Phil, a co-host of the Facet System. 

Philza Minecraft. Angel of Death. The ℕ𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕙 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐭.
Phil, Philza, Crow, Bird
I'm tired but I'll make it through.
Combination of cc!phil in personality with some c!phil in mostly appearance but some personality too. Source memories include origins, dsmp, hardcore series, antarctic empire, terra swoop force, the cc, and some completely fabricated memories the brain just decided to fucking make up. Though a couple of things happening definitely slapped us in the face enough to reality separate.
Listening to:
MIRROR - Derivakat
Prefers being called Phil by people he considers close friends. Philza sounds too formal, like a title rather than a name. Finding it hard to cope with everyone he knew either being different or gone. Comfort-seeking in moments of weakness. Hiding neediness from everyone he cares about because he's afraid to burden others.

Extremely self conscious about our age bodily (25+ adult), because we're afraid people we befriend will treat us differently because of it when we feel just as swamped by life and reality as any young adult, maybe even moreso because of our neurodivergence. DON'T TELL US TO ADOPT PEOPLE YOU FUCKS, we do NOT feel qualified to take care of any more kids. We honestly need someone to take care of us instead.
Collector of blinkies and other shiny things.



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