War. War never changes.
alterspring

about me
i name hoard due to various identity issues, but you'll most commonly see me referred to by bender. i use any pronouns (just not they/them), but i prefer it/he. i am 21yo and am the host of a p-did system. i am a white jew, but i've been struggling with my faith as of late. i'm adhd + autistic + bpd. i started testosterone on october 31, 2024. i work a full time job where i work with individuals with IDDs. i'm a joel miller and michael robinavitch yumeshipper, nonsharing for both.

interests
i'm currently hyperfixated on The Pitt and my special interest is Ethel Cain. i don't game as much as i used to, but i still love to play The Last of Us, The Sims 4, and Fallout: New Vegas (when it isn't breaking my computer). i'm a huge horror fan, with Re-Animator (1985) being in my top four on letterboxd. i grew up watching those urban legend videos on youtube and they always gave me nightmares. i also love the show Dan VS and am a bit territorial due to how niche it is, but i promise i want to make friends with more fans. i love showing it to my friends!

xtra
i don't maintain a strict DNI at the moment is a basic dni, anyone under 17, and anyone in this list. i don't really post NSFW anywhere, other than on my private accounts, but as someone who's rapidly approaching 21, i just personally am not comfortable being mutuals or friends with many minors. thank you for understanding!

Edit

Pub: 18 Dec 2022 21:15 UTC

Edit: 15 May 2026 13:53 UTC

Views: 195