basics

hii! i'm tora / aaru / misa
i use she/they/it but i also use neopronouns as linked in the prns.cc
i speak japanese and english and some spanish (i'm not very good at japanese or spanish yet)
i'm black, 15 years old, taken by my lovely girlfriend and an INFP
i am an introject heavy osdd-1a system and i have npd and bpd traits as well as suspected dpd. i am professionally diagnosed with autism and adhd.



extended about me

beautiful boygirl girlboy voidpunk girlboss shotaku hikikomori infp fanfic writer princess
please tag bomb or war mentions! please dont joke about that or mention those around me whatsoever tysm!

collectively sp/interested on vocaloid, rhythm games, and animanga ... please don't say you like these more than me it makes me heavily uncomfortable

we refer to our sys using both plural and singular pronouns! dont call us fictives pls use the term introj(ect) instead! our collective system names are project 118 , or takamori's wedding !

i have selective mutism or in internet terms "verbalflux" ... i'm normally hyperverbal but i can and do go mute. (mute ≠ nonverbal) doesn't happen often but still keep that in mind.

i struggle with alexithymia and dysthymia so please be patient with me ,, it's not uncommon for me to dip into very upsetting spirals and refuse to tell anyone about it. i'm not asking you to look out for the signs or to watch over me ; i'm just looking for support as a friend.

keep in mind humor is my coping mechanism so i can be very silly at times ... i also vent a lot in status updates/posts and spew utter bullshit please don't listen to anything i say 90% of the time i'm just losing my marbles

also please don't expect me to call you by your "" irl names "" thats unhealthy and you'll just get laughed at very harshly lmao :P

i am a ; tsundere , dandere , and a nemuidere!

i swear, talk in caps, gfpost, and generally act like a really big crybaby ... i'm a child 75% of the time i swear just don't question it or call me out about it ... it just makes me upset and i'll lash out :(

i do rentry requests! dm me on discord for more info oooooo



dni

i actually don't really have a real dni i just block as i please because dnis get really muddled sometimes also i don't always check the people i follow :/

just don't be a bitch to me and i won't be a bitch to you. cool? cool. yippee!

specific dni includes against xenopronouns/neopronouns , any ex-friends , hate my interests or my friends , talk about hating ruikasa akikasa mizuena or mafukana frequently , force your character headcanons on others , anybody under 14 or over 18 (unless i interact first) anti good-faith identities , anti non-she/her lesbians or non-he/him gays , radqueers , ai art supporters

also i don't even block people frequently! so if you do get blocked by me maybe you need some space in the time-out corner to think about what you did ,, haha



byi

i'm playfully mean to the people i consider close , i have typing quirks , i use tone tags and i require them when being spoken to , please don't vent to me unless i say you can , i'm very one-topic so if you share an interest of mine it's all i'll talk about , i'm not really comfortable with slurs used directly towards me but i understand reclaiming them so keep that in mind

final thing to remember about me is that i get intimidated very easily and sometimes i can be really awkward and even break down when being interrogated. of course you can tell me if i'm doing something wrong but please tell me in the gentlest way possible because otherwise i might end up having a panic attack or something.



interests

japanese , mental illnesses , writing fanfics , baking , vtubers , logical fallacies , collecting urls + usernames , evillious chronicles , fashion , night ∞ series , confession executive committee , heisei project , heartstopper , cosplay , SIX (musical) , video games , art , cartoons , heartstoppers , rentry , hello kitty , ocs , youtube

go here for the full list of interests



likes and dislikes

likes snacks , the warmth , blankets , sleeping , learning languages , my friends , music , drawing , the internet , playing games , frolicking in the grass

dislikes mean people , loud noises , bright flashing lights , slurs being directed at me , people who claim they like my sp/interests more than me



kinlist

ame-chan , gamo-chan , kanade yoisaki , ako udagawa , nicole , tomoko kuroki , sayori , rumiko manbagi , miuna shiodome , emu otori , bee , otomachi una , hitori goto , ami kawashima , tsukasa tenma



discord & pinterest & spotify & tumblr & server & my friends & gift for her & secret share & hoard & favies & lovemail & last.fm



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Pub: 06 Mar 2024 22:19 UTC
Edit: 26 Mar 2024 14:04 UTC
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