just so you know
this rentry is both incredibly long and self-satirizing in nature which means i am purposefully exaggerating stuff because i find it funny. it doesn't mean that i am not this mentally ill, however the glamorizing and unconcerned tone of this work of art is fully intentional. if this cup of tea isn't yours and you'd prefer coffee or some other drink then please don't read this because you might get the wrong idea about me, or, even worse, the right idea. if you don't want to be exposed to radioactive quantities of cringe and copium, but want to know the creature you're faced with, consider reading my carrd.

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she/her; he/him; they/them. "26 years old".
about me

who i am
- My name is Pocket!
- Pock, Pocks, Pocky etc. are all fine as nicknames!
- The vessel carrying my various souls is 26 years old since 5th of November 2022!
- Genderfluid - agender, bigender, cis girl, trans male. Hoping to settle on one one day. Masculinizing transition is my dream one day.
- Abrosexual (fluid sexuality), but predominantly female leaning, thus usually identifying as lesbian.
- But also on the asexual spectrum, so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- I come from Poland, live in Germany. Fluent in Polish, English, German.
- Want to eventually learn Russian, Japanese and Spanish if possible.
- My personality lies somewhere between ENTP and INFP. Depending on currently manifesting mental illness.
- I'm friend. And funny as fuck. And mostly chill. Yes despite all of it. But then I'm also a nightmare to be around.
what's wrong with me
- I am a Scorpio.
- (I have borderline personality disorder).
- I am on every spectrum in the world.
- I can show you the symptoms you've never seen before.
- hyperactive, inattentive, super forgetful, eating weird shit, sleeping either 17 hours or not at all, fucking mod swings, trust issues for decades, overattachement, lack of worth, instability, persona changes, compulsvie thoughts, obsessive thoughts, i literally scratched an open hole in my head, so much anxiety, awesome sense of humor, morbid obesity et cetera et cetera i am damaged goods wanting to make the best out of my live doing what i love (abusing social media) until the day i finally let the suicidal thoughts win.
- I was abused by my mommy and now I'm like this.
- I will never ever grow up. Even if it kills me. Preferably it shouldn't have to.
- I always want to be centrum of the attention. I can't tolerate talking in a group because I have 0 understanding of social norms and hierarchies, but I can't keep a track of 1 to 1 conversation either because I space out, so I naturally concluded that I need to be a menhera idol put upon a pedestal able to speak to the masses who can experience my whole glory from a safe distance and this is precisely the type of delusion that twitter is enabling in me.
- I freak out at least once a month about everyone being out to get me and I make it my mission to get them before they get me.
- I am age regressor, I am a furry, I am otherkin in all senses, I am a hoarder and a piece of garbage.
- Sometimes I have a dissociation and I'm convinced I'm different people and my identity changes (the vibe the vibe omg the vibe changed!) but my therapist said she'd notice if I had DID so now I'm just being petty honestly, so I won't shut up about my dissociated parts.
- I will absolutely shut up about them most of the time. Because it's cringe. I wish I was whole sometimes (ᴗ˳ᴗ)
- Borderline empties make me a little bit of an adrenaline junkie just to get some secondhand emotions so I get into... situations. To feel something.
- I have symptomatic rabies but will never die from it since I'm also immortal. /j
- I overshare the fuck out of shit.
- (YEah, no kidding...)
- As you can tell, I have lost all shame long ago. I am aware of my problems. That doesn't make it any better, but that's my problem to live with. It doesn't have to be your problem. (Block me. And the hundreds accounts I make afterwards, oh well. No one said life is easy.) I will work only on what is necessary for survival and let the train wreck continue otherwise, and I'll be causing problems all along the way.
what i like
normie interests
animals (zoology, all sorts of animals), planet zoo the game, plants (botany, flowers, sunflowers), art (drawing, writing, reading, looking at pretty pictures, taking and looking at nature photography), collecting things (figures and other anime merch, notebooks, journals, coloring books, plushies, stickers different pieces of stationery and all sorts of other things), original characters, manga and anime and visual novel, nintendo games, disney animated movies, musicals and songs telling stories (think works of mothy or sound horizon), horror and thriller genre, scary things both in serious light and cartoony kiddy halloween'y tone and also including anthropormized moe monster girls (or not girls idm), fairytales, folklore, legends and myths, languages and customs of cultures around the world, psychology including forensic psychology, true crime, true tragedy, a wide array of misantrohphic views and ideologies (is this rly normie interest, pocky...) + indescribable amount of "tumblr aesthetics" (cottagecore, kidcore, academia, lovecore or whatever, pastel, dark, neon, eyestrain, cute, gross, scary, scenic? idc, just fuck me up.)

fandoms
main:
- ensemble stars
- MILGRAM
- pokémon
- VOCALOID and other voice synth
- genshin impact
(skip straight to fav characters)
other:
- pandora hearts
- madoka magica
- love live
- obey me
- hatoful boyfriend
- vanitas no carte
- umineko no naku koro ni
- katekyo hitman reborn
- vivy
- shadows hosue
- attack on titan
- elsword
- royal tutor heine
- assassination classroom
- steven universe
- my little pony
- animal crossing
- demon slayer
- promised neverland
- danganronpa
- shaman king
- zombieland saga
- dramatical murder
- death note
- spy x family
- talentless nana
- black butler
- toilet bound hanako kun
- shinsekai yori
and more! i grew up online i breathe fandoms they're more real to me than real life /genuine /sad
only from afar/ sporadically:
- project sekai
- idolm@ster
- deresute
- shiny colors
- a3
- dankira
- 86
- kemono jihen
- haikyuu
- bandori
- my hero academia
- mob psycho
- noragami
- blue exorcist
- twisted wonderland
- hypnosis mic
- i-chu
- hetalia
- no.6
favs/ccs
major brainworms beyond removal:
- leo tsukinaga, tori himemiya, eichi tenshouin, knights (ensemble stars)
- n harmonia, green oak (pokemon)
- len kagamine (vocaloid)
- haruka sakurai (milgram)
- venti (genshin impact)
- madoka (madoka magica)
love these bitches a normal (/s) amount:
- all of the ensemble stars cast not mentioned previously
- allister, wally, ilima, hilbert, red (pokemon)
- reuniclus, arcanine, pidgeot, hydreigon, furret (pokemon species)
- fuuta, mahiru, es (milgram)
- rin, miku, meiko (vocaloid)
- sukone tei, eleanor forte (utau and vsynth respectively)
- sucrose, tartaglia, zhongli, nahida, scaramouche, barbara, aether, xinyan (genshin)
- HELP I DON'T EVEN PLAY THIS GAME
- mami (madoka)
- clear, aoba (dmmd)
- gilbert, oz (pandora hearts)
- beel, belphegor, leviathan (obey me)
- lanzhu, mia, emma, rina, rin, ruby (lovelive)
- shu, nageki, kazuaki-kun (hatoful boyfriend)
- sayu, lion (umineko)
- molly (animal crossing)
- fran, belphegor, mukuro, hibari (reborn)
- laby, ain (elsword)
- barbie, patrick, john, kate (shadows house)
- spinel (steven universe)
- emma (promised neverland)
- chihiro, junko, naegi (danganronpa)
- hao, yoh (shaman king)
- ai, junko (zombieland saga)
- alois (black butler)
- mitsuba (hanako-kun)
- zenitsu (demon slayer)
sometimes on my mind:
- hilda, acerola, lillie, gladion (pokemon)
- luka, kaito, piko, oliver, seeu, mayu (vocaloid)
- mink (dmmd)
- asmodeus, luke (obey me)
- shouyou, kenma (haikyuu)
- yukine (noragami)
- sakura, yugiri (zombieland saga)
- tsuna (reborn)
- ciel (x2), snake (black butler)
- all of love live's girls
- osaki twins, kaho, juri, asahi, madoka (shinymas)
- mahiru (dankira)
- kanata, kokoro, momo, mio (i-chu)
- jakurai, ramuda, saburo (hypmic)
- russia, south italy (hetalia)
- epel, riddle, lilia (twst)
więcej grzechów nie pamiętam* żałuję za niei pragnę się poprawić*
ships

oh-tee-pee? (OTP aka. only true pairing which is funny since i'm a rabid multishipper)
- poly!knights, eileo, rinkoha, hinayuu, torikasa, mayoniki (enstars)
- isshushipping, originalshipping (pokemon)
- 0103 (milgram)
- zhongchi/chili (genshin impact)
- junai (zombieland saga)
also yum
- every 👏 single 👏 ensemble 👏 stars 👏 ship (it's my hyperfixation and source and i get to whore the fuck out of everyone
- len x rin x miku (either duo or poly), len x oliver, len x piko, len x sukone tei, len x any big breasted oneesan (vocaloid)
- 0104 (toxic only), 0005, 0206, 0910, 0410 (milgram)
- zhongven, chiscara, aether x male characters, aether x lumine, ranett (genshin)
- ozbert (pandora hearts)
- cleao (dmmd)
- beelphie (obey me)
- fran x bel, 691827, tuna harem (reborn)
- naehiro, naegami (danganronpa)
- asakuracest (shaman king)
- tanzen (demon slayer)
- kenhina (haikyuu)
- yatone (noragami)
- nezushi (no.6)
- spaita (hetalia)
- madomami (hetalia)
- harutheo (86)
- lawlight (death note)
+ probably a shitton of other mid yaoi and top tier yuri (since yuri is always top tier /j) and also some PIV (penis in vagina) couples so if you have straight cooties (because how PIV can be anything else but straight /s) i would recommend some distance between us... this is a jab at certain groups of people, don't worry. just know that i don't ship based on gender, i just tend to liek a shitton of slash ships because i tend to get invested in media where men are better written.
kins
(let's throw this whole section away)
- leo tsukinaga (enstars)
- green oak (pokemon)
actually both mean something that's not technically a kin but let's stop talking for now - hilbert (pokemon)
- haruka (milgram)
- meiko (vocaloid)
- mami (madoka)
- king/kazuaki-kun (hatoful boyfriend)
- naegi (danganronpa)
if you shake me real hard i will let you in on more of my fictionkins but for now i will use my right to remain silent
my 'normal' kintypes:
- sunflower
- dog
- goat
- otter
- zombie
- alien
- angel
- princekin
- digital kin? software kin? this kinda delusion
- and am godkin but only sometimes

before you follow
you should know
my way of running twitter
- This twitter account is a personal blog/diary/fandom hangout spot/interest lovedump/collection of pretty pictures! You know, a piece of my soul? Very hectic and very unfiltered. Ran by different alters so it is sometimes different, but most of the time it's not really that noticeable I guess. There are some good old constants though, same old, same old. Bullshit, that is.
- I sometimes post pictures (of my surroundings, pets, myself), my drawings, my song covers (never that good) and writing snippets so if you're uncomfortable with any of this or would be annoyed (idk man, ok?) then this is your cue??? Wait, I shou;dn't be writting this rentry rn I'm getting dizzy. Be right back sometime later.
- In all and large you're free and welcome to follow my twitter (in most cases I would advise against, but we all make our own choices) if you like it, block my twitter or unfollow my twitter if you don't like it. I reverse the same right to myself.
- I keep my visible contents relatively SFW and any explicit things I tweet or retweet will be limited to my circle. You can ask to be added.
- I follow a lot of accounts and only read carrds/bios of people I'm interesting in befriending/ever talking to. I don't read bios/carrds of people I follow for their content, whether it be cute art or random fandom memes, so sorry for breaking any dni rules I guess. Do with that information what you may, preferably block me instead of bitching up a storm.
- I do not like discourse, but discourse likes me and it seems to find me a lot of time. When it finds me, there are topics on which I usually speak up like profic, mental health acceptance and queer inclusivity. I'm not a fucking activist tho, so take my opinions as mine own.
- I can be friends with people without agreeing with all their opinions, hope people don't agree with all of mien either. We all have minds of our own so we should use them. Having an opinion doesn't make it right etc, but I sure may act entitled and bratty when faced with critique. LMAO.
- I might delete all of my tweets or decide to move my account suddenly. My layouts, handles, usernames might also change. I would rather have a more stable social media presence but it's hard when you're this mentally ill. Et cetera. I'll try my best.
- I like and welcome interactions on my tweets!
content warnings
discourse stances (lol)

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free to follow but
i'll block you if
you'll probably be softblocked if
you're on thin ice if
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