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feb 1st

12;40am
hold on. hello guys new month so new area haha.. or ill crashout cuz it gets 2 long and crowded.
idk what this jiggaboo is on about btw.. ive been asleep half the day(?)
in the NICEST way possible, idk wht the fck half of you are on about all the time.. haha.. sorryyy...

3:40am
hello thought time, i was uhmm building LPS houses on minecraft but i made it VERY big so this.. will take time coughs. i think some of you are so fucking stupid and ignorant, but it amuses me, so none the less, go on i suppose. ignorace is bliss isnt it? haha, funny..

heyy i didnt say that you did!

2:26pm
sleep.. sleep and wakeup and sleep and wakeup and repeat and lalalalalalalalalal ha
im going 2 use my diary more yawns.. for what purpose? idk. because i fcking can. i keep looping the same songs on loop and i am so tired all the time now.. so tired i just sleep like alot.

8:05pm
hello! papa is thinking.. sum people r jst bad! bad bad friends and they will die. die in 5 seconds.
ive had this song on loop forr like ever ahhhahaha auhhhhhh i feel sick. i am always sick or tired, like throwing up or sleeping haha! haha.. ugh mmmhmmmmhmm hmmm
i feel kinda mad, i just findevryone annoying now and ugh i dont wnana speak2 anyone again. maybe im losing my mind again..

10:11pm
thinking about you fills me with nothing but sadness, im sorry i wasnt proper 2 you. its not ur fault things ended the way they did. i hope you are well and at peace.. though i dont know if i will find that out ha..

feb 2nd
12:01am
i just drank spoiled milk and im so angry it was vile: i wwss TRYING 2 eat CEREAL. as i have aten one thing todau.. and .. spoiled.. haha ugh uhhhewww ewwwww

1:24am
im sorry i put everyone and everything before you, i thought i was over this but i think i miss,, well it hasnt been that long has it? im allowed2 miss people arent i..? esp someone i was awfully close with idk im sorry. i wish i wasnt so selfish, i mean at the time i was.. id like2 believe im not as bad anymore but idk. idkidkdidk im sorry

1:32pm
hello!! i didnt sleep all day yay! my cat woke me up this morning like very excited, like licking my face meowing.. i was awfully confused cuuz shes not normally this clingy! it was cute though and im not mad.. hi stella

10:15pm
some things have kinda slalped me in the face, and reality hit and im kinda ###### out.. so im.. taking time away from everyone(as if i wasnt already doing that haha..) uhm, yikes lulz

feb 3rd

12:38am
theres alot on my mind rn.. cant really say what but oh man what a realization lol

i have a good life, i am okay in school, i have amazing pets and a wonderful grandmother, i have a nice house and a nice backyard, i have a lot of nice trinkets and clothes. i have good friends, sometimes.. i believe i am a okayish person, i believe there are things i could work on and i am.. but i,, ahh,, even with all these things i am sad. i am sad because of my own actions, but i am sad because of other peoples actions too. im confused with peoples true intentions, im confused why i am always the person who ##### im sad because i feel everything so deeply,,, and i dont wanna.. its never done me any good.

9:17am
im up early.. me nd my grandma r doing a little fun thing so.. hehehahaha.. im uhh in the parking lot waiting 4 her rn!!! i said we shld do that trend where we go2 a store and buy stuff for the other people on a theme.. so our theme is uhmm rainbow 👀 she thought the idea was supa kute lul.. i think its fun!

12:09pm
hello!! we both had alot of fun! we also both went over budget.. okay will i did... i spent 40 bucks on a supposed 10 dollar budget we set.. and i told her she can still do the 10! and she did 40!! it was sweet, she really liked all the things i picked for her, i got her nice new coasters andd a really soft blanket and some tea and a new tea holder and uhh lots of candy lol and somepens and uhh a little candle and uhh yeah! she got me some pjs and ughh theyre so GOOD! she knows me well.. i can take a photo lata cuz theyre in the wash! she got me candy aswell hehehe oh and a really nice candle. we had so much fun!!! i splurred on her,, cuz we are bestfriends ok?

5:30pm
hello! i am making dinner.. dinner is homemade mac and cheese recipie i found on google.. bbbb ya my mama said shed eat sum2 so i feel accomplished. also mama mention shes spedning the night lulz! hmm im waiting for the water2 boil rn so im just kinda sitting around,, i did school for two HOURS! very productive ...

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