screenshots of being groomed and every past relationship ive had. its all doccumented in one place. its soo.. idk..
may 17th
pmo pmo icl ts (this shit) pmo
may 18th
everythings boring nowww.. so boring.. everyone will die. NOW DIE NOW! i have notning 2 rlly say but i COULD go on a hugee rant aboutKAITLYN but i wont. i think i shld be famous and well loved and liked because i am the best and better thn anyone ever
after youre goneee how can we tell them youre goneee how can show them youre goneee
i hate watermelon SEEDS. THERE IS SO MANY BUT YOU EAT THEM ANYWAY, WHY? WHY. SOOO MANY. i hate them i want thrm OUT of my watermelon. I WANT THEM GONE!
may 19th
2 be famous is 2 be hated. yikesss!! im gonna bet more people dislike me thn like me..
oh boy! oh boy! die die die die die die die die die die die die
may 20th
i like penguins. very much so. i will info dump on penguins but people get mad at me for it so.. i do not wanna rlly.. im scared of being yelled at for it
may 21st
im not very happy!!!!!! i feel to embarassed to express whats bothering me,,, even though this is MY diary and MY rentry. its cold and rainy out, like it has been for the past 2 days. ive been stuck at home because well,, some stuff went down! i cant stop crying, i keep crying. i woke up last night and i was so scared and i didnt know what to do i started crying LMAOOO. i hope i get fucking shot in the next 24 hours.
may 22nd
i feel very LOST and very SAD and i HATE IT
may 24th
i will write later.. kst telling the fans so they keep stalking
its good until its not
25th
i am dying im dying we are alll duing die dead we are dead im dead this is my last messgae i am dead
may 26th
hi guys. its me.. kenny.. shoutout angie she jst told me she reads these!! idrk who does.. me and angie were thinking about that. i havent really wrote a REAL thought down like.. in awhile
i think this is my rentry diary comeback guys
hi marsh and benny and ferris and farrah and angie and nikk and uhmm colb and vadik and rory (with the green hair) and nick andddd uhm.. uhh ig hi kit. and fay and andres and whoever else is reading this idk half these people DONT read this
i am losinf my MIND!1!1 i feel weird and everything feels off key and its so bothering and i hate it very much.. idk how2 fix it. i start summer on thursday or whatever idk
may 27th
school is overrr.. yayy summer yayyy!! i am on call with farrah rn but shes eating dinner, i got FOUR hours of sleep last night (not very good) but its summer now so.. i played grow a garden for many hours, very dumb. farrah and her two brothers joined that was fun tho, and they are supa nice
anyway.. byeeee
nay 28th
im tiredd
may 29th
hi kit i am writing here because you read these now so ok? right now i am watching a movie with callum, its kinda dumb but it just started so we will see if i like it..
hi kit (and others) jts uhmm 9:38 pm and i finished the movie i was watching, its called uhh eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.. very known movie but IT WAS GOOD! it made me cry..now im watching ANOTHER movie.. callums gone now but i have not much else to do so!
may 30th
i feel super lost recently.. not very good.. anyways i finished the other movie hours ago (its 2am btw so.. 30th..) that movie was sad2.. that one was called closer i think it came out in 2004? im 2 lazy2 double check. i have plans latrr with family but im not very tired right now so.. ill just sit on this STUPID garden game.
may 31st
i wull write here in a little