Do not read past this point if you are uncomfortable with sexual topics; our sexuality is going to be discussed in this as well as our collective(?) gender identity.
My name is Phil, and I think I am the host of this system now.
The old host used to collectively refer to herself and the body as androgyne, but fem presenting. Which makes sense, since she was the former host and once upon a time was cis fem before coming out as androgyne. Most of our alters are male. We still consider ourselves androgyne, but wish to be seen as masc-leaning androgyne and exclusively use he/him in our comfort spaces despite not really wanting bottom surgery (top surgery needs to happen please idk if the body's boobs are small I want them GONE). In headspace, I am male, but with the body's lower half, essentially what we would have if we looked the way we wanted bodily.
The host before me has only ever been in relationship(s) with those whose gender vaguely mirrors her own. My own sexuality is similar, I am a man who happens to have the body's lower half and therefore am more attracted to trans men? It doesn't matter if they've physically transitioned or not. The only cis men I feel attraction to aren't real.
We lost attraction to women after a breakup with one and also became a bottom after only ever topping for the person, which may be part of the reason we (I?) feel more attraction to masculine presenting queer people who act like the man of the relationship.
I forgot where I was going with this.
Oh yeah.
Probably don't read after this part, it's kind of personal. Just writing down preferences I would have if I'm ever in a relationship again.
As a c!philza alter, I have wings in headspace. This leads to wanting a potential partner to use terms of endearment on me that embody that headspace reality. Things such as 'pretty bird' or 'my crow'. I feel constantly like I'm 20 but also feel like I'm immortal? So I'd laugh in the face of someone who tries to baby me or use derogatory 'endearments' that make me sound like I'm younger or a child. 'Good boy' just gives me the ick. I want to be treated like an adult but I also want to be taken care of, if that makes sense?