hello hi :3 my name is cash and this love mail is for the awesome people in my life. I ♡ you all ୨୧
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BEST FRIEND ꒱ AMBER HEY HI LJ! happy four years of knowing each other 💕 which is actually insane to think about because FOUR YEARS??? where did all that time even go. I'm genuinely surprised we've known each other for that long already. not complaining though because if anything I wish we had even more years added onto that. okay rant begin I want to start off by saying THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY 7TH GRADE THE BEST GRADE I EVER HAD. I don't think you realize how much you genuinely impacted that entire year for me. You were always so sweet, so patient, and so kind towards me. Every time I messed up, failed at something, got upset, or was being dramatic over something stupid, you never treated me like I was some annoying kid who needed to get their act together. You treated me like a friend. Not just a friend either, a BEST FRIEND. I seriously miss our talks so much. I miss those stupid drawing books we'd constantly pass around and fill with random bullshit, doodles, jokes, and whatever nonsense came into our heads at the time LOL. And yes, before you ask, I STILL HAVE THEM. They've basically been rotting along side me for years now, but I'm keeping them forever because they have a special place in my heart. I'm genuinely so happy that I got to meet you. You've inspired me a lot over the years, probably more than you realize. You never treated me differently because of our beliefs (religion you know) opinions, or the small disagreements we had. We could disagree on something and somehow still be completely fine afterward because you never made it feel like a competition or a fight. You just accepted me for who I was, and that's something I really appreciate <3 You have supported me for so long, and somehow you still remember tiny details about me that I forgot I even told you. Like hello??? how do you remember things I mentioned THREE YEARS AGO. You remembered my birthday too ☹️ HELL (pun absolutely intended) YOU EVEN GREETED ME DURING PRIDE MONTH LMFAOOO. You never pushed anything onto me, never made me feel judged, and never once made me question our friendship. I have never felt like I needed to be someone else around you. I could just exist and somehow that was enough. One of my favorite things about us is that we could literally disappear for months without talking. Like actual MONTHS. Eight months even. (yes that happened) And somehow when we talk again it's like we just continued a conversation from yesterday. There's never any awkwardness or weirdness. It's always just us being us. I also remember times where I was crying or having a genuinely awful day, and somehow the person comforting me ended up being you. Those moments mean a lot more to me than I probably ever said out loud. You were there when I needed someone, and I'll always be grateful for that. You are genuinely one of the kindest people I've ever met. You've never made me feel different, weird, or unwanted. You've always made me feel included, cared about, and appreciated. That's a rare thing, and it's one of the reasons why I value our friendship so much.
Also you're my pink person by the way. I don't make the rules. I know you probably aren't going to see this, but that doesn't mean I can't secretly write about you anyway. Who knowsssss. Maybe one day you'll somehow stumble across this and realize just how much I appreciate you. Happy four years, LJ 🩵💛 and thank you for being one of the best friends I've ever had. (P.S you're the Astro to my dandy, their friendship reminds me so much of us)


FRIEND GROUP ꒱ Hi! hello to the homo community 👀 You 5 have genuinely made my days so much better. Thank you for always being there for me whenever I needed support, listening to me ramble, and never once complaining about how much of a baby I can get sometimes or how many times I end up repeating myself and ranting about the exact same situation over and over again. I'll admit that in the past I was pretty doubtful. There were times where I convinced myself that maybe you guys didn't actually care about me, that this was all temporary, just a passing memory, or that I was wasting my time getting attached. BUT. I couldn't have been more wrong. You've all done nothing but prove me wrong again and again by sticking around, supporting me, and caring about me in ways I didn't always expect (SHOCK EMOJI) I really do want to make sure that all five (cough six me) of us stay together through thick and thin. No matter what happens, no matter what kind of situation comes up, I promise to always be by your side. Even if I don't always agree with everything, that doesn't change how much I care about you all. Nothing is going to change our friendship, and I'm not going to let other people get in the way of that either. You all have done nothing but the absolute best for me, and I appreciate it more than I can properly put into words. I want to repay that someday with everything I've got. As dramatic as that sounds, I genuinely mean it. You guys have become some of the most important people in my life, and I'm incredibly grateful for every memory we've made together so far. I'm not letting anything get in the way of us, and that's final :3
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I'll be working on this again soon.
special mentions: Aubree, August, Alice, Azure, Atlas, Bea, Cecil, Dan, Darci, Evee, Gloomy, Julian, Kazzy, Keon, Leon, Max, Mina, Oil, OSU, Ron + More my brain hurts from thinking LMFAO.