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Hi my name is Nick (aka Nicholas) or Stein, use whichever you prefer. I'm a 21 year old trans boy. I'm also gay but if I was cis I would be bi. My main personality traits consist of my love for Childe and chiscara. But apart from that, I'm big on psychological media and BL. Bonus points if it's both. I also like cute moe stuff.
I'm diagnosed with ADHD clinical depression & anxiety. I don't expect to be treated in any special way because of that, but I do ask that you have patience with me. I have episodes sometimes where I distance myself from people a lot.

As mentioned above, I love Childe a lot! I selfship with him. Yes I know I'm corny. He's my main source of happiness and what's currently keeping me alive. I guess I'm non-sharing, but I don't make a big deal about it. I selfship for fun and don't see him as my actual real boyfriend (I wish he was though). Because he means so much to me and my literal life, I take any insult to him personally. I block any account that insults him. Find my Childe rambling here.

I also love chiscara, additionally mentioned above. I first discovered the ship through fenkkos art in 2021 and fell in love from there. I've been fixated on them for years and I don't see that stopping any time soon. I'm currently writing and publishing a chiscara fic on ao3! If you know any good chiscara fics, feel free to dm them to me.

I heavily relate to Yoshiki and Sunny, both in experiences and personality. I'm so similar to them that it blows my mind. I also relate to Scaramouche a lot and I see myself in him. When I started liking him is when I first realized I was trans, and since then I've headcanoned him as a trans boy too. If you dislike that hc then block me. I also see myself a bit in Dazai too, but that's more personal to me.

Omori is my favorite game and means a lot to me. I don't want to share my life story here, but I really do relate to Sunny especially in losing contact with his friends and becoming a complete shut-in. Sadly my old friends and I haven't regrouped and I'm still alone. But I have my internet friends so it's okay.

Mob Psycho 100 is my all time favorite anime. If you haven't watched it I really recommend it, genuine cinema. Reigen is one of my top three favorite characters of all time (that being Childe, Dazai and Reigen). This anime means a lot to me and I frequently rewatch it, especially the OVA around Christmas (snow = Christmas to me).

My other favorites would include Gravity Falls as my favorite non-anime tv show, Death Note as my favorite manga, Jigsaw Falling Into Place as my favorite song, and How To Train Your Dragon as my favorite movie. I have a lot of other favorite movies (feel free to ask!), but that's my number one.

I selfship with Till too by the way. We are T4T and gay emos. I love him very much, but do note Childe is still my number one. Again I selfship for fun, make fun of me for it and I'll kill both you and myself.


My personality is very reserved and introverted like the characters I mentioned I relate to. I have low energy and I'm really monotone. Although, I do match energy through text, so if you're super hyper I'll text that way too. My typology is INTP 4w5 last I checked, but I took a quiz on some site so I don't know if it's accurate. If you're smart about that stuff feel free to teach me.

Here is my DNI list but let me preface by saying I don't expect shitty people to look at this and actually not interact lol. This is just to let you know what I don't fw. So dni if you're right-leaning in the slightest or if you "don't care" about politics. I have an extreme hatred for every religion (yes, every) and I would rather not interact with overly religious people. I don't care if you're my friend and you're religious but if a topic comes up about it I won't speak positively. I hate unc jokes and if one is made directed at me I'll block you.

My main interests — Genshin Impact, Bungou Stray Dogs, Chainsaw Man, The Summer Hikaru Died, Higurashi, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Subahibi, Mob Psycho 100, Omori, Death Note, Alien Stage, Dramatical Murder, Slow Damage, Madoka Magica, Chobits, Monster, Needy Streamer Overload, Muse Dash, Marvel Rivals, Project Sekai, Persona 5, Resident Evil 4, Trigun. Bigger list here.


I love my friends very much especially..
Alex, Noah, Chuu, Mori, Payton, Bryant, Polly, Kenzie, Kyu, Zack & Elijah

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Pub: 30 Mar 2022 04:15 UTC

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