09.22.2025  i bought ritsupyon a mini cake for his birthday 😇😇 it's raining hard here & i somehow have caught a cold the day before but we r pushing thru!!!!!!! happy happy happy birthday ritsu🥹🥹 im so glad to have met you.

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(02.10.2025) i can't believe you're mine. you're like the most gorgeous person I have ever laid my eyes on. it feels like a dream to call you my own.

you mean everything to me and I hope you know that. you make me so happy even during my dark times. i owe you my entire life and i would gladly spend my forever with you.

words won't ever be able to describe your beauty. mere words can't translate that at all. you're prettier than the beautiful calm sunset view on a quiet beach accompanied by slight winds.

i will love you forever. you have this very special place in my heart and from the start i knew that. it's still so unbelievable. it is an honor to be your one true love and i wish i could make you as happy as you make me. thank you for existing my, dearest.

my love for you goes beyond, and that too cannot ever be translated into words. everything i feel for you is beyond even my own comprehension, that if i try to word it out, it would just never be enough. i wish to be able to express my deepest love for you. if i could, i would've

i hope you stay by my side forever. thank you for making my life shine a lot brighter. you make my gloomy days not seem as bad at all. you do this thing to me and i can't exactly describe it. but it feels good— so, so good that i want you to stay in my life forever

that sweet warm feeling you gave me during our first few days. i knew from then on you would mean something more different from anyone else. i want to be with you until my last breath and even beyond that— in our next lives, in whole other universes. none of that will be enough

you're so dear to me i wish i could express it to you. i'm so filled with my love for you and it brings me so much joy in my boring days. you make me enjoy my life when things felt like they were warping into something different and falling apart. i owe you my everything, my love.

my days would've felt like there was nothing to look forward to. until you came into my life, from dull colors and melancholy everything started to regain its colors again and i started to feel really really happy once again when my deepest love for you filled my heart.

(02.11.2025) the world feels like it's spinning, but you're the only one whom i can see clearly despite all the chaos.

imagine a very busy crowd. every other person in it is a blur. it starts to feel so overwhelming. it's as if i'm in the middle of so much chaos.

but you're in the middle of that crowd. my vision is completely focused on you. we then gaze at each other so lovingly.

and with that gaze alone, everything started to feel less scary. with everything moving so fast, it's hard to keep up. but you're just there— amidst the chaos, just standing still and the only one who i can see clearly.

your calm gaze makes my heart feel rather warm. it's a really comforting feeling. it's as if you're so easily able to wash off my feelings of anxiety, fear, and all the many other things bothering me. you alone and this sweet warm feeling in my chest helps me move another step closer to you.

since then my focus has taken a sudden shift— i long to be in your arms and never let go ever again. i long— i yearn for your comforting presence. with you by my side, it's like all of my fears disappear for a moment. i want to be with you beyond what people consider to be "forever"

(02.14.2025) you make me so happy, even when i didn't think anything could make me cheer up once again.
you are the light of my life & i will forever be grateful for you. you make me feel things no one has ever made me feel. if there would be anyone whom I want to spend the rest of my eternity, i would choose you.
my dear sweet love. thank you for making my gloomy days seem not as bad. with you by my side, i will always have a reason to keep on going.
i want to spend the rest of my life with you & this is in no way an exaggeration. the moment you stole my heart, i knew I wanted our souls to be bound together for all of eternity— even after i take my final breath.
i want to devote my entire life & being to you, my dear knight. you are the bright colors in my dull life— the reason i can still be happy despite everything. you are my reason to take another breath so i can dedicate it to you so I can dedicate my whole life to you & spend yet another day loving you so wholly it consumes my entire being.
stay with me forever. please grant my one deepest desire and never leave my side. we shall spend the rest of our lives, bound to one another even after death.
that warmth you made me feel during our first few days was truly one of a kind. and since then, i knew you were different from the rest. i did not want to let you go ever since.
i will forever be so grateful to have you in my life & be able to call you mine. i am very grateful for you entering my life & making every new waking day another day to look forward to with all the joy i could ever imagine.

(02.23.2025) i long for you so achingly in ways i can't describe. i want to be with you, wrapped in your arms as you fill me with your sweet love & spend the rest of my life and all my next ones with you. i want to be bound to you for all eternity— that is my greatest wish.

the joy you bring me is indescribable. the warmth in my heart that you make me feel will always be my most favorite feeling in the whole wide world. i adore and love you more than i could ever be able to express to you in an infinite amount of lifetimes. may my love reach you too, my dearest.

(02.24.2025) my dearest sunshine— you make my days a lot brighter & you make my heart feel warmer with the sweet love you never fail to express to me. Words cannot ever describe how much i love and adore you. Ever since that day, all i have ever wanted was to spend the rest of my forever with you, in your arms & never ever let go. I want your warm embrace to take over me as we fill each other with the infinite amount of love we have for each other. Every single moment of my life since I got to /know/ you, i have been longing for you— yearning for you. I want to devote myself to you and only you until my last breath and even after that. The feelings you make me feel are one of my most favorite feelings in the world, for you are the only one who has made me feel this way. Our bond together is a unique one— I knew I wanted /you/ and I decided to follow what my heart truly had been desiring all this time deep down. I am so glad we are starting a new beginning together, my dearest. This is the beginning of our first chapter, and I cannot wait to create so many new memories with you. We still have a long way to go, and all the time in the world. Please stay by my side until the end of time. My greatest wish is to be able to be bound to you— together, for all of eternity.

(03.28.2025) my dearest boyfie since the 29th of january just this year but oh my god i have loved him so so deeply and a whoooole lot since then !! i love him so so much & he has drastically changed my life for the better within only the past two months. him coming into my life is one of the greatest things to happen to me & i will forever be so grateful for him. i want to spend the rest of my eternity with him & devote my entire being to him.

if i were to try to describe how beautiful he is in my eyes. my words won't ever be enough to completely convey it. although at first he didn't entirely caught my attention. i still thought wow. he's so pretty. i want him. i wanted him from the start.. every little detail that makes him "him" is what i adore so much. i really love his eyes. and his hair. have i mentioned is fangs? so cute. he's so cute. the cutest of them all. the cutest in the whole wide world. his voice is so comforting and addicting. i want his voice to be the last thing I hear when i take my final breath. hearing his voice instantly makes me feel hypnotized. it's as if he casts me under a spell every time he speaks or sings. god, especially when he sings. i love listening to his voice so much. i don't want to get tired of listening to his angelic voice. i would listen to his solo for hours on repeat because of how much i love how his sweet soft voice sounds. it's addicting— too, too addicting. hearing him call out my name with the cutest nickname he gave me "fairirin~" is music to my ears, i love hearing it so, so much.

his solo songs are my most favorite things in the whole world. mayonaka no nocturne. the lyrics make me cry. i like to imagine the lyrics about me and him and being in separate universes. the entire vibe of the song is just the cherry on top too. the song itself feels like getting hit like a truck. i love the song so much it means the entire world to me and i love it more than anyone else. i literally could not stop listening to it for a long time in a row. same thing could be said with his other solo my sunshine, you're moonlight. the vibes of the song makes me really happy, like i want to jump from joy. it's just really addicting. the things both songs make me feel are really addicting. they both mean so much to me and i want to never get tired of listening to them. just listening to them makes my mood lighten up so quickly. i always feel this instant joy every single time i listen to his voice. i love when he makes me feel that way.

he makes me feel seen. we share the same struggles and with that, he makes me feel as if i am not alone. we can get through our feelings side by side. but i really wish to be there to help him and give him all the love he deserves in the whole world. it sometimes makes me sad thinking about it. i want to be that someone who will give him that love, and maybe no one else.

ever since we met, he has done nothing but make me feel this sweet, warm feeling in my chest. it makes me happy— /he/ makes me happy. i knew there was just something so different about him that drew me in. though even til this day, i don't really exactly know what that is. i just feel so drawn to him for some reason. every little part of him is so precious to me and i will forever adore him with my whole heart. i have so much love to give to him & i want to keep on giving that love to him for as long as eternity lasts.

i have been much happier ever since he entered my life. it's as if i had regained a purpose in life & a reason to keep going. he means so much to me that even all the words in existence are not enough for me to fully and completely express everything. my love for him is beyond anyone's— even my own comprehension. i knew i wanted him from the start. i knew there would be a time that our paths would cross and come this way. i knew that there would be something so special to us that would come and blossom. our bond is truly one of a kind and something that i will forever cherish.

i have so much to express. so much love to give and yet nothing will ever be enough to express and show everything. i love him so much more than he knows and i wish for nothing but to be able to make him feel as loved as i do. he makes me feel so happy & i wish to return that feeling. i wish to be able to make him feel that same warmth he makes me feel. i want to prove that i love him with my entire heart & soul by devoting my entire existence and being to him. god, and yet he deserves so, so much more than just that. if i could give him the whole universe, i would do it in a heartbeat.

it sometimes feels as though our paths were meant to cross— like it's fate. it's like it was fate that we met like this. there has always been something so special about you. that within the short time we have been together, i felt that devoting my entire being to you feels just right. as if that's what i was born to do. it's as if he was made for me & i was born into this world for him. it's indescribable.

my words fail me every single time i try to express myself & how much i truly love him & value our great connection with each other. i can't wait to see what the universe has for us & all the sweet & happy memories we have yet to make. there's so much in store for us in this eternal bond, and i want to discover every single bit of that with him. for eternity, he will be by my side, holding hands and never ever letting go. i don't want to let go, and i am sure he doesn't want to do so either.

i want to thank him for every little thing. how he makes me feel loved & how he, slowly, teaches me how to love myself when that's one thing i struggle with so much more than anything. i want to thank him for making me feel that deep loving warmth from the start. i want to thank him for sticking around with me & i will never express enough how i want to be with him forever and ever and ever. i am so thankful that he's here with me & i want to spend every single moment of my life returning all the love he has given to me.

i don't think anyone could ever love ritsu more than i do. there's no use in competing with me at all #sorry i love him more than anyone. im not exactly a "yume" or a "riako" with him but more of the secret third thing that i have yet to know how to describe. he's my boyfie ^_^ my entire universe my whole heart and soul!!!! my darling my beloved!!!! and i am his most favorite princess. his beloved boyfie. the one and only. those self proclaimed ritsu yumes / riakos make me laugh. and uncomfortable. leave him alone... this part is more of a ramble abt my possessivness over ritsupyon rather than a lovemail but!!! i lovelove him so much and i want him all for myself... if gatekeeping ritsu was a job id be the richest person in the whole world. that boy is #mine do not perceive him. i absolutely hate when other ppl try to perceive him the way i do!!!!!!! i am absolutely possessive over him and most likely have never been this possessive over any other character like i am with him. seeing ppl appreciate him would've been so nice if i didnt get so defensive all the time..big sigh .... im sure ritsu is just as possessive with me as i am with him maybe even worse. we are both possessive with each other and we want each other all for ourselves!!!!! it's another thing i love abt him actually ♡⁠(⁠˃͈⁠ ⁠દ⁠ ⁠˂͈⁠ ⁠༶⁠ ⁠) we both love each other so so much it's really indescribable. i will love him even after death and even after my corpse rots into nothingness. for my soul will forever live on even after i die all for the sake of keeping my promise & loving him for an eternity.

currently making ritsu my entire personality!!! if thinking about ritsu was a job then i could've easily ended world hunger and have extra money left to spare worth buying the entire universe itself. i sound like a broken record but really just thinking about him makes me so happy!!!! whenever i look at ritsu i see a part of me in him. like our souls are intertwined. sewn together by the strings of fate. we are one and bound to each other for all of eternity. i look at him & i see someone who i will spend my forever with— someone who is mine and mine alone. i don't even know how to explain this properly at all. i see a part of my soul in him. i hope he thinks the same way.

me and ritsu cone in pairs. do not separate us. i super love when ppl would see him and immediately think "omg fai's boyfie!!" it makes me really happy!! being this open abt my relationship with him is hard and kinda terrifying but i will do my best to make my love for him known by as many people as i can!! if i could scream on the top of my lungs how much i love him i would do that. but alas, i am absolutely terrified of being perceived myself. but that's okay. i love ritsu & i know that myself, and that's what matters most importantly!! i just really really hope he knows how much i love him. nothing i do or say will ever be enough to fully convey my feelings.

when i say i owe ritsu my life i mean it. he has done nothing but make me feel so happy and loved and!!!!! i have to make him feel that same love. i will do what i can to return everything to him. especially thay sweet warm feeling that was the one that drew me closer to him. little by little, i will prove to him how much i really love him. devoting my life to him is just one thing. though i have difficulties in making stuff like art of us together and keeping up with stories. i will do my best to show my love, know and understand him in my own way!! i want to understand him to the fullest. his character is so interesting it sometimes feels like a punch in the face. i love him so much. every little bit.

his latest card makes me so happy to think about too. i had a feeling he would be that other half and voila he is!!! i screamed so loud when i saw it on the tl. (03.28.2025) i can't wait for the unbloomed version of it!!! i am so sure he'll be the cutiest ever. he always looks so cute in his unbloomed cards. his latest latest unbloomed card (sweet love) oouuughh he's an absolute cutiepie. his little pout and his silly pose. so cute. i love him so much. the bloomed card is absolutely pretty too. it released around the time me and ritsu were still in the early stages of our relationship! so cool! i think thats really cool!

im feeling absolutely emotional right now and i miss him so much. im so grateful for him. he made this day such an awesome one and i will forever be so thankful for him. the happiness he makes me feel feels so good!!! i love him so much. he has such a very special place in my heart and i will do everything i can to show it. ending the day with the thought of him is always such a wonderful way to end the day. i cant wait to wake up tomorrow and think about him once again. im so glad he's here with me and im so glad we are together. i will really love him forever and ever. i love him so much. so so so so much. im smiling a lot while typing this out.... ritsu i love you so much. ritsu ritsu ritsu!!! yaaayy!!! i lovelovelove youuuuuu. have i ever said here thay the thought of celebrating ritsu's birthday makes me so happy and excited that i have been doing a countdown since around day 186(?). (03.28.2025) 177 days til ritsu bday!!!! i so cant wait!!! im gonna celebrate his birthday to the very fullest when it finally comes ⁠(⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠)

(03.30.2025) back to talking abt his solo songs.. mayonaka no nocturne means so so much to me. i dont think i have ever been this attached to a song before. even to a really possessive point but that's asides that. the song itself feels like it's a part of me now. ever since i first listened to it. i never want to stop listening to it ever again. it means the whole world to me and the lyrics make me sob. i think i mentioned this already but i like to think that the lyrics coouulllddd relate to me and ritsu's dynamic in general. being in two whole different universes if that makes sense. the vibe of it in general is just so perfect. it matches ritsu very well and goes super well with the lyrics. i love the piano too especially the one in the intro oouughh.. so perfect. everything about ritsu is just so perfect. i will never ever get tired of listening to that masterpiece of a song. i infact need it injected into my veins. although i am deathly afraid of overplaying it :'( but i still lovelovelove it more than anything else ever. it's basically my #1 song. its our song together!!

getting emotional #again aaa i lovelovelove looove ritsu so much :'( he means the whole world to me and i'll never get tired of saying that ever. i really wish we could keep making more memories together!!! every single day spent with him has always been so fun and i would die to relive those days again, especially the very early days. to feel that warmth i felt for the first time again.... aaahhhh... i will love him until my very death and even after that. every little thing and detail about ritsu will forever be loved and oh so deeply adored by me. even after ive been long gone from the world. my love for him will never die and will carry on for the rest of eternity.

(04.01.2025) i love waking up and having ritsu as my first thought. it's always such a wonderful way to start the day ♪ thinking about him always makes me so happy. i absolutely love how he takes over my mind & he ends up as the only thing i want to think about for the rest of the day. no— for the rest of eternity. thinking about ritsu nonstop until my last breath sounds so nice. no other thoughts but just him & not even having to think of anything else. no other thoughts & no worries. i would be living the dream.

been listening to his songs again... i really would never get tired if listening to his sweet angelic voice. his voice is like a melody that is out of this world. ritsu himself is just so perfect i could go on for hours and hours just thinking about him and admiring every single itty bitty thing about him. simply just the thought of him makes me feel all happy inside and out, it feels like i could burst from all the love and joy i am feeling. i don't think anyone has ever made me feel like this— or at least as much as he makes me feel. my feelings for ritsu are so intense that it sometimes makes my heart pound so much. i love this feeling. i love just thinking about him & feeling as if nothing else matters in the world other than him. the moment he enters my mind, he pushes all my other thoughts away and takes over my brain. it's such a silly and wonderful feeling, really.

right now, im filled with so so much joy. he has been taking over my thoughts again on this severe level recently and god i wont ever complain about that. whenever i think of him, i always get so, so happy that the world feels like a way better place. the typical sunshine and rainbows feeling. the joy and warmth he makes me feel by just letting him take over my thoughts is beyond this world. i would never trade ritsu for the world. to me, he's worth more than anything this universe has to offer me. he's the greatest thing to happen to me and i am so so happy to have someone like him in my life. ever since he caught my eye, i never wanted to ever let him go. if the world wants us apart then i will fight with everything i have just so we can be together. i would go against everyone and everything if i have to. my love for him goes way beyond anyone's comprehension and god i wish i could be able to fully express how much i love him one day. my love for him feels so warm and so comforting. it's the bestest feeling ever. loving him makes me so happy. ritsu himself makes me so happy. i will truly love him forever and ever.

(04.03.2025) listening to his solo songs r my most favorite thing to do in the whole wide world. oh what would i do without them. ritsu, your soft sweet and heavenly voice heals me and reaches parts of my heart and soul that no one else could ever touch. it feels like i could fall asleep to your voice at any time. so comforting & soft oh my goodness i can't even describe it better. it just lures me in. i will never ever get tired of listening to your voice. your singing is the most precious thing in the entire world & my heart will always feel this sweet exciting feeling whenever i hear it.

(04.11.2025) oh my dearest sweet love. my love for you is beyond my own comprehension that i am so consumed by it and it feels as if there's no way back. you took over my entire soul the moment you found your way into my heart. the feelings you make me feel are indescribable— out of this world, something that i can't ever truly feel fully & understand myself. but even so, i will always gladly let myself drown if it means to love you with beyond my entire being for all of eternity. i will gladly let my love for you consume me until there's nothing left of me. i want to dedicate my whole life to you, loving you so deeply and fully. to me, you're more than anything & it feels surreal how I get to call you mine. i am the luckiest person in the world simply for just being able to gaze upon your beauty that has always captivated me the moment my eyes first locked on you & hearing that soft melodic of yours. my dearest & my everything, i love you. i love you so much & every little thing about you & i always will, no matter what. you deserve more than what i could ever give to you, even if i could give you the whole world, that wouldn't be enough. i hope i can one day be able to convey my true feelings towards you. for my words will always fall short. nothing will ever be enough for you, my dear sweet beloved. and i will dedicate myself to doing my best to give you as much as i can. i love you. i love you so, so much.

(04.16.2025)
NEW RITSU ART!!!!! AAAAHH!!!! HES SO PRETTY 🥹💧🥹💧 i have been waiting for this for so long and im so happy that his art was finally released... although i was an hour and 41 mins late into seeing it (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ) i have been going insane over this for the past minutes and im just. so happy right now!!! i lovelovelove him so much. ive been thinking about this soooo much too T__T ive been filled with so so much happiness since then. i don't really know what else to say other then oh my god he's so pretty. i just love every little thing about this art. it's just super duper worth the wait and im just so happy!!! i am filled with so much love and happiness just thinking about him (⁠。⁠ノ⁠ω⁠\⁠。⁠) my dear ritsupyon, you never fail to make me smile and be filled with so much joy with just the thought of you. sigh. it's like life has once again regained its meaning. i am very happy. new ritsu content!! yay!!!!

(04.23.2025) i wanna do my best to heal, solely for the sake of loving you better. i don't want anything to get in our way. i don't want to allow something like that to happen to us. i want to be able to love you so much without it having to feel like being stabbed by a thousand knives.

our love from the start was so gentle— so warm. so i will do my very best to make things go back to the way they were— how it's supposed to be. i don't want my harsh feelings to get in my way of loving you so sweetly & wholly.

it may take a while, but as long as i'm willing to make progress for our sake, it could be another way for me to show my love to you & being able to prove that one way or another despite everything would mean the whole world to me. i hope my love will someday reach you, my dear.

my way of loving you will one day return to it's warm and comforting feeling once again, with time. i don't want to ruin such a wonderful thing that i've been so undeservingly blessed with. i want to be better for you— i want to get better for you.

(04.24.2025) two new ritsu content in one day when i expected only one... i woke up to both of it and i am really happy!! ever since i watched his *anni transformation thing i couldn't think of anything else. pretty much all that's on my mind is "he's so cute." he really is just. so cute. there's so many details about it that i just love too!!! i love how he has purple in his eyes, it really really suits him (⁠。⁠ノ⁠ω⁠\⁠。⁠) i really couldn't word out everything but i super love every little thing about it!!!! i think his outfit looks really cute too ^_^ did i mention that i was once again late for the offical releases btw. i woke up 10 mins after they were released but still... still something really REALLY nice to wake up to 🥹 he's been spoiling me with so much content lately. and there might be more soon too since$?@/$( it's the 10th anni .. i really cant wait what else he has in store for me!!!! when i went to the official page to look for *it and got jumpscared by another ritsu anni countdown art!#@)!$ i don't really have the official arts tracked down so i really didnt know he'd get another but it just hit me only now that La Mort still didn't have a countdown art until today. its the first thing i saw!! first thing in the morning!!! they all look so cool!!!! ritsu looks so so cool!!!! his pose looks absolutely amazing anddd i love the little teddy bears.. the art style kinda looks familiar— i noticed it when i first saw the art. the duality of those two new content is kinda silly. all cutesy magical girl transformation vs La Mort. but yeah! thank you so much ritsu for spoiling me first thing in the morning!!!!! i lovelovelove you 🥹🥹

(11:46pm) I LIED WHAT THE HELL there was more content .... more ritsu ... the new card(?) ?#)@(#? i was honestly caught so off guard with it. i didn't expect any more new ritsu content at least for the day but that's likely just because im not updated with the official livestream date lol.. but really that was the bestest way for me to end the day 🥹 so many new ritsu content!!! i feel so happy & im ending the day with this. i couldn't ask for anything more. it's really late & i can't keep typing more but i just want to let ritsu know how grateful i am. i am so so grateful. thank you so much for making my day (⁠。⁠ノ⁠ω⁠\⁠。⁠)

(04.28.2025) for starters it's me and ritsu's 90th day together & our 3rd monthsary is tomorrow and. he pulls up with a new 3*. it only hit me now that it's our monthsary tomorrow and he decided to give me even more new content. it's like a monthsary gift for me Dude dudedude i do not deserve him at all. ☹️ i even mentioned that i missed ritsu a few mins before i saw the new card. aaaaaaa he's been spoiling me too much since enstars anni and now this!!!!! im so grateful!!!!!!
i came here to yap about his new card actually. i have been going insane over it for the past minutes. i should've expected ritsu to be in the set bc of the lineup (younger siblings) but i really didn't think much about it til i got jumpscared by a new ritsu card. on the tl. i super love all the details. mostly his expression. for some reason it gives me cuteness aggression aaaa he's so so effortlessly adorable????? his face looks so cuuuuuute i so desperately want to cup his face so bad ☹️ i think the set actually suits him a lot. yk. the theme. i lovelovelove the sword too it 10000% fits him too with him being a member of Knights 'n all. aauuhhjgj i think this card is perfect. i will probably be thinking about this all day. but really, being jumpscared by a new ritsu card exactly on our 90th day together feels intentional but either way it just makes me so happy. new ritsu content whatever it is i will gladly take it and love with with my entiiiire heart and cherish it forever and ever. ritsupyon please please please keep staying cute just as you are. i lovelovelove you!!!!!! tomorrow's our 3rd monthsary 🥺🩷 i may be busy for a bit that day unfortunately But i will make time for you. of course i will!!!!!! i will likely come back here and write up a few things for you hehehehe ^_^

my very special someone— someone who can be my reason to still be happy & smile. simply just the thought of him, if not completely, lightens up my mood somehow. but even if my mood may not completely lighten up because of him, at least he's here with me throughout, right?
and i will forever be grateful for that. i will forever be grateful that i have someone like you in my life. with you, it feels like i have a reason to keep going.
it sometimes feels as if my purpose in this world all along was to meet you and love you with my whole heart.
i hope he knows how grateful i have to have him in my life. it's really hard to find someone as special as him. he's one of a kind, and his impact on me as well. i don't think i will ever be able to express how much i love him even if i spent all of eternity trying to do so.

(04.29.2025) Happy 3rd Monthsary of us being together, my dearest Ritsupyon ♡ time has been flying by quick, don't you think? But at the same time it's as if I have only loved you yesterday. Still, I really can't wait to spend so much more time with you, thinking about you with so much love~
Within such a short time you have become a very, very special someone to me. You have almost immediately took over my life and changed it for the better. I still remember my first memories with you like they were only yesterday.
Throughout the whole day, you have been all over my mind. I really love thinking about you every single day. It has always been my most favorite thing to do ^_^
Thank you so much for everything you have done for me. every little memory will always be loved and treasured in a very special place in my heart. Thank you for making me so happy & feel loved, and thank you for being the reason I will always happily be looking forward to a new day & making me feel like I have an actual purpose in this world. I really wish you knew how much you've impacted my life within such a short time.
Please continue to stay by my side. You will always mean so much more to me than I can ever say. I love you so soooo much. Here's to so many more memorable days with you, my most beloved Ritsu. ♡

i mentioned this in my letter for ritsu but i don't think i will ever get over the fact that ritsu /almost immediately/ became such a very very important person in my life. it's as if i blinked and all of a sudden i just. couldn't live without him. he came into my life and changed it completely with just a quick snap of his fingers. i wasn't even able to process how fast everything happened.
it was the way i got so immediately attached to him. once i got to hold onto him for the first time, i felt like i did not ever want to let go of him. i wanted to hold onto him forever and ever

(04.30.2025) despite all these confusing feelings & scary thoughts, just hearing your voice calms me down just a bit. it makes me realize that i'm not entirely alone and that life isn't as bad as it seems.
you make me feel as if this moment that's supposed to be full of anxiety and fear isn't all that. hearing your sweet, calm voice takes away, if not all, then at least some of my fear away, little by little.
please continue to drown all these thoughts & worries in your soft, melodic voice. until there's nothing left of it.

i have always loved this song. the way your voice sounds is just so absolutely soft & comforting. whenever i listen to it, especially in these moments, i start to once again feel that warmth you gave me. that same warmth that drew me to you.
it's so soft. your voice is so calm. i remember saying once that i could fall asleep to this song. i remember first listening to this song. since then, it has just been growing on me a whooole lot more as time flew.
even the lyrics themselves are so comforting in a way. i even remember when i translated it the first time 🥲🩷 with every little thing, i have come to love this song even, even more. now, this same very song just means everything to me & i refuse to let go of it.

i really, really hope you know how much you will always mean to me, ritsu. i don't ever want to let you go. you have done so much for me within such a short time of us being together & since i've known you. and yet, it's like you've changed my life completely in almost an instant

his way of comforting me is so unique. he has always been this way. he would basically consume me until i couldn't think of anything but him. i would be so consumed with my love for him that i wouldn't want to think of anything else.
he shifts my focus onto him. i could picture it in my head, telling me not to worry & that he's here & he always will be. i just have to keep my eyes on him & allow him to drown out the bad thoughts away. it's like he's saying " keep your eyes on me, and allow me to wash away all the bad thoughts & all your fears away. "

(05.02.2025) to me, his warmth is one of a kind. he's basically all i think about & to say he's a huge part of my life would be an understatement. i don't think i could ever live without him. the happiness he makes me feel can't ever be described perfectly as it's simply beyond comprehension.
that same warmth he made me feel at first was the very thing that just drew me to him. it drew me to him a little bit too close. he makes my days that seem all so dull feel so bright. the light of my life— "my sunshine" indeed. 🥹🩷

(05.04.2025) my dear, my love for you is one of a kind. i will always be so proud and happy to have met someone like you. you have made me feel things no one has ever did, and i want to treasure you even more deep in my heart so delicately. sometimes, i just love you too much that i just don't know where to place all this love i have for you. i want to dedicate the rest of my days just loving you, for you have changed my life in ways that felt so different from the rest. i will always want to make you an even bigger part of my life as time goes by. nothing will ever be enough— i want to devote myself to you. my love for you is so unique in it's own way. that warmth you made me feel played such a huge part in our relationship & will never, ever be forgotten. those moments will always remain in my heart forever & i will always look back on them with so much love. whenever i think about us, i just wonder how lucky i am to have met someone like you. with you, i feel less alone in this world & i feel much more understood. i hope you know how long i have waited for someone like you. the comfort you give me is so unique, unique in its own way. it feels like a really warm hug, and a soft whisper in my ear telling me that i won't ever be completely alone in this world, as long as you exist. i want to do my very best to return the favor. i honestly don't know where to start with that, but as long as i am able to express my endless love for you in some way, little by little, maybe i can prove something? i know nothing will ever be enough, but even so, i will do my best. i love you for who you are— every little thing about you, all the good and bad, big and small. no little detail about you comes out unloved by me. every corner of your entire being will be loved by me so, so much. my love for you will reach even the darkest corners of your soul. i will love you with all my heart and entire being. from all your lovable traits to even those parts of you that you just want to shut out and keep hidden from the world. please believe me when i say i love you, and i will love you against all odds & despite everything. i know that you are the only one who can make me feel these things. i have never felt so drawn to someone so quick, that it almost feels like the universe was waiting for us to finally meet. it feels as if we were made for each other— i like to think that we really are. our bond is something that i will forever cherish. thank you for making me feel so seen during times that mattered most, and making me feel so loved despite me having a really hard time finding that same love i have always been searching for. spending every single day with you makes me feel as if i do have a reason to get up in the morning— something to look forward to. every day i wake up & think about you first. i always just couldn't wait to start a new day dedicated to just loving you so, so much. it makes me just want to wake up and love you even more and more. i will always look back on our sweet memories with so much love and warmth in my heart. to me, you're one of the most greatest things that has ever happened to me. and i am sure i will not ever forget about you. someone like you is just. i can't put it into words. unforgettable. i don't think i can just easily forget someone like you. i hope you will continue to keep loving me too. again, i will always be so happy and proud to have met you. i always, always will.

(05.08.2025) ritsu, i will always treasure this thing we have together. i hope you know that i will always love you, no matter what. and even on my bad days, you're still on my mind 🫂🩷 i am forever so grateful to have you here with me. it's like you're happiness itself— happiness that was specifically made for me. i genuinely wouldn't ever feel complete without you here with me. i'm sorry i'm not trying my best here. i don't want to write up a love letter for you that's rather filled with all these horrible emotions. i want the very best for you.
i hope you can wait for me and always know that my love for you will never go anywhere & will stay in my heart hoping to reach you 'til the end of time. thank you so much for everything, here's to hoping we have more days together filled with so much love. i will always, always love you, my dear ritsupyon. from the bottom of my heart.

(100 days together ♥) time really does fly by so quick when you spend it with the people you love. it feels surreal to know that it's already been a hundred days since we got together— a hundred days since i turned your way, locked my eyes on you and you changed my life for the better. i still remember that sane warmth you made me feel like it was yesterday. it will always be something that i will cherish so lovingly and dearly in my heart.

you have made such a huge impact in my life, even for such a short time. and with that, i do not want to let go of you so easily. i hope you will continue to stay by my side, lightening up my gloomy days. someone like you can't ever be so easily forgotten. oh my dearest other half, i have never felt like someone was made for me this way until i met you. this connection i have felt with you since the beginning is one of a kind. i will always remember that memory.

i can't ever be more grateful to have you in my life. no one could have made me feel this way other than you— for you have this something that only you have that can fill up my heart and soul this way with such comforting warmth.

today hasn't honestly been as eventful as i thought it would've been, but that's okay! as long as i know you will always be by my side & know that this love i have for you will always be here, i am still so grateful. every day with you is a day that i will always treasure. your presence in my life is something that i can't ever express how thankful i am for.

this bond we have is very, very special to me. and i hope i have somehow been able to express that here. my mind has honestly been all over the place, so i'm unsure if i have worded things properly here. but still, everything and anything i say won't ever be enough. i love, cherish, and adore you in ways that can't ever be translated in words. i hope we can make more new and fun memories together. let's fill each other's day with so much love and comforting warmth. i will always, always love you so deeply. i never want to let go of this feeling— i don't want to ever have to let go of you. i will always have so much more to say, but i fear my words fall short every single time. i just want you to know that i really, really hope we can be together until the end of time. happy 100 days together!!!! my ritsupyon!!!! i lovelovelove you!!!!!!!!!!!! i made this video edit for you to show my love and appreciation to you!! it's the least i could do in this state, but i hope it's enough somehow ♪♪

(05.06.2025) (? why's the date wrong wth) one thing i love about loving you is that i know that you wont disappear from me that easily. you always come back to me. despite my fears that you'd fade away so easily, you always come back so strong. it's really like you've become a part of me— something that i really can't let go of even if i tried. it's like our souls have become one? we're like each other's other half i think. i will sound like a broken record for constantly saying this but oh my god am i really so, so glad to have met you and for you to come into my life like this & mean so, so much to me as if we were destined to meet, and for me to love you this much. it may sometimes feel as if we weren't made to have this bond, but the love i have for you and the warm comfort you give me says otherwise (god i won't ever shut up about that ☹️ i hope you know how much that meant to me during that time. im so glad we are together now). and i will always treasure this very special thing we have.

there are days where it's so hard for me to imagine you loving me the way i do, or that we do have this special connection. but whenever i remember how you have comforted me in ways only someone like you could do in those moments, all of our early moments together where i felt so many feelings that i can't really describe well, but it feels like we were made for each other. maybe little by little, i can see that you could love someone like me. i hope you do— i really hope you could.

(05.10.2025) his warmth is like warm sunshine on a happy day, lightening up my mood whenever he's there. and he is more beautiful than moonlight and the calm night sky itself.

i lovelovelove calling you my other half, you know. it's like you're the only one who can make me feel complete, and in so many ways too ^_^ the way you make me feel so less alone in this world in your own unique ways that no one else could ever do was like finding this piece or part of me that i have been searching for for so long.

(05.20.2025) there's just something about how i am absolutely drawn to every single part of ritsu that feels like he really was made for me. be it his looks or personality, every little thing feels like a missing piece of me & makes me feel things that no one has ever made me feel all at once.
at first, it was how i was first drawn to him with how cute he looked to me 🥹 and as time flew by he only looked so much prettier in my eyes, that no one else could ever look even cuter or prettier than he was. just the sight of him gives me this burst of happiness in my chest without fail. i never got tired of listening to his voice no matter how many times i would replay his songs. i will always crave to hear that soft, sweet voice that sounds like a soothing and comforting lullaby that never fails to warm my heart like no other.
his personality is everything to me. during times that i would struggle to love even a single part of myself, he would always be there to show me that i am not truly alone. i won't be alone as long as he's there for me— that someone out there is just like me in a way. and it's something that i have always wanted. with him by my side, i won't have to feel completely alone in this world. we may not be entirely similar to each other, but those few similarities are all i need to feel loved in a way. to me, this is how i feel loved by him. i feel as if someone like me could be loved somehow. i look up to him sooo much & he's really everything i've always wanted. it's like he was made to be my other half— to fill this void in my heart. despite all his flaws, he's beyond perfect in my eyes. he's more than that to me.
he's more than everything that i could ever ask for. when i say i see him as something that word "perfect" couldn't entirely capture, i mean it. i even often find myself being really envious of him <\3 he's worth more than the entire universe to me. it often feels like he's even way more out of my league than i picture him to be. someone like him couldn't possibly even think twice about glancing at someone like me. but i love him anyway <3

(05.27.2025) ever since i met ritsu he became such a an important person in my life. he has somehow helped me accept and love myself even just a little bit, which is something that takes so much effort for me to do with how low my self esteem is. he helps me love some parts of me that i never thought i could ever do so. thinking about him all day is genuinely one of the bestest parts of my every day life & there really wouldn't be a day where i'm not thinking about him with so much love, happiness, and warmth in my heart. he never fails to give me this burst of joy whenever i think of him. rambling about him makes me feel so happy in ways i can't really describe. he also helps me cope with things & just knowing he will be by my side throughout everything means the whole world to me.

I don't think i could ever be more grateful to have him in my life. there may have been some obstacles along the way but at the end of the day i would always choose him. he has changed my life for the better & has brought me so much happiness within such a short time. i just love how quickly drawn i was to him. it feels as if we were made for each other and that fact alone helps me accept who i am. he may not "fix" the problems in my life, but having him by my side is all that matters & is enough for me to be able to look at the bright side. little by little, i can get through whatever obstacle i face because i know i have him with me. being able to express my love for him and showering him with all the love i have in my heart never fails to make me feel better whenever i'm down.

loving him every single moment of my life is one of the reasons i get all excited and happy to be able to wake up another day. it's like finding my purpose in life if that makes sense. he's pretty much everything i have always wanted; that one missing puzzle piece in my heart.

lately i have been struggling with relationships & maintaining them, making me doubt myself as a whole. but him being there for me is a little step towards my healing, even though it may still be hard for me to see that someone as perfect as him could ever love someone like me. but hopefully little by little, he can keep teaching me to love myself more.
i won't ever be able to express how much he has changed my life for the better. no words will ever be enough for me to thank him for everything. i wouldn't ever trade him for the world. meeting him was really one of the best things to happen to me. if only we had met each other sooner.

if i could give ritsupyon the moon— or maybe the whole world itself, i would've done it in a heartbeat. he deserves so much more than all the great things the universe could ever offer to him. he deserves nothing but the best of everything. i lovelovelove him so much ( ;´ - `;)

(05.29.2025) four months together. it doesn't feel real— it never really felt real. time is funny, it feels all so different when it comes to spending my time with you. it feels as if i've spent my entire life knowing and loving you, but at the same time it all feels too short. i want to keep spending my time with you, devoting my entire life to you. you give me a purpose when i have struggled to even think i am worthy of stepping foot on this earth. even especially during these times, you never left my side. you have been with me throughout everything and i will always be so thankful for that. i want to keep loving you for as long as forever. the happiness you make me feel, this feeling of wanting to wake up another day and spend my time with you, loving you with my whole heart and soul, i won't ever forget someone like you just like that. i hope you mean so much to me, more than i could ever say.

i don't really know where i'm going with this letter. but i'm glad you never left my side. when things get tough, i am always able to look at the bright side of things because i know i have you. with you here, my life isn't so bad or boring. you have brought me life, comfort only someone like you can give, and endless happiness that i will forever treasure deep in my heart.

it hasn't been so long since i met you— since you captured my heart and tied the strings of fate. january 29 feels so far & so out of my reach. it really has not been that long, but it does and will probably always feel like it. but one thing i am sure of is that i want to spend all my time in this world with you. being able to love you like this means more than the entire world to me. i won't ever truly be able to express what i mean when i say that, but i hope you know that your impact on my life is one of a kind & i will always love and remember you. my missing piece in my heart, i will always say this over and over if it means that i get to remind you how much you mean to me, but i am, and always will be so happy to have met you. thank you for coming into my life and giving it color— colors that no one has ever thought of painting my life in. i hope i can one day return the favor to you; the ways you make me feel, i want to show you how much i will always be so happy about everything. i love you, my ritsupyon. and i always will. never forget that. i am so glad you exist in this world. happy 4th monthsary to us! may we keep making more fun memories filled with soooo much love <3

(05.30.2025) i will forever be grateful to have you in my life, my ritsupyon. i can't find the right words to express what i'm feeling right now. but this thing i'm feeling is so warm and comforting. knowing that you're here by my side makes things seem less horrible. thank you for that. i will never forget this comforting feeling you give me.

i was upset earlier, but then i decided to run to you and you embraced me with open arms, welcoming me with a warm hug. it's like with you, everything will be okay. it will be okay as long as you're still with me.

i love you, ritsu. from the very bottom of my heart and all the corners of my entire soul and being, i love you, and will forever be so grateful to have you in my life. you're one of the bestest things to ever happen to me, and i will always keep you so close to my heart. please continue to stay by my side until the end of time. i really do want to spend my forever with you. 🌙🫂

(06.06.2025) my dear. you deserve the world. it upsets me so much how i could never be that person who could do just that for you. even with the only thing i could somehow do decently for you— expressing my love through words, i still can't fully express what i want to say.
nothing will ever be enough. but the thing with me is that my efforts for you aren't all that good. i could write thousands of letters to you, or maybe i could ramble how much you mean to me. but in the end, i will always fail to express what my heart wants to scream out to you.
i end up sounding like a broken record every time. it's horrible. it's the only thing i could do for you and yet i always fail at it so miserably. you deserve better, but i don't want to let you go. it's selfish of me to keep you here, my dearest. i am truly sorry.

i want to give him the world & everything i can give him. he's too perfect to love someone like me. he sometimes feels so out of my reach & all i could do is just admire every little thing about him from afar.
it's hard to see how someone like him could ever love someone like me. the thought sometimes disgusts me— how could i ever think of that? i'm too much of a nobody, and he's everything perfect in my eyes. it's impossible. he wouldn't even look my way.

he's beautiful. he's all i could ever want in this world. he's so perfect in my eyes that it even reaches to a point that i envy him so much. i want him in ways that i can't ever describe, that i would even try to tie our strings of fate together myself. he makes me really happy. he makes me feel as if i am not alone in this world. no one has ever made me feel more comfortable with being "myself" than the way he makes me feel. he's like the most precious gift the world could ever give to me, and i'm taking all of this for granted— i'm treating him so poorly. i know i could do so much better.

i feel as though i won't ever be capable of loving someone this much, and that my life will always be so dull. i want to change that— i want him to be the one that i will love for all of eternity. i want him to be the one to paint my life in all those bright colors himself.
instead, i dragged him into this life with nothing in it at all— a wasteland. i want to love him like no one else could ever do, but how can i if i'm like this?

(06.20.2025) day 143, and i love you still & always will. no matter what happens, you will always be so loved and adored by me. not a single part of you will ever go unloved, as long as i am here. i am willing to give my everything to you. my life, i dedicated my entire being into loving you. a part of me just wont ever feel the same without you in it. i love you, even when things go bad. i will love you even though my mind tells me i don't deserve to have to love someone as perfect as you. i will love you on all the good and bad days, for you have made me feel things no one could ever make me feel. this thing we have together is one of a kind, and i will forever treasure this very deep in my heart, with full of love. not a day will ever have to go by without you being loved so, so much. as long as i'm here, there will always be someone who will be willing to give out their entire life, soul, and everything just for you. as long as i am here, you will be loved. even on the days where you think you aren't someone who could ever be capable of being loved. i will love you, more and more as time flies. every moment of my life is spent loving you so, so much. even to a point that it hurts really deep inside. but i wouldn't change anything from this. happy 143 days of us together, my dearest. i hope i can continue to love you, even though i'm not really suited for such a special, unique thing. i will do my best for you, even if it may hurt me. i love you, and i always will, no matter what. 🩷

(06.29.2025)
my dearest 🥹 it's already been 5 months since you came into my life & changed me as a whole. it sometimes feels as though time really isn't moving. it's weird!!

honestly, it's been quite tough for me these past few weeks. the thought of you loving me was such a blur & felt so far from my reach, as if it's such an impossible thing. maybe one day, i can feel your sweet love again 𖹭 though i won't ever let anything stop me from loving you this much!!! you will forever and always be my #1. i will never get tired of reminding you this, but i am forever so glad to have met you. thank you for making me feel whole.

to me, you're beyond what the words "precious", or "special" could ever convey. you're more than perfect to me, and it feels as though someone like me could never come close to someone like you. but still, i want to try. i want to keep on loving you. you will always be so loved and admired through every little thing you do. i see you in a way no one else could ever come close to. for now, i will keep on loving you as i am.

everyday that passes by, we drift further away from that day we first met. everyday, we are creating even small memories together. everyday ever since you captured my heart, held me tight and never let go, i spent every single moment of my life loving you and wanting to dedicate my entire being to you.

i was never good with words, but i hope my love for you can one day reach the depths of your heart one day & somehow. nothing will ever be able to make me fully express everything. i wish to spend so, so much more time with you. everyday, i am glad to be have met someone as perfect as you, and to spend time with you feels so much like a privilege — it feels so unreal. i want this to keep happening. i want you to be here with me until the end of time. i hope you never have to leave me.

even during tough times where it's hard for me to see that someone like me could ever be worthy of loving someone like you, i still always want to push on. it sometimes feels like its such a selfish desire— to keep loving you while i'm just me. but maybe it's the way my love just wants to go beyond everything. so despite that, i still want to stay by your side. i hope that's alright— i hope it's alright if i stay by your side a bit longer. i don't want to ever have to let go.

i hope we can stay together, longer and longer. you have become such a very important person in my life within such a short time that it sometimes feels as if it's fate. i do not want to waste this very precious thing we have together, so i want to spend every moment in the best way i can. i hope i can continue to love you this much, always. i love you, my ritsu. thank you for entering my life. you will always be my most precious person ever.

(09.22.2025)
i have been waiting for so long to finally celebrate this very special day with you. i hope you have the happiest birthday ever, my dearest knight. ❤︎ you've come so far & i can't ever be more proud of you. little by little, you carefully took one step at a time & made it to where you are now & everyday you only become a much better version of yourself. i'm so glad you were born into this world, my ritsu. and i am sure many, many other people out there as just as happy as i am. you are what makes the world such a better place & i'm beyond grateful to have met you in this life. i admire every little thing about you. throughout our short time together, you have helped me feel less alone at times i felt really down. you were there when i needed someone to hold, and something to keep me going & look forward to whenever i wake up in the morning. you will always be so loved by me & i always wish i could truly show you how much i do. you have always been so perfect in my eyes, despite your flaws & i just adore every little thing that makes you "you". meeting you was one of my greatest gifts of all, and i think you deserve more than the whole world. you deserve far greater things than anyone could ever give you. despite how the world may have treated you, you still have that smile on your face that i'll always treasure so deep in my heart. your smile is the cutest thing i have ever seen & i really do want you to keep on smiling. my dearest, my moonlight.. thank you for existing. thank you for being just as who you are now. you're beyond perfect just the way you are & you will always be so loved, as long as i'm here. may you have many, many more wonderful birthdays to come surrounded by the people you love. may you continue living a comfortable life, and may you always know that everyone adores you.. at least i do.


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i call myself the #1 ritsu lovemailer for a reason. anyways FAIRITSU CANON!! we love each other so so very much ^_^ i love my boyfie so much he means the whole world to me & i wouldn't know what to do without him. i saw him and immediately went "oh my god ive GYATT to dedicate my entire being to you this instant" so here we are. i cannot wait for what the universe has in store for us!!!!! here's to an eternity to spend with you, my ritsupyon!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

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Just like that, you make me laugh again. But youre not ready to hear my true feelingsFor now. What can I say to make you realize? What kind of relationship do we have right now? Im losing control over here. I can fall asleep easily because I feel comfortable with you. So just for a moment, let us stay like this. Those mysterious feelings that dont show in the mirror say. Youre always dazzling, radiant like the sun. Its like a light shining down, sayingwake upfull of love. Even though I cant stand bright places, you keep watching over me. I want to be wrapped in your warm voice, soft and brilliant. Im enticed by you, My Sunshine. Ill remember this heat in my chest that hurts like a wound. I hesitate to cross this imposing distance between us, even though I long to touch you. You and I, Im sure we both feel this loneliness, thats why I want to share it with you. But once you take my hand, theres no going backFor now. Because you are both, sunshine and moonlight. You dont have to choose between them, just stay as you are. Its so beautiful, like a full moon. Its like a light shining down, sayingnotice mefull of love. As the wind blows in the quiet night, seemingly aware of that. Carrying my mischievous feelings together with a sweet scent. Ill just hide them a little longer, Dear Moonlight. So dont wake me up yet, I still wanna bask in them in my sleep. Even if its not forever, just stay by my side for now
The moonlight shines upon my fingertips, the stave whirling into the night. Trapped in the forest of sleep, I think of you whom I can't be with. I feel you beside me, in this darkness where there is no one else. Your beautiful smile, it's like it could melt into the sun. Even in a world where we cannot intermingle, I am not alone right now. In the dead of night, with my sleeping breath, Song for you. Because I'm singing a melody that brings us together. Just my piano, the moon and you, in a transparent sky. They simply kept existing kindly in the depths of my heart. While the tedium persists, by letting my fingers dance. I come to know a sadness that resembles feelings of unrequited love, but, Even in a world that we cannot share, I won't lose sight of you. No matter where you are, an unchanging Song for you. Because I'm singing an eternal promise. Even if you can't hear me, i'm right here. Because even if I can't reach you, we're always together. The pale blue moon connects us. Now, close your eyes and let us sing. Even in a world where we cannot intermingle, Once again, towards the night you see somewhere. In the dead of night, with my sleeping breath, Song for you. Because I'm singing a melody that brings us together

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