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The Common Cold (The Epidemic) - the pAper chAse

music ❝ I don't mean to make it seem like salmon upstream,
art credit: @Cottonboi_56309 on Twitter/X ...are you afraid, are you afraid of me? ❞ music divider divider Purpose
"Inspired by those little "lovemail" sections on sites, this is just a page dedicated to all the people I care about or those who mean a lot to me, I'm a pretty sappy person and always wanted to make one of these so I'm finally putting myself to it."

"If you want to be removed or potentially added, just shoot me a message on Discord, that's the easiest way to contact me as always. Anyways! Enjoy this sappy little space, don't be upset if you aren't added, it's nothing personal, I love you all."

"If you are ever removed or moved lower/higher, don't be offended. It's nothing personal."    ~IMPORTANT NOTICE OF 25.02.26~ "The lovemail has been shrunk. I don't think it will be forever, but for now... these are the people I trust the most. And have been there for me, the most. The most loyal people I have. I also feel as if I cannot risk adding a lot of names here, as is. I don't think it's safe to do so right now. So, for now, it's only those I know have my back and I could trust with my life. Thanks to you three... love ya guys."

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To: wip1 . . . . . . 𝄞 . . . [◉°]

assigned color: #ffce63 wip, (wip) divider divider

To: Kenny

(Originally written: February 27th, 2025) assigned color: #41b3e4 Sal, one of my best friends for nearly 6 years now, we didn't really talk too much during the year we met (2019), but I do remember quite a bit of our talks in 2020, and as the years passed it slowly grew, and by 2023/2024 I think is when things really kicked into full gear. Even before we actively talked I always thought you were super cool and I'd get anxious, because back then it was a lot harder for me to talk to people, even people who were my friends. By 2024 I think is when everything changed, I had hit probably one of my lowest points since 2021, I had lost the three most important people to me and I felt like I had nobody I could turn to. In a state of despair, I was reaching out to pretty much anybody I could. But I didn't really open up to anybody, but as days passed I ended up opening up to you about what had happened, and you then started to help me, you were there every time I hit the lowest I could go and gave me the company, support and advice that I needed, long messages that I still look back at read to this day, advice I still use even now. You are always a wonderful person to talk to, and fun to be around, I love listening to you yap about your interests whether it's through texts or voice messages. You mean a lot to me, and I look forward to every message and always try to reply even when I'm busy, and I always feel safe/comfortable talking to you or coming to you when I need anything. I'm glad I get to call you a friend, and consider you close, thank you for sticking around. divider divider

To: Daniel

(Originally written: April 15th, 2025... Edited April 23, 2025) assigned color: #589207 Dan, you Scottish bastard... when you and I met, I was in a really dark place, desperately trying to find my place again and pick myself back up, and you were one of the first people in that dark place that I met. We connected almost immediately, and I was so excited to meet somebody who shared my favorite band and over all just... have my music taste, especially with how much music itself was helping me cope. So to meet somebody else who had such similar tastes, made me feel so much less alone. And it's been so fun with every little conversation we have, even if it took a lot of time to be able to properly talk. You really pulled me out of a dark spot in my life, whether you realized it or not, I'm so glad I met you. I consider you a close friend, regardless of how much we talk, I enjoy your presence. I have fun picking you apart.

(Added onto: June 15th, 2025) As time passes, the more I spend time with you now that I finally get the proper chance to, it's been a blessing. You're so much more than just another Starset fan, you're my best friend. All the little things, all the memories and reminiscing on how everything came to be; the beginnings of our friendship and such... I love looking back on it, and digging into it too; explaining my perspective and hearing yours whether it be over the buh talks, old conversations we remember or anything of the sort. In an odd way, I consider it some sort of closure, I'm not really sure how to explain it; I guess I blamed myself a tad not knowing what was going on behind the scenes but... in the end it seems we have a lot more in common than I could have ever imagined. You mean a lot to me, and I cherish you a lot, and I'm so honored to be your friend, apart of your messy canvas. I will always be your friend, no matter what, even if it's so "questionable" or will screw me over, you are one of my best friends; and that is final. Thank you, you disaster. divider divider

To: wip2

assigned color: #f1b5db wip, (wip) divider divider

Honorable Mentions

"WIP, here will be well... As it reads, honorable... So people I value, but don't have anything big written for who may be added later! I still have to figure out how I want to format this." divider divider

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