last month
its the first of the month.
JUNE
my head hurrs and im hungover and i will talk anout the other stuff i did.. ok tjanks
2nd
hi.. its 11:32 on the 1st of june but whatever, i havent been active i dont really think. i dont take time2 dm anyone.. i dont even speak2 nikk much. i went 2 a party! yesterday.. last night.. it was ok i saw alottt of people i used2 know or be friends with. i got really drunk.. and i threw up in the hosts bathroom.. (and also at home) my old friend(or friend?) simone drove me home.. ty simone.. my mama was over for a few days but she got kinda mad and stuff so she went home today. i always feel like im in a time warp, things are really weird and i dont feel much of a connection with most people. if you asked me what i did last week i couldnt tell you, i dont know. anyways.
3rd
im LOSING MY MIND!! ICANT DO THIS! its boring everythings boring. iUGH UGH UGH UGH H DIE DIEIDIDJIDEIDIE anyways can we all edit laaiti jst 2 spite this one mutual i have on titktok. i wld rlly like that thanku.
4th
i have come2 realize i am lonely.. my dms are DRY! AS HELL! is this the downfall of dullrifle? maybe.. it might be..
5th
no thoughts rver none die
6th
i have sleepover with ccallum today at callum house! this so fire!! i am excited.. its at 5:30 so i gotta sit around and wait.. dooomscrooling and bedrotting all day long
10th
hii guys.. im back..
SO BASICALLYYY i had2 remove this cuz i added this like 21 yr old pedophile who groomed me in like 2018 because i wnated to bully her.. and i didnt want her having this cuz.. kys shae.. anyway she got scared (?) and blockedme and my friend so HA
i have like a few people i can rlly.. be..idk. its kinda sad i dont feel comfortable around anyone else. if i send u selfies and show u everskies fits i love you.
12th
i have nothunf2 say rn
13th
i might delete discord.. despite how many friends i have i dont have energy 2 keep comverstations. i dont care enough and i think id rather be by myself,, like not talking 2 anyone. i sleep 99% of the time and the other time is spent pondering. i have nothing2 talk about and i dont have much thoughts so..
i cant delete discord. or NORT will STEAL my BESTFRIEND nikk.
14th
rip dullrifle on tiktok.. now its dulllrifle (yeah i know how utterly creative is that)
15th
what do i even write i have nothing2 say.. sorryyy... guys...
17th
im at my friwnds lakehouse rn for thwir birthday.. i am just kinda sitting here,, i didnt sleep well last night but whateva.. i am dying
19th
dont even
20th
im BUSY playinf EVERSKIES!! i dont write much cuz nobody rllt reads these and idk wat2 say.. its summer i dnt do shit.
id like2 redo my rentry theme but im out of ideaszz.. and coding skillsZz..
21
YOU WILL DIE I HATE YOU DIE. FAT FAT FAT. ugh ugh guhguh i WILL be bringing my diary back and i WILL do daily updates.
22nd
hello kenlings. i took ashower.. today i was SUPPOSED2 SEE THE MOVIE BACK DOOR MOUNTWINAND THE GUYSAID JO U CAN TUR NOT 18 AND I CRIED. but thn me and my two friends went all over like goodwill and target and out for dinner so ots ok. but still very sad..
23rd
i have like a sore throat and its very annnoyingg.. idk why but everytime i swallow it hurts so bad. so annoying. oh AND IM SAD. IM SO SAD. WHY AM I SO SAD
24th
ughhh uh uhmm love iskand episode 3 is boring ss shit