hello! this lovemail for some really special people in my life, who've been there through thick and thin. my ride or dies, and my best friends.

i'm glad to have all of my friends by my side, and even my family. through everything. thank you so much for helping me improve, and for sticking by to see it happen. you have all been an incredible support system for me and i truly wouldn't have it any other way.

main rentry + extended

hello my beautiful (platonic) wife bea

I LOVE YOU. you guys talk about how we saved you, but you also really saved us. i know i've told you this before, and you said we saved each other. while i don't recognize how much help i've been to you, i won't try to deny that you were correct.

i can't thank you enough for your loyalty and support; it's really hard to find someone like you who is so willing to stick it through until the very end. you've given me that, truly. you are one of the greatest pillars in my life and i'm so excited to be in your life as well, i hope our friendship persists for many years to come. this might be a tad dramatic but i don't think i could ever survive in life without you.

you sometimes tell me that you would've stayed for us even if i begged you to leave. that nothing could tear you from us. i'm the same way. even if you grew distant, or disliked me one day. the moment you need me, i will always try to be there for you to the best of my ability. i will never understand how someone could disregard you and treat you poorly in the slightest, when i can't even find it in my heart to find a single flaw to you.

bea, thank you so much. i will always be by your side as you have mine, until eternity ends. i love you ♡

helo my other beautiful (platonic) wife miau

i love you so much... sniffs. we don't talk much, but you've been there for me. even if i don't rely on you and we only occassionally speak, without you, i would've never had met bea. thank you for being the bridge and gateway to meeting one of the best people in my life.

you've always been endlessly hilarious and i felt like i could be myself around you. i love you so much miau thank you ♡♡ i really hope we stay friends even if you have a life LMFAO

MY BEST FRIEND GENO/CHANCEY

♡　　 06 . 07

.. . sorry for stealing ur name, but i wouldn't have stolen it from anyone elseeee... no but seriously, i love you so much. no matter how little we talk or how busy you end up being, i know you'll always be by my side, and i, yours. i cannot thank you enough for sticking by my side at my lowest, and for coming into my life when we the odds were stacked against us—trying their hardest to make sure we wouldn't become friends.

i'm glad we ignored it, i really am. you are without fail, always kind, caring, and just filled with so much love. and not only this but you try to be reasonable when approaching all problems.. i don't talk about this a lot but we look up to you guys and your resolve.

we love you so so so so so much. you really are our best friend 🥺❤️ thank you for trusting us with your care, and thank you so much for the mutual love we've given one another, always; the trust, compassion, and willingness to fight for one another.

my ride or dies, my friends until the end, RHaven. i will never trade you guys for anything, truly. you guys have been there for me and in my corner no matter what has happened, or what's been said and done. while we may be a friend group prone to gossip, i know all 6 of us will never part in spite of our differences. our crimes are far too many and the bonds we've created bind us to one another for as long as we all live. support from afar, and as close as it's needed.

i've learned that with the time we've all been together, you guys have my best interest in heart. you also worry about everyone else in the group.. while some of us may be busy, there's always time for RH

my brother / twin, harlequin

TWIN. oh my god i can't believe it's been years that we've know each other, deadass one of my longtime friends fr, only beat by one friend group. i'm glad we got so close because i'm so serious i don't think i know a single person who i can relate to quite as heavily as you, without fear of judgement or persecution.

It's a wonderful thing that we've gotten closer, especially with how distant we used to be due to just not really knowing one another. Those nights spending our time planning a D&D campaign together really brought us closer, especially as I introduced you to two of my other greatest friends. Pretty much every day spent with you is a good one and I love our shared obsession over touching gay clowns who goon to people with narcissism (us)

my beloved, vanilla,

♡　　 05. 06 / 07

you are undoubtedly the sweetest person to grace this world

my dear best friends, the meistrolings ; already listed seperately above..