"nothing feels real to me, just looking for something to believe. "
︵︵᧔ ⠀⠀Sierra⠀or⠀ Idk. ᧓︵︵ ⠀
she / they + 𝖒inor
₊˚ʚ satanist⛧
ENTP ⠀ ɜ !
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‿୨ 。 ₊ ⠀₎₎
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Madamme's extended 𝓘𝓝𝓕𝓞 
Greetings to everyone, who’s reading this! Welcome to my extended info. You can call me Sierra or Idk. I really like when people gives me sorts of nicknames, and I actually don't mind it! but please, at first we need to know each other some time.. I mainly use she/they pronouns, but I don’t really mind if you’d ask just to be sure which use. I'm bisexual and also demisexual + The most important fact is that I'm taken by my precious partner. I am a minor woman, that grew up her whole life in Poland - and still lives here! + I can speak Polish as my native language & other languages like English/German. Also presently, I'm trying to learn some new languages! + I am a person who practices satanism, but I respect SOO much people who profess a different religion!! + My zodiac sign is 𝐀quarius, since I was born on 9th of February. + If you want to maybe know my kinns, you can tap here!!
I experience low empathy to most of people who I interact with, unless I have strong, really strong connection with the other person. At first sight, I can look like I'm the meanest woman walking on this planet, but trust me, deeply inside I'm kind, soft, and really funny person!! I love using SO MUCH of sarcasm, irony & tell many dark humour jokes - it's like a warning. My main love languages are words of affirmation & quality time, but also a little bit of physical touch, because it honestly depends from who I receive it. + I hate being touched without my permission (even slightly), since it makes me feel so uncomfortable and also there's high chances that I'll probably feel huge wave of disgust toward this person. So before you try to touch me, ask me first if ya can..It's..It's really not that hard-
Sometimes I have trouble with understanding some things you say to me, etc. so PLEASE..don't be mad if i'll ask ya to develop a thought or explain it in more easier way! My the worst habit of all the time is that, when I feel anxious or uncomfortable, unfortunately I try distance myself as much as I can from everyone and began to shut down. When I do - please give me some time and don't spam/try to contact me in a different way, because I'll simply ghost you.
When it honestly comes to my personality, it's huge mix of everything not gonna lie. Sometimes I even question myself if I even have my true personality. Anyways! Mainly depending on my mood, I can be: very talkative, energetic, yapping non-stop madamme who won't shut up for even a second, but in the other hand, I can be also dry, not much talkative, and..just existing, not caring about anyone tbh. At the beggining of a every new friendship, I experience a little bit of empathy towards the person I talk to, but unfortunately, I also might not experience any empathy towards the person (sorry my dear reader). I have a little habit where I text sometimes with some of shortcuts that might actually look like a dry respond or an signal that I'm honestly disinterested to talk with person on the other side, but sometimes i don't really mean to be rude or look not interested in conversation!! Honestly I'd like to have more friends, so much! but I just sometimes act distant, because I'm really afraid of getting attached too fast to the person and getting abandoned/replaced/hurted easily. It takes some time for me to trust anyone, cuz it's caused mainly by my past trauma. But when I'll gain this huge trust to the other person - congratulations, you won everything! In this moment, you're literally able to see the other side of my persona. An real softie and lovely, warm person. Anyways, there's also one more thing I wanted to say. Not respecting some of my boundaries, will simply cause me to become instantly distant, dry and have no interest in conversation.
There's some of my favorite bands and artists: Catholic Spit , The Academy Is... , Nekkrofukk , She Wants Revenge , Christian Death , Blade and Bath , Glemt , My Chemical Romance , Blad Besvimelse , Siouxsie and the Banshees , Pink Turns Blue , Skeletal Family , Luneavre , Bauhaus , Horror Vacui , Sisters of Mercy , Mindless Self Indlugence , Maanam , Miss Construction , X-Ray Spex ETC!!
You can check more on my spotify..
Also!! I'm making art commissions. You can DM me on my discord: _pyrallefevre
if you're interested dear! The price depends mainly on the amount of time spent on the commission, details and other! If you want to see some of my art works, you can visit my instagram & twitter