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call me alois, yugeon or failure. i use he/pup pronouns but any mascfem & puppy related terms are fine aswell! don't use neu terms on me, though.

i'm a trans (ftm) nymboy. attraction being men aka sexuality wise i'm achillean & aroaceflux!!

i often petregress and am a 'therian' (it's more like a strong connection to those animals, I don't actually believe that 'I am them' or used to be them !!)
i'm also identify as nonhuman in some aspects (incubus & Ball-jointed doll). again, I do not wish for neu terms to be used on me tho! it/its is fine!

I suffer and struggle with a few disorders and disabilities. them being quiet bpd & over npd & others. you can ask about them, but i'm not sure if I'll answer!
I show signs of avpd too and also have avoidant-anxious-attachment. weak-bodied & asthma + a few more disabilities I am not gonna mention though will complain a lot about.

i'm hispanic & white. i speak english the most, but also speak spanish, italian and german. (I'm currently learning russian and plan on learning japanese.)
every cultural name (jp/korean) is gifted by my beloved irl friends of 4 years now (I LOVEVYOU IF YOU'RE READING THIS) I did not ask for those names. they purely did it because they wanted to share their culture with me. I don't use gifted names very often and mostly only use them around the people who gifted them to me.

please know that I am not yet an adult, though will be very soon. I don't usually interact with people under the age of 14. this will change as I get older ! (next year it's under 16 dni since I'll be an adult next years december. interacting is fine if you're under said age if it's just a simple question, although, i may not answer. this also doesn't include friends)

taken by xandy (alexis), the best and loving person in the whole entire world ♡. I can be seductive without meaning to be, please immediately tell me. I also make sexual jokes, but they are purely jokes and my partner knows and is fine with it. do not butt into my relationship.

i strongly believe in fate and that everything is predetermined. please, don't try to convince me otherwise. i don't talk about it a lot, but will occasionally do. I respect your beliefs, if you believe in that or not, so I ask you to not try and change my way of thinking.
I also strongly believe in the "Butterfly effect" causing me to be extremely wary and hesitant of my choices, words, tone, etc.

i'm a fudanshi and very often talk about fictional bl characters or talk about mlm relationships / 'fantasies'? all of this is specifically only for fictional stuff and I don't act weirdly toward irl mlm couples.

I yume a few characters and am a selfshipper
(my small difference between the two is that 'yume' are the ones I am really defensive over while when I say 'selfship' I mean it's not in any defensive or serious way but rather on a fun way!)

alois is usually in charge of our socials so mention him and use that name as it is also our collective name.

I am ex-religious and sometimes still fall back into small episodes of religous guilt were I may act a certain way. I am not specifying anything.

i have extreme moodswings and drops, sometimes get random short ego boosts and am prone to paranoia.
i'm very awkward in dms and can sometimes get dry / very rude

socials/directory
pinterest, prns.cc, interests, main rentry, urls, byi/extra, 2nd main, yumes, retrospring

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Pub: 20 May 2024 01:10 UTC
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