aska please dont do anything stupid. i love you. please

oh man☹️

my cat has been following me for days now, stella is normally pretty clingy but recently she is everywhere i am. i was sleeping like all day and she slept next2 me the entire time. i dont know why its a bit odd. it makes me worried idk.. is she depressed? am i depressed? i finally left my room after many many days of just sitting in my bed and she sat with me in the living room, and now im in my room again and so is she. shes eating normally and all that so idk im lost, she seems gentle with me2, normally shes pretty sweet but she just seems more gentle. maybe i should do research and make sure shes not sick or anything.

helo stella updates, i took2 reddit for help and a very nice person told me that she can probably sense im upset + the change of weather, she has no health issues because her breathing is very normally paced. so yes it is because im depressed 👀 but shes perfectly healthy, just incase im gonna monitor her breathing.

have you ever considered the afterlife? what happens when you are dying? if youre sitting in a bathtub bleeding out, does ur life flash before your eyes? or do you just sit there and think?

i never meet my own standards. i feel like everything i do isnt good enough, like even if i hurt myself i cant do it good enough. im failing in so many ways im almost impressed. i set so many goals for myself and i dont think i will ever reach them now.

i couldve been something great

19th

ive been so stressed recently, i find it hard2 take care of myself in the past few days, it feels a bit pathetic.

imissuouand ihopeyoutegonbeokbecaysei dontonowhwatid doif i didnthavenybestfriend

they are putting my meds dose2 200mg thanks everypony

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