karson's lovemail ♡ lio inspired me. lio's lovemail

to psys

HELLO PSYS! ill write to all of you first and then my girlfriend but i cant believe karson has officially known you for like.. over a year? already? which is insane to me because it feels like just yesterday we were meeting in that one server. karson is so beyond words greatful for you and ill never be able to put into words JUST how much you mean to us and our system, seriously. you saved our whole entire system, especially me, from our ex when it was tough. you were there for me when i was still attached, you were there for it all and you never stopped supporting me, you never stopped supporting us. this'll forever mean so, so much to me. we have been through so much together and im honestly shocked that youve stayed by our side during everything that happened, especially when roman was host cause hes.. a special case in itself. but jokes aside, we all love you. theres nobody in your system that i genuinely hate because i cant bring myself to doing so.. but rerir 100% hates loreilette idk what his issue is theyll turn out gay eventually

to purity / the love of my life.

hello my angel!!!!! i love u heueyeehru ok. lockin. again, i cant believe its been a year and we're hitting our one year together on 13/05. it is so unbelievable to me that youve dealt with my bs this long?? like its genuinely unreal that youve stuck with me throughout every episode, everytime i tried to isolate, everytime i would lashout. youre the first person to stay with me no matter what and ive never experienced that before, i always expect you to leave until i remember that yk.. we communicate now.. which is scary but ive never had communication with anybody else in the past but Omfg its live saving dude. youve changed my ways greatly, youre the reason ive quit so many things and youre the reason i hesitate in rough moments. not a big fan of half of my system crushing on you tho bro cus wtf can THEY NOT. literally every teenager (Joke obviously Duh) in here is like Opmgggggg purity i loveee u Ok sorry they bug me i hate this system ;-; but BACK ONTO YOU. i know i say it alot but i love you so much and youre genuinely my saviour, i dont know where i would be today if it wasnt for you. youve saved me and youve stuck with me the whole. time. which is alot of work cus im like... Alot of work but thank you for seeing me, staying with me and letting me know i have potential in life. thank you for everything, i love you more than words could ever say. mon amour ❤︎

to AMY!!!

dude.. wtf.. 11 years of fridnshuop. hello amy my goat i cant believe ive known you for so long dude like deadass youve seen me for every phase of my life and youve BEEN THERE since the genuine beggining?? i also dk how you deal with my bs bro im crine like how have you survived 11 years ofnme but apart from jokes about our friendship, im really happy were back in contact again. i missed you so bad when we werent in contact and that first time you dmed me i was so insanely happy and shocked because i thought i had lost you forever. i cherish you so dearly, from the bottom of my heart i love you so much. platonically ofciurse im not gay but my mum thinks otherwise wtfff :/. i can briefly remember some moments we had in school hut my memory kinda SUCKS . i know we have old snapchat things tho cus they showup on my like "5 years ago today" thing so atleast i have those. also we look so tiny in those LOL its so insane to think were turning 16??? this year?? what??? the hellhappened. were unc status but offourse im more unc cus i eas born 06/11 and ur 27/11. wtv im unc.. also damon albarn is chopped and RIZZ PARTY PLAYLUST omfg actually i havent seen you in like what a week two weeks maybe even three weeks we need to meet again plss splssss bro plssss i miss u so much ok? but yes i do appreciate you deeply and im so, so happy were friends. youll always be my bestfriend, until the day i die.

to sitara as a whole

dude.. wtf.. HIIIII BOIII OMG im very inspired by u oomf sry. but i cant velieve were friends? at one point we genuinely HATED eachother but now were like bestfriends?? yes my hesdmates r scared .. ill try make them lock in okay i need them to realise not everyone is bad and im still so mad that roman only spoke ONCE and he was insulting me. like ARE YOU DEADASS ROMAN BE NICE????. myhead hurts while writing this lwk but im so happy that we reunited? ig u coulf say cus we used to play idv in that group with uh... somebody...! haha. but i love playing dandys with you && idv with you and ratt is just as fun, i hope we get to play again soon. youre all so funny bro we already have so many inside jokes and just general references with eachother like BOOK or lazuliiii (music emojis cus they dont work) and so on so fourth. ash is my goat btw .. i do agree on ash needing to meet kenji ill tell him to stop being a coward cus i feel like theyd get on really well.. theyre also akitotwins so we might aswell right. maybe ill force him into front one day hes just too busy being gay with his gf.. which also insane? howd he pull bro? are u? LIKE SON IM CRINE HOWD HE DO THAT ok sordy this is rlly unserious but i am greatful for you, youve helped me realise things i never realised before and you even had screenshots to prove it. im glad i cleared my name and got over my anxiety of sending an atabook message because it was so worth it and now were best buddies aww ok ew thtat was cringe actually omfg jgnore that. ill write more here soon myabe o need to lock in

to zircon BRUH BRUH BRUH HI MY GOAT OMG we dont talk alot anymore bro im sorry thats my bad lwk im inactive on discord recently atleast on my main but i miss u so much. ur kindof an og? oomf? Weve known eachother for a little while im sososososososos happy bro ur so funny i love alex clark i Loveee pibby i love it all. i miss calling with you honestly we need to call again remember when we played that seal game nonstop and my dad MY DAD JOINED OMG HELPME that was so fun and the crk era where we both got back into it. and the skate era as a whole you saw me through Saint.. and everyone else but now we have jokes to make so who gaf ;-; that was such an insane experience i actually met you BEFORE i dated saint iirc.. we met in uh.. ANDYS AHHH AHHH AHHH andys server that was such a time bro i dont even Wanna talk about allat. i need to dm u more i will ok i will. ur my goat were like Edgy Teen BpdCore Twins ykwim? but like seriously we relate to eachother so well and i liek ranting to u ot like when we have those moments where we rant to eachother and we turn into that one alien holding eachother gif cus were just on the same wavelength. ur sooo frickin kawaii ok eorry i need to stop joking im serious . im greatful for you and everything youve been through with me and im pretty sure roman?? like when he hosted you guys became friends and im glad you arent one of those people who let my system / headmates get in the way of friendships. romans a cool dude hes js grumpy and a faggot :/. BUT i love you so much bro youre so awesomesauce. thank you for being my friend papa

to box / boxie HI UNC omf ive been needing to write something for you youre my goat even if ur rllyy uncle status. i cant believe our friendship primarily started from you dming me on twitter like Hey im also an ivan yume but ur ns so.. but i qwas feeling nice that day so i was like huh okay thats fine and now ur the only ivan yume i actually like / ur my only exception. we play dandys ALOT but im glad we do cus it just isnt as fun alone as it is with friends and im hapy i have somebody to play a game with now. still havent got squirm tho im gonna slime u for gettig ihim before me bro hes genuinely avoiding me ts not FUNNY SQUIRM ILY COME HOME BRUH If i dont get his research soon il buy glisten or we can grind for bassie cs i rlly want her shes cccuuuuteee ookay sory offtopic. youre also my only exception for ivantill shippers and i hate all the others LMFOAOOA you say youre honoured to br an exception quite alot and im glad you are cus youve seen my blocklist dude im a block button warrior.. i had 400+ blocks on my og discord it was insane. on the topic of calls i think its so funny that you sit and listen to me rant most days cus im a professional shittalker icl.. but i listen to you too so its like a deal yk??? im also rlly greatful tha youre the reason ive become more confident im making friends. younmight not knpw this but you making gcs and stuff for dandys actually was lifesaving cus its kinda fixed my anxiety ive had over making friends cus of past relationships. dib && jay my goats btw youre all so funny OK this is for boxie sorry. thank you for always being there for me when i needed it and always offering comfort when you saw my stories of rants or me breaking down from harassment/stalking etc etc. thank you for letting me know i have a safeplace even if i dont talk to people about my feelings often, i like knowing someone cares enough to listen. i love you platonically unc

to my tiktok oomfs !!!

jesus hello everyone. i wouldve named you all seperately but thatd be ALOT of writing my brain cant handle so ill name you all here. beltrame, vivi, emersyn, aki/ruby, lily, silver, dulcis/blanche, misha, wain/와인 and frill/chi. i love you all dearly. some of you ive just newly met but some of you are ogs like wain, frill, silver lily and ruby. you all hold a special place in my heart because youve always been so supportive of me and my choices, my yumeships and kyienivan as a whole. you guys are kinda like d1 kyien glazers but im honestly happy that you are because it helps with my confidence a shitton and i used to be afraid to post, i now have all of you to look forward to when posting my videos. i dont talk to you all alot and this is mainly because i dont open tiktok dms but when i DO talk or interact with you guys it always makes me so happy. my n1 form of communication used to be twitter replies especially with chi but i dont have twt snymore.. but omg our twt era was so fun i miss twt lowkey. but i also dont and im so glad im away from that platform. i do wish to talk to everyone more honestly youre all so cool and i used to be scared to interact with alot of you so yk.. dont be shy and uh you can ask for my discord and i Might just give it. when i get around to the tiktok dm that is LOL forgive me OKOKOK i love you all so much and i love all the gift edits or the requests you guys make. i appreciate chi for that kyienivan art you made for me, i still have it favourited and itll go on my kyienivan artwall on my soon to be kyienivan rentry.. BUT AGAIN. i love you all, so, so much. thank you for being some of my biggest supporters.

to LUKAGC / DIASOMNIA GC/FAM

Holy shit i left u guys until last cus ur the only gc i rlly speak in and Because idk this might be a big text wall maybeit will maybe it wont..? BUT HI ALL PF YOU DOVE SITARA SEALOOMF SCARLETT/CADENCE i love you guys smsmsms i know im kinda newgen cus i was only rlly .. i only knew of sitara and then i ended up meeting you all in sitara's sysserver which turned into a groupchat but youre all so cool. i appreciate and lookup to you all alot and were so 4nakt.. were so diasomnia were so phainon hyacine anaxa castorice were so vbs/leoneed/lowk n25 and the list just goes ON. we are every group of four out there and nobody can prove me wrong on this idc. i need to talk to you all more too i just dont login to discord alot??? idk why im chronically online so youd expect me to yse discord yk.. but i dont and thats ok cus ur still my bestfriends and ill still storypost about you. were so goated that we have a gc on discord, insta AND tiktok im so glad you guys didnt hate me from whatever you mightve heard from other people and im so thankful about how welcoming you all were towards me. i also have characters i assign for everyone like dove is rerir cadence is hyacine or muu and sitara is kalim. o have so many more these are just the ones i see the MOSTTTT OK???? ily all so much thank you for being my friends. i was so scared of you all at first but ur goated so its ok my brain is kinda dying ive written so much ommmmg

Hello.. it is i kyien / KARSON HOST and yes i will add to these more as time goes on. i have bad memory but obviously most if not all of you know this cus its just.. a thing i have ig idk. but keep an eye out cus ill try update this frequently OK THANKS FOR READING I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!