" 𝔗𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖊 𝔪𝔞𝔶 𝔟𝔢 𝖚𝖓𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖊 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔪𝔢. . . "

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this is RAY ! speaking.THAI/EN. 6teen . hehim intj lithromntic ⠀✦⠀⠀✦⠀

LOVEMAIL i do not like to write lovemails or spend several minutes to an hour writing love essays, whether it'd be from my own hard surface, or my comforts and internal problems myself.
however, i'd like to dedicate this short passage of the three people i love most before anyone else, and only for these three people. if there are people in the future i'd wish to make a lovemail about, i will not put them in the same category as my most cherished and prioritized friends. repeating once more, this lovemail is dedicated to only my best of friends.

to reveries, you were the fresh of air i needed. you've shown me love and care and endless amount of patience for me, and most importantly - you've never criticized me or made me feel as though i've been wronged. you've continuously spoiled me with your acts of services, gifts and words of affirmation - and to say i couldn't feel more lucky than to have a friend like you would be a total and utter lie.

to niko, thank you for checking up on me frequently after i've had my fair share of breakdowns and continuing to be there for me - despite knowing full well of my flaws and my past that i've tried so hard to seperate myself from. truly, you've been there with me since the beginning and witnessed every part of me - and to say you've still stuck with me despite all that is something i could never possibly fathom. i've told you this multiple times in dms before, but if you have not made that one important decision, then only hell would know where i'd have ended up that day.

to vin, you were the harsh critic i needed in my life, and despite our past of arguments together - we've both improved and balanced off using eachother for our own development. honestly, to say i was surprised we're now so close would be an understatement - and it's also gotta do w the major fact that for some odd reason, opposites really do attract. as harsh as we may both have been with eachother in the past, you are now one of my most loved friends - and because of you, i was able to become a better version of myself. if not for you, i would've remained a child - and thank to hell god i now act like my actual age.

<3

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Pub: 01 Aug 2023 09:12 UTC
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