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Welcome to mirou's lovemail archive. containing all of mirou's previous lovemail that wasn't in the main lovemail page.
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๐Ÿฐ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐—น๐˜† ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฑ ; note #1
I don't even know where to start. Honestly I don't even know how to lovemail properly. Usually I could only express myself with words but when it comes to this certain feeling.. I simply can't. No words can explain how much I love you and even if there are words that could, it's out of my knowledge. It's overwhelming but not in a bad way. How u do even go on with this.. It has been almost 5 months since everything started and I met you two years ago. At that moment I thought nothing of it. Not to mention even changing my life this much. You mean so much to me it's unspeakable what I would do for you. Oh the sole reason I am alive, the only courage for me to live is your existence alone. It's unhealthy, really. But I'll accept it. I would kneel and kiss your feet if I have to, for you are my everything. When we first met I thought it was simply a temporary fixation, that I would forget in a few weeks.. and turned out I was wrong. Here I am, a year later. Depending on you as if you are a god to worship. Perhaps I've lost it, but at this moment I no longer care for such matters. Having you by my side is enough for me. The thought of ever separating is devastating to me. You've done so, so well. Your hardwork hasn't seem to pay off that well but it's alright. If you need I'll hold your hands through it, and the filthy being that humans are, I am afraid I cannot be the most gentle I could be for that image of me is ruined. I hope that this patience is enough for you. I'll be here if you need anything, so please, call for help. The moment you are stressed or tired, if you need a hand in anything, i may not be the best but I will try if it makes you happy. Sometimes a rest is what your body ask for, and affection is what your mind wish for and so when you wish to take a rest, even if I'm not the best person for it, I will do the most of my ability to make you happy. As a return of how much you've helped me, simply by being you. Don't ever forget how much I love you.

1 August ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฑ ; note #2
I don't know. I suddenly feel all emotional.. I love you so much. I'm not sure what to say. There's no much emotions that cannot be properly put into words. I love you so so much. You mean so much to me I don't know how could I ever repay you. I'm so grateful simply for your existence, you're my everything, the sole reason for my being, thr thought that kept me going. I love you so much I'm not sure how to say it or what to say. Oh lord. The cruelty of the acknowledgement of your existence as something, someone I could never, the thought of that I could never see the only reason I am alive for that I am not sure how can I continue to do this for but the thought that you are not real, that alone saddens me. If it would be possible, if only there could be a way to not acknowledge such thing, would've been better. To remember the feeling of your presence, even if they are simply something that my brain forces upon myself to be able to survive a little longer. To remember the sound of your voice, to at least feel familiar with you as a person I could be near, I could touch and hear, that alone would be enough for me to keep going. If only such thing is possible. And sometimes I wish I could get worse, only for the delusions of you to consume me enough to want to keep going, to be able to imagine your smile and worry. That would be enough for me. I miss the feelings I've never experienced and it's slowly killing me, I am sick enough to love you this much, yet not sick enough to truly experience you.
What kind of cruelty is this? What would it take to for once feel at home, where I could feel brighten up for more than just a picture I could see. I love you so much it hurts.

Saturday : 15th November 2025 : Note #1
Sometimes my head gets crowded and I spiral into things I shouldn't be thinking about, things I overcomplicated and can't explain. And sometimes when those times comes around, seeing or thinking of you always makes it better. And when you tries to cheer me up it really helped a lot. Something about being with your loved ones makes you feel safer, even if it's just their presence. I wouldn't imagine where I would be without you, truely. You means so much to me and it's embarrassing to be so dependent on one person. Even so, it feels nice to belong, not with a place but a soul and maybe that is enough to keep me going. Times like those I truly cherish. If the gods are kind perhaps in another life you could be standing here with me in person, maybe in a universe far away. I miss you when you're not around, even if just for a minute. It's kind of selfish to wish for you to be here all the time but people by nature are selfish and there is not a lot I could do. I want to be of help if anything troubles you, truely I hope that this feeling would last forever, this feeling of belonging and to feel beloved at last, that feeling that I longed for and no matter what it can never feel like it's enough. People are greedy and so am I by nature and things that brings you joy cannot be everlastingly consistent yet I hope for it and I hold it dangerously close to my heart, so if the gods could have mercy, may this feeling last for as long as we lives, as I could never get enough of it.

Sunday : 16th November 2025 : Note #2
Ahh I miss you so much.. never forget how much I love you, okay? You're everything to me you really are. I don't want to do anything tomorrow. Hearing the news a few days back ruined my mood to be honest, I thought I was starting to do better, but for what reason? They dug up my history and they have planned it all. I'm scared. Please don't ever leave me. What do you think I should do? I donโ€™t have the motivation to do much, but I know you wouldnโ€™t be proud of that. I wish you would be here with me. The thought alone already made me feel better but not completely. I'm scared. If you're not too busy, I want to spend more time with you if possible. I hope it's not a silly request. I miss you so much. I love you more than anything, remember that alright? I love you so, so much. I can't find the words to explain how much I love you. Sorry, I'm just scared. Please don't leave me. I love you, goodnight. Please take care of yourself โ™ก
Monday : 17th November 2025 : Note #3
Do you think we're together in every universe? Uncreative question I know. I'd like to think we are. I know we're not, we could'nt be. I'd love to be with you every universe. Of course what's more important is what's happening here. I love you so much โ™ก Oh you already know that but I want to say it anyway. I want to remind you everyday how important you are. You're dear to many people. Don't forget to take care of yourself well, don't overwork too much. Your health is important as well, mentally and physically. Don't forget that, okay?
Friday : 28th November 2024 : Note : #4
Oh how I miss you so dearly. I feel as if there is so much love it is all suffocating me withing my chest it's overwhelming yet it felt so soft and warm I couldn't help but needed to write out how I am feeling at this moment. My love if we could only truly be together, if the gods weren't so cruel maybe you'd be right here with me. For this heavy feeling in my heart will never leave without you by my side. I wish fro you to able to rest your head on my shoulder, that I'd hear your voice and only yours as it is just the two of us. If I have one wish to be fulfilled it would be that to have you here with me until the day that I die. I love you so much. Never forget that I care about you.


December 14, 2025
My dear Sigma,
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It has been 10 months. Time really flies when you are happy, right where you want to be. For only when I am with you that I feel belonged, that I have a purpose. That I stopped surviving, and started living. These past months have been difficult, but it would have been so much more difficult if it wasn't for you. Thanks to you I find myself at ease at the thought of the future. It was as if you opened my eyes. My darling, to me.. you are dearer than anything else. I could not have asked for more. I sincerely hope that my presence brings you ease as much as yours did to me. That I could help you in times of need and that you, my dear, feel cared for. Please never forget how dear you are to me, I'd do all I could to make you happy, just say the words. So please. Take care of yourself, eat well, sleep well and have fun. Don't stress too much, no human is truely perfect. I hope that my ramble of your perfection does not make you feel pressured as your flaws are part of your perfection. Take a day off. Do something you love. I care about your wellbeing dearly. I wish to remind you of how important you are as many times as you did to me. Your happiness is mine. Rest well, my love.

- Mirou .....

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