/ kuromidazai
3/11/25 i think im gonna use this url to yap my head off about dazai bc he's just so perfect. i am the n1 dazai fan and lover btw!!
i think i first saw him in like 2023 in september ish. i may or may not have started the series for him actually.
at the time he was like my second favorite but over the years, new chapters and light novels i've grown to love him so much more ^_^ i own most of the light novels (minus day i picked up dazai as its not translated yet) and i live for the times dazai is mentioned in them
i find it absolutely beautiful how asagiri describes dazai, especially when he was in the port mafia. fun fact, he's described to have black hair in most of the light novels actually, i love his brown hair in the anime but i feel like its just better in the manga, it looks fluffier yk
i actually prefer manga/light novel dazai overall as i feel like bones didn't capture his essence entirely, i still adore anime dazai, the picture on the rihgt is actually one of my favorite screenshots of him ever... he looks too pretty
i love love love how hoshikawa draws pm dazai. he's too perfect, i could stare at him for ages. what i think his art captures that bones/anime dazai dosen't is that he's really just a kid, i love how he gave him more round hair if that makes sense? it just fits him sm
3/15/25 I BOUGHT THE NITOTAN DAZAI PLUSHIES OF EBAY YAY :3 i got both of them for 100ish and it was such a steal as most sell for like 100 by themselves. im so exicted for them 2 come in thier so so silly!! i think the pmzai plush is my favorite plush of him in the dark era. they should come in in like the middle of april (image from seller)
i keep having dreams about getting dazai merch help... i wanna make an itabag of him so badly, i so far have 2 plushies of him, another 2 on the way (the nitotan), a fake pm nendoriod my mom got me, and a pin that was made by a seller at a con. im planning to buy more soon and i have photo card holders and ive made my on photo cards of him. my birthdays in like 5 months and im hoping that i can get stuff of him then 2. i will someday have all the dazai plushies. next i want the one were he has the rabbit hood, i think if i bought him w/ the rabbit hood id buy 2 bc i like him w/ and without the rabbit hood but im not sure cause their like 50$ each so i might wait to buy him. i also really want the kuromi plushies of him and the my melo ones. i wish i had more money so i could buy them all i cant decide i really should buy pins but plushies are better bc u can hug them
i keep having dreams about getting dazai merch help... i wanna make an itabag of him so badly, i so far have 2 plushies of him, another 2 on the way (the nitotan), a fake pm nendoriod my mom got me, and a pin that was made by a seller at a con. im planning to buy more soon and i have photo card holders and ive made my on photo cards of him. my birthdays in like 5 months and im hoping that i can get stuff of him then 2. i will someday have all the dazai plushies. next i want the one were he has the rabbit hood, i think if i bought him w/ the rabbit hood id buy 2 bc i like him w/ and without the rabbit hood but im not sure cause their like 50$ each so i might wait to buy him. i also really want the kuromi plushies of him and the my melo ones. i wish i had more money so i could buy them all i cant decide i really should buy pins but plushies are better bc u can hug them
3/22/25 - im on a trip rn and on tuesday i think i might be able to find dazai merch im really exitced!! i wanna make a repeat ita bag so i might find some merch there, im worried about money though. but i think it'll be worth it bc dazai. he's so silly and i love him. i found 2 of the bunny plushies going for 70 on mecari jp but idk how to buy from it ueueueueu... i want them so badly you odn't undersatnd. i keep smiling to myself when looking at him help me. he's just so fkldjaskflsklfjlkfdsafsa i love this specific pannel of him so much, i think it's one of my favorites, his hair, the angle the everything is all so sigma. i wish he was real
3/26/25 - yesterday i found dazai merch yayyayay he looks so pretty in them and im dying. i love the arylic stand hes litteraly ;P im gonna get another stand for easter that my mom bought for me at the same store. i love him sm you dont understand. he's so silly!! i want my nitotan dazai plushies to come in i miss them... ive been bringing my dazai plushie w/ me everywhere 2 bc i need dazai merch w/ me wherever i go so i can look at his stupid face
4/2/25 - this is not a drill this is not a drill my dazai plushies came in, im actually dyiing their so silly willy!! i dont know how ill ever me able to part from them. how will i live at school knowing their not with me, i might take them to school but im scared ill lose them or get him dirty.
i keep smiling whenever i see him hes so cutie. i love him you dont understand. no one likes him better than me imo. hes my baby i love him. my favorite of the plushies is def the pm one (dont tell ada!dazai plush he will cry)
4/3/25 - we got new dazai pannels im screaming hlep me hes 2 pretty i cant, the way hes looking at the camera sfdasf i love him. harukawa we love you thank you for blessing us with the new dazai content. the little bit of light in his eyes sdfsdfasd and his eyelashes i love him...
his 3/4 proife alkfjdsaklfdkjlsa help me his posture he looks like a shrimp, someone tell him to sit up before he gets back pains, so stupid. his hair is so round but less straight it looks so much healiter than 14zai. maybe he actually washed his hair for once.
i love love love when harukawa draws him w/ expressions their just so flaskfjslajfsda... hosikawa also does his expressions so yummily i love them. again i adore his 3/4 profile sm. he looks like a angry cat, he's littearly >:o
someone fix his dumb bangs their off center he needs to push them in place. i love how his eye was hidden by the speech bubble bc next page he gets the pmzai flashbacks and i think its such a good transition, he looks so serious in the recent pannels (excluding pmzai) someone give him a hug b4 he starts crying.
also his side profile?? how let bro be so majestic. he's so perfect what he's so pretty. his nose is so point i bet you could stab someone w/ it i think. he's so stupid and baby i adore himm
4/12/25 i caved and bought a dazai lot... it was like 70$ help, image from seller bc their not in yet. i didnt realize their was beastzai in it until after i bought it and im so happy i love love love beastzai!! im hoping itll be enough stuff to make my ita bag fully dazai theme but im not sure. im also thinking about buying my melo+kuromi clothes for my dazai nitotan plushies but im not sure...
6/26/25 i got like really burnout and didnt feel like updating anything lols, my love for dazai was still their i was just distracted w/ irl relationship stuff... but now im back on the dazai spree or whatever the heck u call it. my package i wrote about earlier is in and i made ita bag. i ordered a cupcake dazai plushie and am currently in the process of moving so i dont have nice pictures. i drew some dazai art as wlel... im just gonna photo dump bc i don't feel like talking rn im so lazy. their gonna be squished cause i dont feel like cropping
i also think im a selective sharing dazai yume, im so picky about who i share w/ tho idk i hate seeing ppl love him ive only been able to bring myself to follow really good dazai yumes who are artists cause most of them focus on dazai rather than their yumeship idk i hate that other ppl can see him/silly dont cancle me. updates are gonna be less frequent and lazier cause i dont feel like doinga nything i want to die rn idk skbidi
7/20/25 its so hard 4 me to update im so lazy lols. im gonna order a beastzai plush soon (seller is iresponsive rn) and my cupcake dazai + pm dazai mochi plush (idk what their called lols) came in. just made a rentry cliam on /dazaiosamus and got url /mymelodydazai bc it was up. today should be a good day. ill put pictures soon
->9/4/25 hii again i realized im ns yume bc i just HATE anyone talking about him... i get so jealous its stupid. ive gotten more dazai merch (i have the bunny hood one, both big taitos, beast mochi dazai, kuromi dazai plushie, dead apple dazai plush (idk the name off the top of my head lols) and some other stuff. i have two dazai acrylic stands coming yayyyayay, i yap more about him on /yumedazai expect its more my yumeship with him :p sorry about infrequent updates (no one even reads this lols idk why im apologizing) but im lazy and yap mostly about him to my epic sibling and pinterest.
ill probably yap more later. main is /curelily if you care, ill make this pretty soon