This is a rentry for Ponytown!
Names
I go by a lot of names, you can also call me by the skin I'm playing as.
Info before you interact
I do not have a set personality, I literally switch my personality out depending on my mood and such.
I have diagnoed BPD, PTSD, Depression, social anxiety, PPD. This is relevant to some of the info I have.
I will always be open to cuddling, you are always free to sit next to me, with me, behind me, ect. You can be a stranger, friend, online family, whatever. I'm always open to it. Though I'll most likely be quiet, but you can always initiate a conversation in whispers and I'll respond once I notice it! You're not required to talk if you don't want to either, I can sit in silence, it's no problem for me. ^^
Due to BPD I can sometimes split, please IWC and be careful what you say.
I can sometimes suddenly have an episode(Either because of my BPD or PTSD) or go into dissociation. If I dissociate please give me some time to get back to normal or if you know how to help, try and ground me so I get out of it. If I refuse to be called by any name and I'm unsure of who I am, please don't try and force an identity on me, it might agitate me in that state and lengthen the dissociation. Once I'm back to normal, you can bring it up if you want, I'll most likely be able to explain what happened.
I am neurodivergent and tend to obsess over transformers, the colour green, candles, and other. I'll most likely start rambling about the thing I like, if it does get boring please do ask to change the subject and we will, it's no problem.
I am cupioromantic, I am a trans man(Haven't transitioned yet, I am hoping to get hormone therapy soon.), I go by he/it pronouns. (Please use both, it makes me feel more comfortable.)
I am not looking for friends as of now, you can still interact, but I am limiting myself to friends. I am not trying to isolate myself, but it's come to my attention that my BPD has caused major damage and harm to someone I loved and I will not have that happening again. I will not be making new friends until I feel like I've changed and am stable enough to be safely interacted with.
You can interact with me if you need to vent or need any advice or help, that is kind of one of my only purposes and goals in life, to help people.
Due to me mirroring people as a trauma response, I will often mirror the personality of fictional characters I like/find comfort in/play as, I mirror unintentionally and sometimes on purpose. If you want, you can call me by the name of that character, I really wont care. I'll even start acting like im the character as a joke, but it doesn't mean I think I'm them. It's all for fun and idc what I'm called by the end of the day.
Mirroring characters and having them as a part of me makes it easier for me to deal with my identity issues and my personality. This does not mean I am an IRL or a fictionkin or anything. I am still a human at the end of the day.
I mirror Ultra Magnus very often as he is a big part of my identity and personality. He is a serious character that follows rules and makes sure there is order. If you think me being serious is me being dry towards you then I apologize, but it's who I am. I am not being serious for the sake of being dry. I am serious because it's just how I am.
If I feel comfortable, I'll be more upbeat around people, though if I don't find it necessary I won't.
If I remember anything else, I'll add it here.
INT
Undertale fans. Transformers fans. People who wanna C+H. Systems, kins, therians, ect. As long as you're not problematic idc. Honestly anyone can INT as long as they are respectful or aren't under my DNI list.
IWC
Lusttale character fictives. (I understand this cannot be controlled, though the characters of Lusttale make me uncomfortable so please understand.)
DNI
Lusttale fans/cosplayers/IRLs. (Here is a link explaining the problem with Lusttale: https://rentry.co/TheLustTaleProblem) People who disrespect others that have "DNI" in their name. Basic DNI criteria
Blocklist
Cross and Error. If you are friends with either Cross or Error, DNI with me, I don't want pedophile supporters interacting with me.