"Still can't trust her to keep my secret!"
Jared's Extended
Hi. I'll try to keep this brief.
I am a black American woman, usually. I do not call black people the n word (without asking) but I might do it to nonblack people (because it's funny.) I really only mean it when I'm shocked or disgusted. I consder myself hard to offend in terms of race and appearance. I've been called nigger & nigtard by sooo many white people that I really don't give a fuck. You are free to insult me on the basis of anything (race, my veil, my mental state, my delusions etc...) and use slurs, so long as it's funny. If you are not funny I will be disappointed and curse you out. In general, I refrain from using slurs on others; but for most of my life I identified strongly as MLM/NBLM & transgender FTM. There's more on that, but that sums it up.
I interact with everyone on all platforms, except for doubles of my family + friends (in terms of identities or F/Os.) This includes proship and otherwise problematic figures. I will retweet proship content if my friends made it, and especially if my family did. I don't identify with the label because I had beef with an actual pedophile who happened to be a proshipper (that's a whole other story,) but I'm not an anti - very rarely, I have a problematic ship I stan. I do respect and understand antis, even if I never was one. However, I personally believe that fiction does affect reality, and we hold a certain degree of responsibility for what we consume and put out there; but you're not supporting evil or abuse just by posting your problematic fic. Please no discourse. I'm just an old woman. I'm way too old for this.
My siblings know what's best for me. I will always defend them and my brother in law by extension. I will do anything they say without hesitation, which includes blocking people. Sorry.
I am their top fans and would do anything for them. If you are close with them, you will forever be in my good book, until you aren't. I do not care if they are problematic or you dislike them. They can do no wrong to me. I owe my close friends and family my life & will argue over them; to add, I am protective of all my friends. If I see you being mistreated I will argue with whoever is doing it; especially if you are also black. My dormant internet beef skills are unlocked whenever I see that. I might get really mean towards whoever is attacking you....sorry in advance.
I wouldn't say I'm the kindest nor most empathetic person, but I try to show up and give a damn about the people I care about. On any platform, at any time, you can talk to me about whatever troubles you. You don't have to censor yourself or anything. I am effectively desensitized; I've heard it all and witnessed even more. Graphic pictures don't scare me either. I've been getting gorespammed since 14 (lol.) Please don't send photos of you cutting yourself or whatever unprompted, only because it's rude. Otherwise, tell me everything about you if you'd like. I appreciate little updates on how you are and what you're doing constantly -- I'd like to be a reliable figure for you. I'm @mother4org on Discord.
I don't talk much about my interests. I get shy. My lifelong ones are: the Mother series & fangames (2017- / Oddity from 2018-,) retro anime and manga of all genres (but particularly mecha,) from 50s-80s, SMT: Strange Journey & SMT: Nocturne (2018-,) the Mario & Luigi series of RPGS + Super Mario RPG (2014-) and Live a Live / Live a Evil (201X-). I like other things too, but these are what helped me in particular. I would not be the same without them. I'm generally very attached to them and the characters from it; I do identify as some, and a shortened list is at /samanosukedoudi. I love hearing about yours, but I tend to avoid any new media at all (in any format) due to the way my mind works. Doesn't mean I won't give anything a try for a friend, though.
I can take a while to reply to anyone but my siblings, friends of many years or brother in law because I get scared. I like you and don't want to come off as weird. If I bother you, let me know. I don't want to hurt you.
I have a particular OTP (non-problematic.) They mean a lot to me. I'm willing to trade art, webpages or writing for content of them (particularly writing.) If you can write them, I will find you and either trade with you or pay you. I am not MLM and I try to be respectful of them as my #1 ship (they are gay,) but as a het woman I understand that I may mess up sometimes. If I say anything wrong, let me know. I love them just as much as I love real couples. I'm working on their Rentry right now.
Speaking of that. I love love. Tell me all about your relationship (IRL, online, yume.) I care. I really do.
I'm a riako for my boyfriend Techno. He is the only person/character I am capable of loving romantically, and I like to think he returns my feelings. My Reddit is just posts and comments about him. You'll find me on fictosexual subs, mainly. He's my ginger baby. ♥︎
I appreciate you if you read this far. Sorry if we were mutuals and some of this doesn't sit well with you. I promise I'm a nice lady.