Maybe you'd be happier slipping into the crowd...

.COノMADSPEEDDiSORDER ...and then, I dunno, dropping dead?

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FRAiSEノNiLLA i just feel like you'd like this song idk the very first friend i made after having none for such a long time. i don't know when we exactly met but it must've been like 3 or 4 years ago holy SHIT!! i'm really grateful that i got to meet you, i probably would've been doing way more terribly if i didn't. HELPP that probably sounds awful but you talking to me and having me become friends with ryo really helped out with my isolation and mental health. i have no clue how you're still even friends with me cuz looking back i was honestly toxic to both of you (at least in my opinion and idk i still feel bad about it genuinely i'm sorry you had to deal with younger me, no clue what kinda shit i was on bruhh). i'm not as active online cuz of work and stuff, i want to reach out to you more but i get worried that i'm being annoying and also that you already have other people to talk to so i don't want to bother you. i don't think i know you that well on a personal level but i think you're genuinely such a sweet and kind person and whenever you tell me that someone has beef with you or something i'm so shocked because i don't understand how anyone could hate you fr i also feel so proud of you whenever you share your drawings with me because it feels like you just never stop improving and your stuff just gets better and better, and i hope it keeps going that way for you because you deserve recognition for the effort you put in as well as just being an amazing person in general thank you so much for being there for me when i needed it most, idk where i'd be if it wasn't for you

RYOノJAMES the instrumental is you core methinks.. again i have zero ideas as to how you're still friends with me dude it's been so long since we met, i remember that our friendship wasn't that great at first(?) but somehow we're still talking to each other to this day and managed to become best friends like WHATT. i love the dynamic between us because the both of us are so incredibly different from each other but we either manage to find some common ground somewhere or we become interested in what the other person likes and i think that's just so awesomesauce bro.... i feel like i could (and also have to) be better as a friend though, i get the feeling that i'm awful at responding to what you say and i'm worried that it makes me look dismissive or disinterested even though i don't feel that way at all i actually really appreciate it whenever you share something with me and introduce me to it, especially guilty gear because it's just so god damn peak (i really need to play strive again but i'm so ASS. i want to get a playstation for christmas so hopefully we can play it with each other once that time arrives) AND I ALSO HAD A FUN TIME PLAYING SILENT HILL!! it means so so much to me when you share something that's important to you with me twin please keep yapping as much as you want because i'd rather have at least one person to endlessly talk and ramble to than nobody at all cuz i'm always happy to be in your presence & i value you in my life

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Pub: 17 May 2026 23:56 UTC

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