will be turnt into my rant session about ei
OMG πππππππππ
i dont know the exact date bjt one day in 2020 i was scrolling on tiktok and fojnd this women i was like omg...and like shesnso oerfect shes intimidating thrratening and just so perfection..like when i was smaller i didnt like the idea of blue lightning kr yellow lightning cuz like there coukd be a better color but it nevsr knew whatbbut then i saw her purple lightjing and i was nrver so amazed..like kt was the perfect color for lightning ...PURPLE!!!
and like ever sincebi alwaysesaw lightning as purple cuz of her and shes like 70% of the reasonpitple is my favorite color cuz it reminds me of her omg in scjence when i saw that purole had the highest frequency ir whatveer j was like "omg ei has rhe highest frequency" the color purple alone remjds me of her and i love it somuch ommggg lajd im male but like i dont like her sexually i lkke her platonically shesnso beautiful LOOK AT HEEEEEEEEERRR
i hate wgej people say she killed ger friend like no she didnt her friend ran away somewhere EI DID NOT KILL HER YIU FAKE ASS FAN likr bro..allso i saw ths "#1ei fan" comment "ei mention" on a video of the shogun and jt was literally shoguns boss form so it couldnt have veen a mistake like wow i get it youte tfking fake but back to ei and my loce for ei like omg her purple lightning healed something within in me anx tben her stoty??? i kin him more than anyone could ever hope to kin her i literally kin her full story plus other sthff im her #1 fan and kinnie and NOT HEDONIA which who i blockednfor calling themsekves theb"#1 ei fan"(its me) but their boards still appear on my feed so sigh..but i lovr ei mkre than anyone could ever know i love ei morebthan some people lovr their brother i think of her during important converstaions withbmynfriends and when im tired of school I always think "ei will be in when i get home π" in fact im going to watvh a videk about hernrightnnow
god her eyes are so pretty i love looking at her high quality pictures cuz her eyes are always so beautiful in them like omghhghh
ok im gonna say why i kin her and list general similarities between us now GET READY!
i kin ei because we were both cold at one point, then more gentle.
as a kid i started off more nice and empathetic, but as time went on i hardened and became more cold and unbearing. similar to ei, she fought in countless battles which obviously would make her lack sympathy and empathy and have bad emotional intelligence.
she hardened for the sake of an ideal called "eternity" trying to stay the same without anything changing, a big part of the reason i hardened was to change then stay the same. i wanted to be the "villain" and the "mean person." while that definitely wasn't ei's goal, to be seen as an antagonist, but to save her people, i was at least a little similar, i wanted to be that person to protect myself. seeing all those bad things happening around me i didn't want to ever give it the chance to happen to me. this is similar to why ei started to enforce "eternity."
she didn't want inazuma to meet the same fate as khaneriah. and i didn't want to be heartbroken. so we both hardened, and even isolated. she stayed in her plane of euthymia for 500+ years and i stayed in social isolation voluntarily in 3rd grade
eventually i did become that villain which was okay in the short term but bad in the long run, i had no idea how to be nice, how to comfort people. so in the moment, i didn't care about people's negative reactions to me being rude. but i had no idea how to be a friend. similar to ei, she went through all those battles, lost herself, and had no idea how to be a leader for her people.
i couldn't be a friend, she couldn't be a leader.
eventually she met someone who challenged her thinking. the traveller changed her for the better, made her think outside of the narrow view, and saw how eternity was really affecting her people.
i met you guys, who challenged my psychology. you guys reformed me to be a much better friend than i used to be, and i am not such a mean person like i used to be. i could be a great friend.
i reformed into someone who could at least have empathy for five people. i could be a great friend.
i fought myself and my thinking, just as ei fought her past self, the shogun, for 500 years. we both grew out of our past selves.
and as time went on we both became more gentle and generous.
more appreciative of the present moment.
though i wouldn't say i ever basked in past moments, not back then.
(this was directed to my friends so ignore the "i met you guys, who challenged my psychology. you guys reformed me to be a much better friend than i used to be,")
β’ both scared of change
β’ both put a hand on their chest sometimes
ex:
when i do it its natural just like when she does it ππ
β’ prone to self isolation
β’ both love desserts
β’ have a deep love for their friends
β’ both are cocky
β’ both are intelligent
β’ names relating to flies
i can see why they call her "her excellency" now ππ
omgg during ela ms a showed everyone my screen during english but i had an ei tab open and iewas likd "eeeyyyyy." cuf if everyone saw id get bullied hardcore but luckily she was just showing my narrative
i love ei i love her hair i love the lighter streak of purple in her hair i love her uneven bangs i love each individual braid of hair i love her pink hairtie i love her hairpin i love her remembrance of makoto i love the flowers on her hairpin i love the mini fan i love her face i love her eyes i love her pupils i love the details in her eyes i love her nose, i love her mouth i love the words that she speaks "determination...courage...love...hatred... all of these will be degraded and distorted by the incessant flow of time." i love her personality i love her cockyness i love her foreignness to sociol gatherings i love her unawareness i love her outfit i love the red bow on the back of her outfit i love her electro symbols i love her sleeves i love her shoes i love her leggings i love her mitsudome symbol i love her stubbornness i love her s musou isshin i love her unlocking the full potential and it i love her 500 year fight with the shkgun i love her
her first birthday art, my favorite thing there is her expression and pose, it's so welcoming ππ
her second birthday art, my favorite thing there is her intrigue with the bird, and the book she's holding. i would imagine the book is a taction book which reminds me of how ei would always spend her free time working on her techniques
her third birthday art, my favorite thing there is everything, but id like to elaborate on her hair the purple they used in here is so vibrant and the lighter stream of purple in her hair is what i like to use as her representative color, or its close enough
i love raiden shogun i love her hair i love the lighter purple streak in her hair i love each braid in her hair i love the flower in her hair peice i love her hair peice i love the mini fan thing in her head peice i love her head peice i love her eyes i love up her pupils i love her stress rings whatever those are i love her eye color i love her skin i love her lips i love her clothes i love her kimono piece i love her red accents i love her body suit i love the mitsudome symbol on the back of her neck i love her leggings i love her slippers i love the flowers on her slippers i love the red strings on her slippers i love the platforms on her slippers i love the bow on the back of her kimono i love her sword i love her ideology i love the idea of eternity i love her mindset of γemptiness and oblivion γ i love her mindset of γdreams and wishesγ i love her strictness i love the gold on her designs i love her hair tie i love her magatsu mitake narukami no mikoto boss form i love her giant arms i love her giant musou isshin i love her thunder bolt sheΒ΄s holding i love the various eyes on her boss form i love her eyelashes i love the way she floats i love her chakra desiderata
people think that if ei was a real person she'd be a gamer like no bro she would be a bed rotter she would not leave her room for anything
"mauvika strongest archon" no its still ei mauvika cut the fake sky but she used the power of a shade to do that meanwhile ei had better feats with her OWN power so .. uh.
people don't realize how losing things affects you, ei's story shows how war can affect someone and how loss can affect how they think..she was a warrior which made her lack sympathy and its kinda obvious with how the shogun acts since shogun is the representation of ei's past but yea that's how war affected her and the loss of her friends made eternity the only option to ei, if everything stayed the same she wouldn't endure any more loss and neither would inazuma. that's why she thought diminishing inazumas progress would help them
i wanna ralk about the shogun shes so cool so the shogun is ei's past. her personality and stubbornness is that of ei's when she was still a kagemusha or at least early in her archonhood she has the mindset of γemptiness and oblivionγ just as ei used to. more ways that the shogun represents ei's past is the boss fght..the boss fight is literally in makotos plane of consciousness...EI'S PAST; MAKOTO!!!!! and her boss drop too is literally makotos pin!!
pains me when someone says they like something as much as i like ei like ok if that was true would you be zoned out thinking of that thing like how i think of ei in the middle of class? would you dedicate a whole rentry to it and type as much as i have? would you spend your free time watching analysis of them or videos or literally just staring at them like i do with ei? would you be so distracted thinking of ei to the point you became behind in lessons?? no i didn't hink so..more then half of my favorited videos on tiktok are about the shogun more than half of my favorited comments on tiktok are about her. i used to have pinteresr board for her but it got deleted uh...but really like when the wifi went off in my house but goOgle still worked i just stared at shogun majoroty of the time
also i hate when people say #1 ei kinnie but they're just scared of change..i kin basically every part of ei except dead sister and friend's and our personalities are similar like no bitch IM the #1 ei kinnie you ugly fuck.
back to my talk about how loss and war affects ei..war would make her lose sympathy, and gain immorality, AND it affected her leadership. due to war she didnt know how to take care of people just slaughter them so for her to be put into a leader role so soon especially while still grieving her losses she was bound to make mistakes... people who say she's terribly written or that her story quest is a date quest are DUMB her seeing the progress and happiness of inazuma was crucial to her changing her ideals. she also needed to see the beauty of change and see how bad it'd be for inazuma to lose progress. her story quest abolished the vision hunt decree which gave inazumans their ambitions back.
also also i HATTEEEE when people say βif furina isnt an archon the shogun puppet isnt eitherβ first off furina isn't an archon, second off the raiden shogun puppet is. "the puppet never had a gnosis" yea neither did furina. and furina is not the "body of focolars" furina is a separate being. furina is the humanity of focolars not the body of focolars. the raiden shogun puppet shares a body with raiden ei and raiden ei calls the shogun puppet an extension of herself. furina is not an archon she's just treated as one. did you guys know ei's archon name is beelzebul because 1. baal and beelzebul are the same person (in christian mythology) representing how people thought makoto and ei were the same person and 2. beelzebul is the closest to satan and ei is the closest to the heavenly principles
scaramouche and ei are really similar morenthan people realize (cuz no one pays attention to their writing) they both had pasts that they regret and are trying to make up for it or leave it as history and they ended up fighting that history (shouki no kami vs kunikuzushi,, the shogun vs ei) and their loss was what causes their past because scaramouche describes it as betrayal but really he was just mad he lost those dear to him just as ei lost those dear to her. they're both really bad at social interaction kunikuzushi has a cold demeanor i interpret it as him just sticking to the behavior he's always known,, now ei os bad at social interaction cuz she just doesn't know what to do she doesn't know how to react shes just really slow honestly
I MISS YOU EI πππ
Omg guts my name means mosquito and a mosquito is a fly and beelzebul is the lord of flies and beelzebul is also ei's archon name im just one big walking ei reference
I miss ei so much like im about to go crazy
when i die the energy from my heart will convert into plastic which will then be used to make a raiden ei nendroid so ill forever be apart of ei π©·
i see the shogun more as the past, ei's past ideals, her past self. ei is the present, and makoto is the future. as ei grows she'll become more gentle and similar to makoto. but as mauvika said, "past," present," and future" all exist at once." so they can switch positions and fit into how you interpret it too.
here are characters that have similarities to ei and why
β’ mikey sano
both mikey and ei went through losses that impacted their decision making, and they both lost their siblings
β’ mukuro ikusaba
they both would do anything for their siblings and both were in war for a long part of their life
β’ mystic flour cookie
they both acknowledge that there is an impending doom, they have a similar aura, there were like two more things i forgot
β’ joseph/photographer
joseph got into photography because he was living in the past and ended up trapping himself (?) in a photograph because he wanted to live in said past, similar to ei living in the past and not accepting change
β’ ran haitani
they both were willing to give up something of their own for their siblings benefit/dream
all that constitutes the shogun
β’ /musouisshin
β’ /tsariei
β’ /ladynarukami
β’ /planeofeuthymia
β’ /magatsumitakenarukaminomikoto
β’ /kagemusha
β’ /shogunate
β’ /beelzebuls
β’ /thousandarmedhundredeyedgod
β’ /raiden-ei
β’ /uncouth
β’ /shoguns
β’ /euthymic
β’ /beelzebul